Don't you know, you're life itself

Letters.

Writer's note: Hello guys. First of all, I wanna say how grateful I am for all the comments and the messages I've been receiving all this time and of course for all the ideas you all send me or have sent me in the past. I really hope you've enjoyed this or still enjoy it as much as I did when I started this story. My goal was to keep it as realistic as possible and I hope at least I achieved that. I know I've said it before but this is going to be the last chapter. I love Jessica and Susan deeply and at this point, I believe that this is how their relationship would evolve. After three books and 50+ chapters each I really have nothing else to write that I haven't already but I thank you all for the support. I met new people from Wattpad and made friends and for that, I couldn't be more grateful. I've been writing this story for three days so it's gonna be longer than expected. I hope you will all enjoy this and since I wasn't online most of the time and never got to reply to messages, for those who are worried about Jessica holding hands with her ex-husband, no they're not together. Susan went to Minnesota the day after everyone left.

P.S. Please leave a comment if you like it, call me selfish but I love reading your feedback. Plus it's the last time so I'm asking it as a favour. Big Love to all!

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2013:

"It's been hard with Her lately. She wants things that I can't give to her and that's the worst thing about me. I would give her the world but not what she wants. I can't. I love her. I really do. I'd kill for her, she makes me happy again and I missed that. It's different with Her. She's kind and sweet, and she cares about me, at least I think she does. We were up in my cabin..."

Jessica was sipping some red wine by the fireplace, it was dark outside and cold, the cracking sounds from the burning woods were filling up the cabin along with some soft Jazz playing in the background, Jessica's favorite and Sarah, of course, knew it.

The young woman walked her way downstairs, her hair a mess, yawning like a baby, she appeared in front of her lover, rubbing her eyes.

"Good morning," Jessica said and glanced up to look at her, immediately she chuckled at the view making Sarah laugh as well.

"What?" she asked and fell on the floor beside her lover

"You slept alright?"

"Hmm, like a baby," she replied and smiled. With that, she leaned closer and kissed her. Neither one of them wanted to stop, they continued kissing each other for several minutes until Sarah made the first move and reached for Jessica's t-shirt.

"Let's stay here forever" Sarah whispered between their kiss

"What?" Jessica asked and opened her eyes, furrowing her brows together

"I mean it, baby. Let's stay here. Just you and me"

"You can't be serious" Jessica replied and laughed this time

"But I am," Sarah said and moved away, she took hold of Jessica's hand

"I've got kids, Sarah, grandchildren"

"And you're still gonna have kids and grandkids if we stay here"

"Well, what about you?"

"I suggested it"

"That stupid show can't be really the last thing you'll do"

"I don't care about work. I've got money and I've got you. That's all that matters to me"

"Listen to me," Jessica said and placed her hand on Sarah's cheek, rubbing her thumb against her soft flesh, "I don't care about work as well, I don't care if I don't work until the rest of my life but baby, I can't let you stop now. I know what you are capable of and I know that you've got so many great things to live instead of being here with an old lady, just imagine how I would be in ten years from now" she continued and laughed