Don't you know, you're life itself

The new Jessica

Jessica was laying on top of her lover when Susan slowly opened her eyes, her lips parted and eventually, the red-headed woman smiled.
"Good morning," she whispered and stretched out, her arm landed on Jessica's back, both still naked, she started stroking her lover with her fingertips.
"Good morning," Jessica replied and leaned forward, she placed a kiss on Susan's lips and smiled
"So, what are your plans for today?"
"We're meeting with Clayton and Katie"
"Here?"
"Yes" Jessica replied and kissed her again, laying her forehead on Susan's eventually
"And when are we spending time just the two of us?"
"I've got to check my calendar"
"I'll wait Ms. Lange"
Jessica looked at her and smiled again, she brought her hand to her lover's face and started rubbing her earlobe, an action that made Susan bite her bottom lip and lock her eyes with Jessica's.
Susan finally capped her woman's face and pulled her closer, she kissed her, this time more passionately until Jessica broke it leaving them both breathless.
Susan smirked, "There's no way back now" she whispered and made Jessica chuckle
"Good," Jessica said and slowly got under the bedsheets and between her lover's legs.
Susan parted her legs giving her woman the space she needed and made herself more comfortable on the bed, she felt Jessica nibbling her inner thighs and finally reached for her hair.
"Oh God," Susan moaned loudly when her lover's tongue finally touched her clit. Jessica continued flicking Susan's bundle of nerves with her tongue and didn't hesitate to use her teeth while hearing Susan shouting her name.
Within a few seconds, Susan's wetness was evident and that's when Jessica started teasing her slit with her fingers, she was slowly pushing two fingers inside, and when Susan was arching her back she would immediately withdraw them.
"Fuck... Jess" Susan said almost out of breath and furrowed her brows together
Jessica then removed her fingers and continued sucking her wetness sending her lover over the edge.
All of a sudden Susan moved her hand between her own legs and slowly pushed her fingers into her slit. Jessica stood there observing her...
"Ahhh, yes!" Susan whispered while pleasuring herself and eventually Jessica leaned down again and focused on her woman's clit trying not to bother her.
Jessica was trying to keep up with her woman's pace until Susan opened her mouth widely and while gasping for air she shouted Jessica's name.
Jessica licked her one more time and then took Susan's fingers into her mouth sucking each finger slowly while making eye contact with her.
"Fuck..." Susan repeated and watched her woman coming up to kiss her. "You tease me too much"
"I'm sorry," Jessica replied and smiled.
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"It's like she's a whole different person," Susan said to Clayton and both looked at Jessica who was now talking to Katie
"What do you mean?"
"I mean, since I got back she's more... you know, caring and... Well, I can't explain it but she's different"
"And that's... nice?"
"Oh, yeah, it's nice. I just... I don't know"
"No, I understand"
"You do?" Susan asked and looked at him
"Of course not but you're my friend"
Susan sighed, "It's like when you cheat and then you're trying to cover it by being nice"
"Christ Susan, please, stop thinking"
"Clayton, I'm telling you, we had sex three times today"
"And what's so strange about that? She missed you is all"
"Maybe"
"You better enjoy this and don't screw this up"
"Whatever" Susan replied and walked towards Jessica. She handed her her glass of wine, "What are you talking about?"
Jessica took the glass along with Susan's hand and forced her to lean down, giving her a peck eventually. Susan smiled and looked at Clayton who was staring at them a bit confused. It was indeed strange that Jessica was expressing finally her feelings.
Susan took a seat next to her lover and crossed her legs, immediately Jessica placed her hand on Susan's lap and started stroking it while she turned to Katie and continued talking, "And what was I saying?"
"I asked you about your cabin"
"What about?" Susan asked and took hold of Jessica's hand as she was moving it closer to her center
"I was telling her how peaceful it is up there" she replied and locked her eyes with Susan's while smiling.
