May 27th, 2022
If thy love is strong, send mountains, calm the rivers and let morning birds sing.
Love is such a strong want. You continue to tell me it's about want but here I believe it is something I need; a need I find within you. I may speak of you ill for the lack of attention. I can be jealous of everyone around you. I find all the ways to put doubts and mistrust in your Soul but I cannot. In having a mere moment that I can have with you when we are face to face do I choke back and feel it all. My eyes water and they feel like the dam to the river has broken. My mind is calm and at ease. Silence has never sounded better. In where I can finally see some genuine come from you; a moment of your time, face to face sounds me. Although I may never always get your time and I continue to beckon the words October in my head, short as it may be, I want more. I wish to be seen for everything I do for you. To be reciprocated back for all my tokens and to be shown affection in the way I've fantasized. Oh, how my fantasies become the wild to my core. How I've dreamt of expanding joy within my lover. In how I've seen roses and tulips, spring blossoms and daisies gathered with some of the white lilies petals have been plucked. That is the bouquet I believe you'll give me. I seek to explore and play, to bring light and to find simplicity in your company.
I believe I'll find wonders beyond measure with you but my clouds continue to loom. They are darkening my crown and I wonder if my head can be held upright. It's desire and yearning, fire burning and searing at my heart every day. I think my flames temper low as of late and it scares me. I don't want the flames to be put out but it's proven with difficulty with the trickling of rain that seems to be the bane to its existence.
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To My First Love
RomanceA compilation of my short blurbs, poetry and expressive writes. Love is a great feeling that I've come to know. All thanks to my love and muse.
