Alone

Father Dearest

I walked to the door on the left entering at last finally through the last door to my Father.

His head was on the table while his hands were cuffed in handcuffs secured to the top of the table.

I sat down  across from him, he looked up he looked surprised at first but then it turned to pure anger. But for the first time in my life I didn't feel terrified rather powerful.

Good I want him angry, if I learned anything my past few weeks, is that at your boiling point of anger everything collapses meaning that you will spill your feelings. Meaning he won't be in control.

"Harvey you stupid little prick! you are with these people!!" My dad yelled trying to get free but having no success causing me to smile a little.

"Good to see you too," I said crossing my arms returning to my own angry stare.

"This is all your fault!" He said

"Right, Right because I was born, yeah heard it before," I said

"Oh so now that I'm restrained you finally can speak for yourself you stupid worthless girl! You and your Mother fucked up my life!" He said angry.

"No, I always speak for myself just didn't waste my time on someone who is impaired," I said looking dully just past his face.

"Are you suggesting I'm dumb!!?" He said getting even more furious.

I just need to get him so angry that he will reveal everything,

"Hey your the one who said it," I said smirking at him.

"Have to admit the cuffing to the table.. the look suits you well. I prefer it when you are the one cuffed and not me," I said.

I swear if it were possible steam would come out his ears.

"I should have made your mother abort you!! but no I, said she just had to leave me instead!!!" He yelled

"I know such a shame, have a daughter that is smarter than you and all your friends put together," I said

He yanked his arms trying to get free still without an success.

"So tell me father dearest, why sell me to HYDRA, you could have done something else to get the money," I said dully

He glared at me,

"Because you were the test!" He said

"What test?" I asked

"You don't think I beat you within a inch of your life for exercise do you?" He said smirking. Of course I already knew this but this gave me proof. I looked up at the camera quickly smiling to myself.

'I was merely testing how much you could take," He said still smirking he's dumber than I thought.

"Okay so why?" I said leaning closer.

"Because HYDRA had both the Winter solider serum and Captain Serum they combined the two," He said.

"Okay?" I said.

"Problem was everyone they gave it to never survived," He continued.

"But you, you were young, could take any kind of beating, you fit the bill sweetheart, and they offered me a price I just couldn't refuse," He said an evil glint washing over him.

This infuriated me, I swear I could see Red, he wad going to sell me to people who wanted to put a serum in me that would possibly kill me!!! I mean I know he worked for them but his own blood.

I stood up slowly walking over to the other side of the table, my posture said I was calm but inside I wanted to murder my own father. Possibly a little immorally bad.

I grabbed the back of his head.

"You know the difference between me an you?" I began hostilely.

"You're broken and I'm not?" He said not sounding sure because of how dark my voice was.

"I'm a survivor your... not," I responded.

I slammed his face into the table multiple times before realising the Avengers probably knew I was in here if I did that. Well shit.

I would do more if there were no cameras, I left my father's cell making sure everything was locked properly.

I took the elevator to the floor my room was on, I walked into my room and as I closed the door I felt a few tears roll down my cheeks. I knew the Avengers would probably find out I was in there soon. Not to mention it was almost 7pm by the time I entered my bedroom.

I slowly slid down the door, bringing my knees to my chest,

Why? just why did he hate me so much? I couldn't help that I was born, but still he hated me.

For the first time in a long time I cried, not angry cry but just cry, because I just didn't understand, I just didn't understand why my own Father despised me so much,

I squeezed my legs with my arms as I cried, Hoping that things will be better, but that is a hope I fear will never come I thought as I cried.

I finally wiped my face and locked my door (for obvious reasons they had spare doors it was fixed already) telling Friday to tell everyone I had already eaten and was going to sleep. I sat on my window sill just pondering life the cool breeze on my face for hours. I hated myself, my dad, the Avengers everything. I went at sat in bed. I'm fuming mad again now just at my Father and everyone but who cares nowadays. I put my head down closed my eyes and decided I would actually sleep