11:11 p.m (at night)
After the big fight that Paula and I had I couldn't stand being in the same room as her so I just sat next to murdoc while he drove. Stuart was helping Paula with the scratches, ugh that shit made my blood boil to the brim. Seeing him help that ugly ass bitch.
"You can really fight ya know that dear?" Murdoc broke the complete silence
"IT WASN'T A FAIR FIGHT! THAT BITCH HIT FIRST!" Paula yelled from behind while Stuart held a cotton ball on her face
"OH SO SOMEONE WASN'T DONE?!" I instantly get up and run up to Paula ready to beat her ass again
"AH!" She screamed
Russel grabbed me throwing me on his back. I kick and kick
"RUSSEL LET ME GO! LET ME GO!" I said swinging my hands and legs
"Y/n! Doll! Calm down! We can't have you fighting all the damn time!" Russel said struggling
"LET ME GO!!" I yell again
"(Nickname), please calm down." Russel said frustrated
"She's a fuckin maniac, this is probably why she has no family here. Why she is hanging out with a random ass band." Paula says patting a cotton ball on her eye.
At this point I was so mad. The feeling when your anger turns into tears, the moment when you hate yourself for crying when angry. The moment when you just want to run away again.
"R-RUSSEL LET M-ME GO!" I shout this time with my voice cracking. I didn't want anyone to see me cry. That lump in my throat making it hurt to talk. I wanted to get out of here.
"L-LET ME GO!" I said finally breaking out of his embrace. A couple tears running down my cheeks as I ran to the bathroom slamming the door behind me.
What Paula said was right, I really did have no family here because they all fuckin hate me and I don't know why. I just want them to love me. I just want my family to love me.
My head leans on the wall and I look up with tears in my eyes. I then cover my mouth with my hands struggling to keep quiet. Struggling to not make a noise, I didn't want anyone to know I was crying. I felt like I couldn't breath, like I would die any minute now. I then take a giant shaky breath in and out. I get up and look in the mirror and wash my face. I waited about a minute for the redness in my eyes to go away.
I look at the mirror one more time and walk out the bathroom. Everyone stares at me, my eyes scan the room and I see Stuart sleeping on a chair while Paula rest her head on his lap. My eyes drop to the floor as I walk next to Murdoc and sit next to him. My tears begin to flow and the lump in my throat begins to come back. FUCK. NO.
"You okay love?" Murdoc says lookin at me.
I instantly look the opposite from him and blink violently trying to make my watery eyes go away
"y-yea." I said still looking away. I pretended I was looking out the window.
I grab my ear buds and phone and just decide to listen to my own music for a while. I didn't realize but I fell asleep.
-------20 MINUTES-------
"Russel! Switch up!" Murdoc yells, my eyes were still closed but I could still hear everything.
"Got it!" heard Russel say
""oh, my love fell asleep." Murdoc picked me up and took me on the couch placing me on top of him. I was so tired I didn't say anything. My eyes still closed printing to be asleep.
I then felt Murdoc touching my hair, then my neck. I kinda felt scared...
"Murdoc! Wha' are yew doing wif her!" I felt Stuart run up to us.
"NOTHIGN! GET YOUR SODDIN' ASS AWAY!" Murdoc yelled waking me up completely.
I get up from Murdocs lap and look around me confused, Stuart and Murdoc staring at me as well as everyone else. I roll my eyes and go to the other couch to lay down.
"Y-yew ok luv?" Stuart says approaching me. Oh NOW he was "worried about me"
"Yea im fine." I said in an annoyed tone as I turned my back from him going back to sleep. I felt his melancholy crawling behind me.
-----6:30 am----
"Wake up dear! First show today!" Murdoc said shaking me. I almost forgot we were on tour!
"Oh! YAY!" I got up excited and went to the bathroom. I took a shower and did all my hygiene. I put on a cute outfit. I LOOKED SO GOOD! I walk out the bathroom.
All eyes land on me.
"WOW! SIS YOU LOOK SO GOOD!" Noodle said running up to me hugging me.
"thanks sis!!" I say hugging her back.
"sweet satan." Murdoc said with his mouth dropped. I roll my eyes and look at Stuart, his mouth also dropped. He was wearing a black button down to his mid chest with blue mom jeans. He looked kind of hot..WHAT AM I THINKING HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND AND IM SO OVER HIM.
"alright!" Murdoc snapped out of it
"We are going to go grab something to eat down the road first! LETS GO!!" Murdoc said.
We all exit the tour bus, I look around. We were still in London but it was a very rich side of London. The whole place was full of fancy restaurants and shops. I was so excited!!!
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