This is an L x male! Reader futurefic, years after the Kira case in a timeline where L does not die! You and L are best friends and share an apartment together, but you're crushing hard on the world's greatest detective. What will things come to bet...
I'm not exactly sure how to tell you this, but I have something to say. I hope that if you do not return my feelings, that you at least do not think of me harshly, and that we can remain friends.
Firstly, I want to thank you for being such a kind person. I thank you for being my dearest friend, and I hope that basis of friendship never dissipates.
Second and lastly, I want to admit my feelings for you. I've always admired you. I've seen you as a wonderful detective, and I've admired you for that. I've seen you as a good friend, and I admired you for being there when I need it.
Now, I admire you because you are the most wonderful person I've ever met. My favorite person, I'd say. Really, what I'm trying to say is, I'm in love with you Lawliet.
I'm so in love with you and I don't know how to express it other than this. I understand if your feelings are different, and I respect that. I simply needed to tell you this.
Sincerely, ~Y/N
I stared at the words on the page, my brain almost unable to register the inked words.
Almost.
I felt giddy. It was a feeling I wasn't used to, but it wasn't bad. I wanted to jump and shout in joy, but I wasn't about to do that. The only thing that I did, was carefully fold up the letter and put it back in the drawer, a grin playing on my lips.
I brought back my usual composure and checked the time. It was only lunchtime, so I quickly brought out a chocolate cake to eat. My thoughts raced.
Did he expect me to find it? Was he going to give it to me? If I told him how I felt, would he be angry that I read the letter?
The answer to all those questions was probably not.
Should I just tell him how I felt, or should I keep quiet until he told me? This was too many feelings all at once, but if I knew anything, it's that I'm the world's greatest detective.
It's my job to reveal the truth.
And I was going to do just that.
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~Your POV~
I stood, looking at all the chokers and earrings and necklaces and other jewelry I could buy. I'd already picked out several outfits, some of which being more feminine, but they were cute. Now I just had to pick out some accessories, and then I could go home. I just hope I don't spend too much of Lawliet's money.
I finally settled on a few new outfits.
After checking out, I quickly started on my walk home, bags of clothing slung over my shoulders.
The sky was cloudy, and it looked like it was going to rain. The gray sky seemed to thrum with energy of the coming rain. I questioned calling Watari, but I didn't want to bother him. Oh well, a little rain never hurt.
Then it started pouring. Of course, that's just my luck. I wish I'd been smart enough to wear a jacket or something.
