Hey guys! I just wanted to update you on why I haven't posted anything new in awhile because you guys deserve an explanation.
Short version, I have not abandoned this book and I'm currently working on new one-shots to make up for the months I missed as well as to continue uploading one each month.
Long version, my mental health has been a roller coaster since January. Like I knew that 2022 was not going to be my year, I did in fact participate in the January/February mass depressive episode so that was fun, was having a really great time, um but I don't think I realized just how bad this year was going to be for me, I'm not having a good time. Wattpad deleted the fic I had written for May and I figured I'd just rewrite it and post it later in the month but May was a really busy month for me and I didn't have time to write anything and then June came and I was not having a good time there was a week where I cried every day, happy pride I guess, um and then the day before the last day of school I had a ✨mental breakdown✨ and I texted two of my closest friends begging them to hate me bc I was feeling overwhelmingly guilty about something and I wanted them to hate me before I got too close and did something that would fuck up our friendship and they called me and talked me through it (I love them btw, they're like family to me, they are family to me) and the next day in choir I cried again (I've cried in the choir room like 12 times at this point) and after school was over I spent a couple days feeling ✨awful✨ and now I basically have days where I'm completely fine and everything is okay and other days where I feel nauseous extreme guilt and crushing loneliness but like it's chill, I'm not suicidal so I'm still doing better than I was in middle school 👍 but yeah, that's why I haven't had any new writing for awhile, all I've written recently is like five songs about my issues so Y'know, but yeah I am working on more fanfiction and I'm hoping to get back to my normal upload schedule in August or September, I'm sorry I've been so slow but I'd like to thank you all for your patience and I promise you'll get new content soon ❤️
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Alice by heart one-shots
FanfictionI adore this musical so I wrote some one-shots :) *I do not own any of these characters or this musical I am merely a huge fan who wanted to write about these adorable characters*