"Yeah, you two should come with us next time"
"How about we go next week, huh?" Jessica asked her lover and focused her eyes on her lips
"We could, yeah," Susan said and tried to avoid looking at her lover
"So... Jessica. Susan told us that Shura got engaged. How was it?"
"Oh, I didn't go but we're meeting her on Sunday"
"Why didn't you?"
"I'm not a big fan of dressing up and being around people plus I had to fly all over to Washington. Shura understood..."
"And your date was off town" Katie joked
Jessica smiled at her and nodded, "That too, I couldn't go without my girlfriend"
With that Clayton choked on his drink and started coughing "Are you okay?" Katie asked and looked at him worried "I'm good" he replied "Keep talking"
"Who wants some more?" Jessica asked and lift her empty glass
"Oh, I do"
"I'll be back," Jessica said and stood up she disappeared into the kitchen and after a couple of seconds she shouted at her lover, Susan followed her inside, "What is it?"
"I can't open it," she said and pointed at the bottle, eventually she took a step back and Susan walked in front of her
"It's not that hard," Susan said and opened it turning around to look at her lover
"For you..." Jessica replied and chucked "Why are you avoiding me?" She asked and wrapped her hands around her lover's waist
"I'm not avoiding you" Susan replied and smiled awkwardly
"Oh, is that so?" Jessica asked and leaned closer
"We should probably go inside"
"Definitely" Jessica replied but neither one of them made a move, both kept looking at each other.
"Alright, you're scaring me. Are you wasted?"
With that, Jessica started laughing "Of course not"
"Then who are you? Where's Jessica?"
"What are you talking about?"
"I'm always the one who's all over you, not you!"
"Look how the tables turned..." She replied and started kissing her woman's cheeks, her kisses moved down her neck in no time
"No, Jess, stop it," Susan said and pushed her woman back "They're leaving in a while can't you wait till then? Jesus," she said and started laughing
"I can... I just don't want to" Jessica said and shoved her hand into Susan's pants making her gasp "Fuck" Susan whispered and threw her head in front
Jessica run her fingertips on her woman's slit and reached her clit, she started stroking it slowly, "You have no idea how bad I wanna bury my face between your legs"
"Hmmm"
Jessica moved her fingers to Susan's slit and slowly pushed one finger inside while Susan was trying to open wider her leg. Suddenly she removed her finger and brought it to her mouth, tasting her lover...
"I love you," she said and kissed Susan's nose
"I love you too" Susan replied and bit her lip
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"What took you so long?" Clayton asked looking at them
"I couldn't open the bottle"
"You should've asked me to come"
"We're here aren't we?" Jessica said and reached for her cigarettes "Jess..." Susan started
"I'm not smoking inside, relax" she replied and continued, "I'll be outside"
"Alright..." Susan said and looked at Jessica who now stood up and leaned in front of her, pulling her into a deep kiss until she stopped. She looked at Clayton and Katie and smiled at them, she then finally walked out on the balcony and closed the door behind her.
"Okay, I can see what you are talking about"
"I'm telling you she's a whole different person"
"The point is, are you good with the new Jessica?"
Susan looked at her confused, "Yeah, He told me what's going on"
"Sorry," Clayton said and smiled
"Well, I'm okay, I think... I don't know, I'm not just used to it."
"Try to"
"Maybe it's just a phase, maybe It'll pass"
"We'll see..."
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While Susan was saying her goodbyes to her friends, Jessica was sitting comfortably on the couch petting her lover's cat...
"Goodnight," Susan said one final time and closed the door turning to Jessica, "I thought you'd like the new me"
"What?"
"I spent hours talking about changing myself... being more open"
"With whom?"
"With you"
"Talking with whom?"
"That's not important. The important thing is whether you like me or not?"
"Jess, I like you for who you are, you don't have to change for me"
"You do?"
