... Regarding Names ...

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Amazonas, Brasil.

1982.

Together, we walk the familiar dirt path through the forest

A trail that cuts behind our backyard

Jungle, really

Or most properly, rainforest

But one could simply call it a forest

The idea's the same:

A place where nature, rather than people, reigns supreme

Untamed

Wild

Beautiful

... I've grown so big these days that our longer walks, something we both love, have become temporarily impossible

I miss the longer walks

Look forward to the day when we can resume them

The steady climb upwards to the twin waterfalls

Or that outcropping where we like to stargaze and reminisce

But for now, short walks are the order of the day

And despite the heat

Despite our swelling fingers

We walk hand in hand

... We really can't seem to help ourselves

To live is to constantly long for your touch

Clearing his throat, he finally says what's been on his mind

- What's been on both our minds -

For weeks now

"... Regarding names ..."

Biting at my lip, my eyes flit from the path before us to his handsome face

And though it's tremendously difficult, I manage an echoed back reply, "... Regarding names."

Together, we come to a stop. Reaching into the bag he's slung over his shoulder, he pulls out the large bottle of water and uncorks it, and hands it to me, "... Thoughts?"

Accepting the water, feeling my palm, my fingers wrapping around the cool glass, I hesitate, "... My honest thoughts?"

He smiles sadly, "Always your honest thoughts."

Leaning in, I whisper guiltily, "... Dreading it."

Guilt, because I feel I shouldn't dread anything regarding our baby

And yet, I do

Because naming ...

Well ...

"It's alright," he nods. Leaning in, he pushes a stray lock of hair off my face and guides it behind my ear, "I imagine that in this, as with most things, we're of the same mind."

Surely so

Nodding, I take a drink, sighing with relief as I hand it back to him

He takes a drink as well, and the two of us turn in unison

Resuming our leisurely stroll, we stick to the shady side of the trail

"... If a girl ..."

He squeezes my hand, "Yes?"

"There's at least three strong contenders ..."

As I turn to glance at him, he smiles gently and nods, "... Minerva, Pandora, or Mary."

You already knew

"I think we should wait, until she's here with us. Then, depending on how she looks to us, we might decide ..."

"Love that."

Hand slipping away from mine and around my waist, he pulls me into him and whispers, "All three names, exceptionally beautiful. And all three names, a tribute to outstanding, incredible women."

Coming to another halt, my eyes find his again

My worried, worried eyes

"... If ..."

"... If ..."

We stare at one another, each afraid to say what we're both thinking:

... If a boy ...

As birdsongs fill the air around us, he shakes his head, his hand finding its way to my chin as he guides me in for a long, sweet kiss

Pulling back ever so slightly, he whispers so that only I and the forest can hear: "... We don't have to go there. Not yet, not if you're not ready."

"... Are you?"

"No, I'm not."

Two people, one mind:

... I really hope it's a girl

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