Wikigirl 2 //PJM

Chapter 9

Like the rhythm of a drum, his heartbeat was echoing in his ears, loud enough to make the whispers around him something that could not break through his consciousness. Under the claws of his memories, he remained silent in his corner, looking out the window even though his orbs weren't taking in the stilled view of the abandoned-looking parking lot.

Every passing moment made him feel slightly tighter on his chest as DongMin had driven them to the location that they had sent him through the phone, after he had spoken with whoever had called him and had followed your words precisely, managing to arrange a meet-up. 

A meeting Jimin and You obviously could not miss out, even though part of him wanted to run away for he didn't feel ready. Certainly, he wanted to know who might be behind all these attempts to harm him but if that someone is someone as dear as Jin was to him, he knew he would have prefered to be ignorant forever than have the image he had for him break down.

If he was just one more lie, then for Jimin surely he would be the only lie, he would like to keep alive forever. Because, what was he to become without him? What is he supposed to do, if Jin is truly the one that wants to end his career and had been betraying him behind his back? Those questions were terrifying to him and all he found himself doing inwardly was denying such options. 

It was impossible for him to do such a thing for he knew Jimin's feelings better than anyone. If he had an issue with something Jin would have talked with him instead of scheming something like this behind his back. He was the only person he could ever trust blindly, so how was he now supposed to not do that?

From a young age, he had always been around him, like a figure of an older brother he didn't have biologically. Together they used to play catch in the garden of his house whenever he was to visit and they used to share their food without anyone asking for some from the other. Like an unspoken rule, they cared and looked after one another yet Jimin couldn't deny that he most likely was a burden on Jin even back then. 

He couldn't bring himself to blame him if he truly had grown tired and wanted to break free from him for he certainly understood the weight he had on him, but the fact that he understood didn't mean that he wouldn't be hurt by such an outcome. For he was his best friend, someone he loved and as such wanted to truly love him back.

Loving someone requires bravery for your love is a key left in the palm of the other individual that gives them access to your heart. Yet we are not always aware of that for from the moment we come to life, we have loved someone. Your mother, your father, your siblings. They all have a key to your heart and the power to shatter it completely, for the more prominent your love, the bigger the pain will be. The more you love someone the more powerful they become related to you. Why do we forget, that no one is worthy of complete trust for no matter how close we are with someone, we are all humans? We are all made off an essence of egoism.

And he was no different even though he was someone that Jimin never doubt nor regretted loving. Even at that very moment, that he was sitting in the back seat of his van, hidden behind those black tinted windows - as DongMin was outside, some steps distance from the car, facing the one that had come up to meet with him- he continued sinking himself in denial in an attempt to protect Jin's name within him.

The truth didn't take long to appear before his eyes, however, making him wish at that instant to become blind.

Unlike him, anyhow, you observed with interest and intensity for you knew that you couldn't afford to blow this up for from this meeting you could get to the end of it and find who was after everything yet when you had decided to come along at this moment, you definitely weren't expecting to see Jiya being the one that came off from a car that appeared after a ten minutes wait that you had there.