Decisions are made and memories discovered

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Hello everybody, I have recovered. And am now back on my feet.

Warning!

This part contains mentions of Sexual abuse. If you are uncomfortable with the subject or may be triggered by it i suggest you skip this chapter.
You will not miss anything there will be a recap on this part in lesser detail in the next part.
My hope for this chapter is the spread awareness and hope for the victims of this abuse. I have taken all known precautions to make sure I don't trigger anyone and help others in anyway I am.

Lastly, if you are a victim please I beg of you. Seek help, you are not alone. There are people who care. And if you think no one does. Know that love all my readers(platonic) and of any of you need reassurance of that I'm here.
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With that being said let our story continue....
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F/n pov:

"Listen, as much as I want to... I think it's better I stay here.."

He looked shocked and disappointed
At my words.
His hand went back to his side.
Looking at me.

"I understand. But I suggest that you learn how to wield a weapon."

I nodded.
"No worries, I will. I'm not dying because of a murderous skeleton."

He smiled and opened a portal.
Putting one boot inside.
He handed me a star pendant.

"If you need me, just wear it when you sleep."

He pointed to a button on the back

"Before you sleep with it. Press this. It's how I'll know you need me."

I nodded again, as I watched him step away into the white abyss, waving goodbye.

I stood in the cold for a moment before continuing  on
I took a moment to look at the pin .
It was a yellow star. Dusted with ierdesent glitter.
It was beautiful, really.

*F/n equipped the Dreamer pin*

There we go, safely pinned to my sweater.

.........

I unlocked my house door slipping in. Hoping not to make any noise.
I usually go to the gym around 7. Which means I get home at nine.
Mom gets home around 10.
Shes pretty strict on what time I go to bed. So if I can make it to be fore she gets home. Then were all good. She won't know. I rushed down the stairs and into the bathroom, turning on the shower.

The cold water poured onto my body.

The thought that y/n might be enjoying themselves had crossed my mind. Multiple times.
My main worry was that they were getting hurt.

But I knew better, they could take it.
Besides, they were taken for information. Not as a slave.

Unlike y/n. I'm weak...

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"𝙵/𝚗"

𝙻𝚅: 2
𝙷𝙿: 25
𝙰𝚃𝙺: 0 (7)

"𝙾𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚝 𝚕𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚕 2 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚊 𝚖𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚌𝚞𝚊𝚐𝚑𝚝. 𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 5"

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My stats were low compared to theirs
I wouldn't stand a chance against sans . Unless I.....

No forget about it.
I'm not a murder, I won't kill any monsters. I'll become better. Raise my stats...

Somehow....

I'll train...and train.... those skeletons wouldn't stand a chance!

*F/n was filled with DETERMINATION....*

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I sat at my computer desk staring at the Undertale icon. 

All these creatures...until now I thought they were all fake.... and here I am now, looking up online lessons for fighting.

I rubbed my eyes. God, im exhausted... its been a long week. With school, all this Au bullseye, and y/n missing..
I just wanted rest honestly.
I wanted this to be over.

I curled up in a ball on my bed.
Slipping into a deep sleep...

DISCLAIMER!: the sensitive subjects are mention in the dream. Please be safe. -froggie













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*Dream start....*
I  woke up in a black void.
and saw my younger self. And that monster of a sibling.

"It's hurts....
Please Brother s-stop..!"

No
No
NO
NO
NO


I couldn't move I wanted to kick that bastard off my kid self.

Get off me you bastard!

I saw a light, only a faint one but a light.
A glimmer of hope shined in the void.

I stumbled towards the light, hearing my younger self yell at my brother.

I heard a yell, not from my brother. Not my past self.
But someone else...











"Oh my! F/n!"

It's was Dream. He crouched beside me putting his hand on my shoulder.

He looked at the scene that was playing for me and glared.

"Let's get out of here.."

He looked at me again and the black void turned into a yellow glow.

*Dream... end*

*END OF SUBJECT IF SKIPPED*
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I jumped up from my bed hyperventilating....

Normally when I had nightmares like this I would call y/n.... they were the only one who knew about what had happened back then.

I felt 2 arms wrap around me, pulling me into a hug.

"Please, try to breathe. I'm here, and not leaving."

The words reminded me of y/n
Such a gentle tone.
I  cried into his cape. Almost falling asleep in the process.

He took notice of this.

"You can rest, I'll stay here to make sure no more bad dreams come near you."

I felt relief In that statement and drifted of again....

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Hello guys froggie here.

As another reminder. If you are being abused. Please seek help. You are not alone.

-Froggie♥️

















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