☆Karlnap one-shots☆

-Atlantis-

So, this is some fluffy angst. Ik guys I'm sorry, I'm going through some stuff rn so the angst is me coping is all.

TW: none
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Karl sat up in his bed, looking around the dark room. He looked down at the time and quietly groaned.

3:30am.

Karl slipped out of the bed, walking down to the kitchen. The blonde yawned and grabbed a glass, almost dropping it. Once he had a grip on the cup he began filling it.

He lifted the cup to his mouth, feeling the cold liquid flow down his throat. It was refreshing, but also would prevent the blonde from going back to bed.

Karl sat in the living room on the couch, at first just staring off into space. Then it all replayed in his head.

Sapnap unlocked and opened the door with a soft sigh. He looked like he had something on his mind, and it wasn't pleasant.

"Karl? I...I need to talk to you about something."

"Oh? Ok, what's wrong pandas?"

"Uhm, ok, why don't we have a seat."

Karl's body was trembling slightly. His anxiety was spiking. Sapnap never came home like this, not did he ever say that they 'needed to talk' in such a tone.

They sat on the couch, one cushion between them.

"So, Karl...you know I love you right?"

Karl nodded.

"Well, then I hope you understand why I'm doing this."

Karl's heart shattered.

"I think, I think we need to take a break. Or maybe just call it quits." He said with a shakey sigh.

"I just, I don't know what's going on lately with me, but I don't want it to effect our relationship, or you in a negative way."

Karl nodded and looked down, hoping he could conceal the tears that begged to fall from his eyes.

"I'm so sorry Karl."

He shook his head and got up.

"Karl...hunny please don't do this..." Sapnap's voice was cracky and his eyes glossed with tears.

"No no, it's ok, I just, need a second." Karl mumbled, tears pouring from his eyes.

"Karl..."

"Why couldn't you just talk to me about it?! Like, I knew you were having a rough time, so why couldn't you talk to me?!" Karl sobbed.

"I asked every day if you were ok and you just blew me off! How is this fair?!"

"Karl, enough now. It's not anything because of you."

"I know it's not! But what the hell Nick?!" Karl whimpered. He couldn't let him go.

"Karl, with how I've been feeling lately, I can't save us right now." Sapnap brought his hand up to Karl's face, rubbing his thumb over the blondes place skin.

"My atlantis..." Karl turned away before more tears could spill.

"I'm sorry Karl." Sapnap mumbled as he walked past the blonde, going to pack whatever clothes he had at Karl's house.

Karl looked at him in disbelief. How could this be happening. They were fine a few days ago. What did he do? Why didn't Sapnap want to try and make it work?

Karl's mind was so flooded he didn't see Sapnap walked up to him.

"I'm sorry my love." He whispered, kissing Karl's lips softly one last time.

"Maybe some day in the future there will be an us again..."

And with that, the ravenette left.

Karl let out soft sobs as he remembered that night. It had been almost a year and a half now.

Sure they stilled texted and FaceTimed now and again. But it was never the same.

Karl missed waking up in his lovers arms. Falling asleep on his chest. All the small little dates they'd go on. He missed it all.

This was tearing him apart.

There was a knock on the door. It sent a chill up Karl's spine seeing as it was so early.

He quickly and quietly tip-toed to the door, looking through the peep hole.

It was Sapnap. He had flowers and he seemed to be reading over something on a piece of paper.

Karl let out a shakey sigh before unlocking and opening the door.

"Hi Nick..."

"Hi Karl." Sapnap handed Karl the flowers and cleared his throat.

"Karl I, fuck it. Karl I'm sorry, I'm so incredibly sorry for what I did and said. That wasn't fair. You were right. I could've just talked it out and made it work."

"So, you don't have to forgive me, or take me back or anything like that. But I love you Karl. And if you are I'm ready to pick up where we left off. And I'll be better with communicating when I'm upset."

Karl had tears flowing down his pink cheeks. He smiled softly and shook his head in disbelief.

"You really think I'd not take you back? Sapnap this last year I've been sobbing myself to sleep waiting for you to come back. Of course I'm gonna take you back idiot!"

Karl set the flowers down nicely on the stand next to the door, throwing his arms around the younger boys neck.

"I love you pandas."

"I love you too froggie." Sapnap snaking his arms around the older boys waist, holding him close.

"Can I ask why 3:45 in the morning though?"

"Couldn't sleep and got a random burst of confidence."

Karl giggled and shook his head before packing a soft kiss on Sapnap's lips.

"Well I'm glad you're home."

"Me too."

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I wish this is how it would happen for me damnit- sorry, anyway, next one is fluff I promise on my life this next one is gonna be fluff-