Feelings

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Hmmm...

I thought to myself about what I wanted to do today as I took another bite of my breakfast.

Maybe I could go to a cafe somewhere? But maybe that would be too much food for one day.

I looked over at L. He had finished his food already, and was looking at me.

"You look like you're thinking," he said.
"I am."
"What about?"
"What am I going to do today?"
"There's a lot of things you could do."
"Of course there is. That's why I'm having trouble. Although I'm thinking I might go to the mall."
"That's a good way to keep your mind off things. You can have my card if you would like."
"I don't need your card, Lawliet. I have my own with plenty of money." I laughed.

He stared at me for a moment.

"Well yes, but I would like to give you something, as an apology for putting you through yesterday's events,"

I thought about Komu. I almost thought it was just a bad nightmare. Almost. I was dampened by the thought of that poor girl standing on the chair.

I tried not to think about it.

"Thank you for your kindness, but you really don't have to!"
"I insist."
"Fine. I know you won't give up until I take it." I sighed.

I stood, taking his card and returning to the bedroom to get dressed.

I stood, taking his card and returning to the bedroom to get dressed

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I was now dressed, and I quickly left.

"I'll be home around 4!" I told L.

"I'll be home around 4!" I told L

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~L's POV~

I watched as Y/N walked out the door. He was wearing a simple outfit, but he was decked in enough chains and accessories to make it look complex and interesting.

He had a knack for making outfits look good. Or maybe that was just me. Now that he was gone, I could check that paper.

I stood, putting my breakfast plate in the sink to wash later. I walked into the bedroom. We shared it, but I hardly ever used it.

I stepped over to the small desk, where Y/N did most of his work and stored his stationary.

I opened up the narrow drawer along the top, finding a paper neatly folded on top of all the other loose odds and ends. I gingerly picked up the paper between my thumb and index finger. On the front, scrawled in Y/N's hurried handwriting, it was addressed

To: My favorite person.

I thought back to what I said last night. So he'd heard that? He'd been awake? Apparently, he was really good at pretending to be asleep. He even breathed like he was asleep. From that, I concluded that it was addressed to me.

My heart thumped in my chest at a rapid pace as I opened the letter. What would it entail? What would I learn?

I was never one for romance, or even discovering my preference for the gender of my romantic partners, but I was certain about one thing.

The way I felt about him was like nothing I've ever felt before.

It was love, I was sure of it. 99% sure. The last 1% is still uncertain, but still.... 99% sure is pretty high last time I checked.

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