Aries (2d x reader)

Melancholy

2:22 a.m

I step forward, my arms a bit trembly. I knock on the door..

knock

knock

I step back a bit and gulp, I hear the door knob...my heart starts to thump faster. The door opens a little

"WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN Y/N?! ARE YOU FUCKIN STUPID?!" My mom yells at me, she was drunk. But she always yells at me like this, I then hear my dad come running down

"Oh look the whore is back." He chuckles

"M-mom my phone died, I told you I went to my friends party and I wanted to call you to pick me up but my phone died...I fell asleep for some hours and woke up till now. Im sorry." 

"Shut the fuck up Y/n, I wish you never even came back, I wish something had happened to you, some crazy shit. You bitch." My mom picks up a bottle of vodka and leaves. 

I feel that lump in my throat when you want to cry really bad but you have to hold it in. My eyes got a bit watery, my parents always talked to be like this everyday but each time they say something to me I feel like instead of me getting used to it, it gets worse. I try to calm my self down

"Who's jacket is that?" My dad said as he sips his beer and gets closer to me, I don't say anything

He grips my wrist super tightly to the point where it hurts.

"Ah! Dad! You're hurting me!" I try to get out of his grip.

"You fucked some bloke didn't you?! You fuckin slut." He grips my wrist tighter.

"I didn't! Dad stop! It hurts! My friend just gave me a jacket because I was cold! S-stop!" I tried my best not to cry but I failed, my eyes filled with tears and I began to cry. I was telling the truth though, of course no one will ever believe me though.

"Y/n you are a slut you know that, get the FUCK OUT of this house. YOU WERE A MISTAKE I NEVER WANTED A DAUGHTER LIKE YOU." My 'dad' lets go of my wrist causing me to fall back, I hit my head on the coffee table, I grab the back of my head in pain as tears escape my eyes.

I run to my "room" and grab all the things I need. I didn't care if they kicked me out, My birthday is in a couple days and I will be turning 18 which was when I was originally planning to move out. I had everything I needed. I end up with my bag and all the stuff I need stuffed in there. 

I look at myself in the mirror, I pause and just stare. I wipe my tears off my face and hug myself for a bit. 

"its going to be ok Y/n." I try to comfort myself because the only comfort I ever got in this house hold was basically just myself. 

I run out of my room and into the living room, there sat my mom and dad. I looked at them.

"Fuck you both, I promise you will never see me again. You both made my life so FUCKIN MISERABLE IM HAPPY YOU KICKED ME OUT. ALL I EVER WANTED WAS A MOTHER AND A FATHER THAT CARED ABOUT ME! FUCK YOU GUYS!" I ran out the door with tears streaming down my face.

"LEAVE YOU SLUT!" I heard my dad's muffled screams 

"I HOPE YOU DIE OUT THERE!" I heard both my parents yell while I walked off on the side walk, I plugged in my earbuds and blasted my music while I cried, music always makes me feel better. It was like 2:40 a.m at night. it was very dangerous to be outside here especially for a girl but I knew how to defend myself.

I ran threw my bag quickly and took out my plane ticket to London that I had bought for myself, it is like an early birthday gift from myself. 

"perfect!" I hugged the ticket to my chest. This was my exit ticket to this whole mess! I then take out my portable battery charger and begin to charge my phone. 

-------TIME SKIP LIKE 30 MINUTES--------

I FINALLY made it to the bus stop that was going to take me to the air port. I sat down on the bus stop bench, with one yellow dim street lamp above my head, I looked at the dark street in front of me, it was so silent and calm. The music still running through my earbuds I finally felt so alone yet so peaceful. My head was feeling scared but my heart was feeling free and it was just simply perfect. 

The bus soon came. The bus driver opened the door he smiled at me and I smiled back. I entered one dollar and then took a seat on the side. I leaned my head on the window and blasted my music just for I won't fall asleep. 

-----ANOTHER TIME SKIP----

I got off the bus right next to the airport, I took a deep breath and walked in. I checked in and everything. I waited for about an hour sitting on the waiting chairs. I looked at my phone which was now fully charged. 

3:56 a.m

I then hear my flight being called, I instantly got up and speed walked to the door thing. I entered the plane, I didn't have to do any of that luggage thing because my bag was pretty small and all they had to do was check inside it with a stick. I stepped onto the plane and smiled, I took a seat next to the window of course. I took a big deep breath and looked outside. My first time going on a plane! I held my own hand for comfort. 

And as quick as that it took off. I was a bit scared but I held onto my hand and bag. I looked out the window and saw the dim night sky. It was BEAUTIFUL!!  This whole day was just full of melancholy but I soon began to think...I hope I meet good people in London, someone that actually cares for me. I look at the beautiful stars in the sky and wondered if that someone was looking at those same stars too.

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