"You're kidding me? I love it when you never refer to me as your girlfriend. I love it when you don't touch me in public or when you avoid looking at me" Susan said while laughing
"Oh my God..." Jessica said and covered her face under her opened palms, "I'm terrible"
"You're not," Susan said and started walking towards her side, "I love you because when you say something to me I know that you truly mean it. Expressing your emotions isn't your thing but when you do... oh, that's something"
"But I kinda enjoyed the new me..."
With that, Susan started laughing, "Then I'm here for it" she said and leaned down to kiss her woman. Jessica took hold of her hands and closed her eyes, feeling finally her woman's warm breath on her and her soft lips touching her.
Susan broke the kiss and smiled, "You wanna go inside?"
"I'd love to..." Jessica replied with a smirk on her face. She stood up and followed her woman into the bedroom
"Jess..." Susan started and lowered her sight
"What?"
"I've got to clean up inside, I got cats now"
Jessica laughed, "That's fine, I'll take a shower then"
"I'm sorry" Susan mouthed and left...
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While Susan was now doing the dishes, Jessica appeared behind her lover, wrapped around with her towels and her hair up, she pulled her into her arms making Susan smile,
"It's taking you so long"
"You're going to bed?"
"I am..." Jessica said and spun Susan around, facing her finally, "You're not coming?"
"I am in a while"
"Alright," Jessica replied and took a step back, "Goodnight" she added
"I said I'm coming in a while. Not that I'm not coming at all"
"No, I heard you, honey," she said and disappeared from Susan's view.
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After a couple of minutes, and once Susan has finished cleaning up, she walked to the bedroom. Only to find that Jessica has locked the door, "Jess!?" Susan shouted but nothing came as a reply, "What are you doing?" she asked and banged the door.
A soft moan came from the other side making Susan furrow her brows together, "Jess?"
"Yes?" Jessica whispered as a response
"What are you doing? Open the door?"
"In a minute"
"Fuck Jessica!"
"Ahhh... yes" Jessica moaned and with that Susan glued her ear to the door, "Please let me in" Susan pleaded making Jessica moan louder...
Jessica finally opened the door after a few minutes only to find her woman outside the door having one of her cigarettes. Jessica's hair was covering most of her face and while still trying to breathe normally she reached for her lover's cigarette to take a puff.
Jessica blew the smoke to the side and looked at Susan who moved back just to place the cigarette on the ashtray, "How was it?"
"Better than I thought"
"You're killing me," Susan said and walked to Jessica, she pinned her on the wall behind and took hold of her leg, her mouth found her neck and immediately started nibbling and bitting her woman's flesh making Jessica moan again.
Jessica was wearing only a large t-shirt, making it easier for Susan to gain access between her lover's legs.
Once Susan felt Jessica pushing her down, she kneeled in front of her and buried her face into Jessica's thighs.
"Ah, fuck!" Jessica yelled and closed her eyes
Susan continued sucking on her sensitive spot.
"Hmmm, Yes, Susan!" she whispered accompanied by a loud moan once she felt her lover's tongue sliding into her slit.
Susan kept a fast pace from the beginning and since Jessica was already worked up she came faster than expected, "Ah, God!" Jessica said one final time and threw her head to the side, she opened slowly her eyes and watched as her lover stood up, letting her leg which was resting all this time on Susan's shoulder, fall to the floor.
Susan licked her lips and wiped her face from Jessica's wetness, she faced her woman and smirked as she leaned closer and kissed her, "I love the new me but having sex four times a day it's exhausting. I wanna go to bed" Jessica said and both started laughing
"I'm gonna take a shower, you're not coming?" Susan asked while watching Jessica crawling up on the bed and collapsing on it, "Oh God, no" Jessica replied and closed her eyes.
Susan walked to her side and press a kiss on her head, "I love you"
"Hmmm"
Susan chuckled and started walking towards the bathroom while: "The old Jessica would've died to take a shower with me"
"No, she wouldn't" Jessica replied and made Susan laugh as she entered the bathroom and closed the door behind...