| Part Two |

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I may have passed the examination after all I just finished it, were just waiting for the results, hoping I did wonderful, in the other side I overthink will I ever passed?  Those sentence have been on my head every since I finished final examination this school year.

Sure this is not my first time I overthink, I've overthink a lot every since I school year back then, but sometimes I'd just stick on positive side, I didn't even notice that I was shaking, I can't even relax not one bit, I overthink it alot.

"Valentina.." I looked at the person beside me, noticing that I was shaking, Benjamin noticed it, I didn't want anyone seeing me overthinking, I feel that my whole body will explode soon, why is it that it always happens, even when there's people around me? Why?

I feel like everything around me is swirling, I feel like the whole world is swirling, why do I still feel like I'm gonna explode soon? If I don't do anything.

I than stand up, walking towards the door without an excuse, I was planning to go to the rest room, or even get a water, while walking I still feel like the whole world is swirling.

Foot steps are coming towards me, I hear it, all of the sudden everything is normal, everything is just fine, the swirling is gone, everything is just fine.

"Valentina are you even alright?" Looking at me waiting for my answer, I just nodded, my whole throat is dry, I needed to drink, I than began to go inside cafeteria.

"Oh dear are you even alright dear?" I came across towards a teacher, being worried she must have noticed the situation I'm in, I than found a cold bottle of water.

"I'm alright miss, just thirsty.." I replied giving her a small smile, she still had her worried face, today is weird and I don't know why it's weird.

Maybe I should ask the teachers to get the results back and bring it back home, pretty sure all we need to do was get the results of the test and after all I'm done with the meeting schedule stuff.

And pretty much the teachers have said their goodbyes and the other students as well, first year is finished next is second year, as I walked up to the classroom, some of the other teachers are handing out the test papers, reaching up to the teacher, this teacher is familiar.

I've known her before, as I dig up to my memory, finding who the teacher is, she was friendly and kind, and talks with a sweet voice and worried face, she than smiled at me and talked.

"Ah yes! Ms Valentina! It's you dear, I'm glad you passed the final examination." She smiled, she's the teacher who I helped passing the other examination papers to the other classrooms.

I smiled to her as a reply, walking out the classroom, stopping my tracks and looking at Alessandro.

"Glad you passed."

"How about you? Did you passed the examination?" I said, waiting for a reply.

"Yep and I did passed, do you have time later on? Before me and the others are gonna go back, if you have time." he said, Alessandro must have wanted the complete group of his friends, I'm guessing he wanted to remember that memory, and probably enjoy the evening later on.

But other than that, the only thing I'm about to do later on was put the examination papers back to my place and changed clothes, that's all.

"I have time later on, just have to drop some stuff at my place." I said, he than nodded with my reply, I than walked outside the school, and then again wanting to walk towards the tree line street.

The tree line street is wonderful, everytime I walk towards the side of the tree line street, it was calm it's like the whole world would stop all of the sudden, it's like alone with my own thoughts, and process what exactly what's happening around me for the past few days.

If everyone got to the tree line street it would be wonderful, the sound of air hitting the leafs of the tree, can be absolutely peaceful, it's like no one else would bother me.

Sadly I than reached my street, going towards my house, removing my shoes, going towards the living room, turning on the TV switching to the news channel, drinking water and then head at my room, putting my papers at the table, looking for a clothing that I'm about to wear later on.

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