Don't you know, you're life itself

Starting over. (pt1)

"Good morning," Jessica whispered and placed her hand on Susan's, stroking her softly as she was now sitting on the bed, reading the news on her phone. "Good morning," Susan replied smiling and looked at her for a brief second before turning back on her phone

"You're so sexy in the morning," she whispered again while stretching out on the bed, making her woman laugh, "What?"

"With your glasses on," she stopped and looked under the blanket, "No pants"

"Oh, about that," Susan said and closed her phone, "You think we lost... that something we had?" she asked, removing her glasses, Jessica chuckled as a response and took a sitting position on the bed, turning her back on her lover, "I think you lost your mind" she replied eventually and stood up, "Come on, I'm serious," Susan insisted and rested on her knees, looking at her lover who reached for her robe, wearing it, "You think we lost that sparkle?"

Jessica smirked and reached now for her glasses and cigarettes on the nightstand, "No, I don't believe we did"

"But last night, you said you faked many times during sex, how should I know if one of those times wasn't with me?"

"No, I said that women tend to pretend cause it's more complicated when it comes to our satisfaction"

"Yeah, and after that, you said that you, yourself have faked an orgasm before"

"Well, I assure you that it was long before I met you"

"Why should I believe you? You're an actress"

"Well, I'm not THAT good" Jessica replied and started walking towards the door with Susan's eyes glued on her. The redhead appeared into the kitchen, finding her lover sitting on the dining table, reading on her phone, and sipping some coffee, Jessica glanced up to look at her and: "Jesus, Christ" she said while laughing, ending up biting her lips, she stared at Susan who walked passed her and poured some coffee into her mug. Referring to her lover's clothes or the lack thereof, as Susan was wearing only her panties, a large grey t-shirt, and white socks, as if she was in a movie, her hair in a messy bun, she took a seat across her lover and straightened her glasses, "What?"

"Nothing... I just missed having this view first thing in the morning"

"Well, get used to it cause I intent to find back our sparkle"

With that, Jessica burst out laughing and closed her phone, placing it carefully to the side, "Susan, if we lost our ''sparkle'' indeed, why is it that I can't stop thinking about having sex with you, from the minute I saw you this morning"

"Hm... you know what?" Susan said and took a sip from her coffee, "We're not having sex for a week"

"What?"

"Yes"

"Don't I have a word on that?"

"I should call Clayton, he'll help me," Susan said and stood up, "Susan! For Christ's sake! What's gotten into you!" Jessica shouted but invalid, Susan had already disappeared into the bedroom. Eventually, the blonde sighed and lit up a cigarette.

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It was 3:00 pm already and both women were sitting in silence, eating the meal that Jessica cooked, Susan was holding the fork with her right hand and her phone with the other, "You know..." Jessica stopped eating and sipped some water, she swallowed and continued, "It's not polite being on the phone while we're eating"

"I know, I'm sorry," Susan said and continued looking at her phone

Jessica sighed and continued eating, "What are you reading?"