To My First Love

~Letter to the Birthday Boy~

Dear, Raza

Your birthday is coming up! I couldn't be more excited to celebrate you. I always believe that birthdays are so important to celebrate. It's the one day that is your own and people should honour you. When I think about celebrating you, it fills me with so much joy. To me, you're someone so special, worthy and deserving of love that to be able to wish you well means a lot. I've already sent off my gift to you, I hope it remains intact and gets to you safely. I can't wait for your reaction when you open it! Something I always look forward to but this time it's different... I've really chosen a personal gift for you. I put though and care to all my gifts! A silly one for laughs, something sweet and something I believe you'll like.

I believe that this is my redemption year! Last year when it was your birthday... I remember feeling so upset I couldn't do more as your girlfriend. I wanted to showcase the attention and care I have to give. Your time was occupied with others and more than anything, I wanted to prove and show to you that you were worth celebrating. That's why me putting together a gift; a whole thoughtful gesture would finally be able to showcase how much I care. Not to brag or anything but I am a generous queen when it comes to gifts. I'm glad I get to be able to share my generosity with you, my special one. I really am excited to shower you with what I have to give. You've been working so hard lately and I'm pumped to have you open it and feel how much thought as well as love I've put inside this package.

I hope we share the same excitement. You're worth celebrating and I would all the time if we could! I hope you always know how special you are and that I'll always make you feel so. I pray that you remain healthy, ever-growing happiness and lots of success! I'm wishing you the best all the time! Extra more because it's your birthday as well. I hope they count for more points!

I'm always thinking about you.

Love, Mei-Yan