Angelical

-----Chapter One-----

As I walked, I can finally see the entrance of the school, as I walk seeing the others also walking as well, I can see the other cheerleaders talking at each other, laughing and smiling the same time.

The others said that their good none of them did something bad, their safe at all time, no rumors, their kind to everybody they even allowed me to borrow their pens, even their other closest friends said that their kind.

Well enough thinking with those now, I'm much more focus at my classes and examination are gonna start soon, pretty much next week it'll start and after it I'm finished and another school year is up, sometimes your gonna wish time is fast so you can end things much more early so you can do whatever you want.

I'm getting used to those now, with that I walked inside already going at my class, seating at my chair putting my bag down, pulling out my subject book out, and my notebook, in my life nothing is much more harder than studying.

Well studying is indeed hard but all of us are getting used to it, in our humanity people spend majority of their lives doing their jobs, even some of them took the risk of not getting enough sleep, well it is indeed hard but to me, studying is quite hard I know some of us are interested because some of us have time for our friends and create memories with them but time gets quicker when you make those memories so to me the others should have time with the others around them.

In my own opinion, studying is hard for me I wanted my guardians to be proud of me, I tried my best to let the others be proud of me and sometimes say--"try my best? You know how much embarrassing that can be as a parent right?" I wanted them to be satisfied with my own work, well to me I think I called "studying" a "work"cause some of us have problems understanding them, it's easy for the others but it's not easy for the people who have troubles understanding them.

I, too want to satisfy myself because I do not understand those people around me sometimes I don't understand myself either, listening to the teachers makes my ears bleed it's not that I listen to loud music since I take care of my body, it's just that it's like my ears would ring and it feels everytime people speak it echoes a lot.

People may found it crazy but I'm sure I know where to wash my anger away, I'm kind of much more attach to nature sometimes knowing things around me is interesting I tend to research some of it sometimes so I can know about it more.

While focusing at my thoughts I also listen to the teacher and take notes of it as well, I feel like someone is staring at me, I than looked around the class, No one, again me being paranoid I avoid it all now, being focus at the notes and being able to follow the lesson, to me it gets harder but I'm sure I'm gonna do some extra research later on since I'm much more focus at school works.

With that hearing the bell ringing and at the exact same time the lesson was finished I than began putting my notes at my bag and my subject book, after it I began going outside the school well I already did got my launch, with that I sat at a bench outdoor wanting to see the others play football, the team indeed have such a wonderful skills.

Some of them are practicing, I'm sure they did good, I knew one of them though usually just in the other side of my street, usually friendly with the neighbors, I'm not the only one who's eating so as the others, some of them came along watching the team.

I than began eating my launch, well I did got some juice and a egg and cheese grilled sandwich, with that I enjoyed those things around me the others talking and the others playing football, but I feel like I'm gonna make something explode I'm sure it's stupid but I really feel like I'm gonna make something explode out of no where.

Well I know when to calm down just like this moment, well all I have to do was enjoy eating and admire the wind passing by, after it I drank the juice and throw it away, I enjoyed eating the food, and the grilled egg and cheese sandwich was good for my stomach especially my own mood I got the sandwich to the guy who was selling them at a park which was cool I'm pretty sure they always roam around and find a place to sell sandwiches.

And with that I than heard the bell ring again, making my way to the next class, now seating to a chair and putting my bag down pulling out my subject book and my notebook to write some notes, with that the teacher came in and started talking about the lesson which why I started writing notes cause the lesson gets harder a lot, pretty much things here are interesting if you want to know more about it.