☆Karlnap one-shots☆

-You Shattered Me-

Guys- it's angst time. This time, Karl and Sap are long distance and have been for like 2 years, then Sap accidentally sends Karl a text meant for someone else. Bc sap is being a cheating hoe- (I'm sorry please don't yell at me-) so it's kinda like Cheater, but different and the end is sad. Kinda has some Karlwastaken. Anygay-

TW: cheating, yelling, mentions of sh
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Karl woke up with a groan as the sun beat down on his face from the slightly opened curtains. Once finally awake, he smiled and quickly grabbed his phone to text his lover.

And as always, Sapnap was instantly writing back. It made Karl's heart flutter.

Me: Good morning bubba! <3

Bubs🧡: Good morning baby 🥰

Karl smiled to himself and slightly shook with happiness. He was so helplessly in love with the ravenette.

They had began dating two years back, when Sapnap first started streaming more often. Karl was love struck the second he saw the other. His raven colored hair, his beautiful fire colored eyes. And God that voice. He was perfect.

Me: so what do you have planned today?

Bubs🧡: idk yet, probably gonna hangout with some friends or maybe stream at some point. Wby?

Me: probably gonna stay home today, I don't really wanna go and interact with ppl lol. If you stream maybe I can join?

Bubs🧡: ofc baby! I'd love for you to join me while I stream.

Karl smiled happily to himself. He got up to use the bathroom. He washed his hands and looked at himself in the mirror. He looked terrible.

His hair was crazy, his eyes had bags and he looked exhausted. His face was slightly puffed from laying on it all night, and he just didn't look good.

Me: I'm gonna jump in the shower ok bubba? I'm all sweaty and gross from sleeping bc my room is like a fire pit lol
Read 7:45pm

Karl sighed and put his phone back down in his room. He grabbed a sweater and some skinny jeans. Even though he might not leave the house, it didn't hurt to be ready Incase he decided too.

He turned on the water, letting it heat up as he began to undress. Karl slipped off his shirt, his shorts and boxers following immediately after. Once the water was just right he stepped into the plastic tub, contently sighing as the warm water ran over him.

Karl grabbed the shampoo and conditioner, pouring some of both in his hand. (I do this too- it's just so much faster-) He stubbed his scalp and melted at his own touch. He'd always enjoyed getting his scalp massaged or when someone would play with his hair.

Once he rinsed his hair out he washed his body, being careful not to scrub his scabs to hard. He didn't want blood to spill.

Karl had always had a hard time with anxiety and slight depression. He never could handle panic attacks or depressive episodes well. So he always ended up relapsing.

He wasn't proud of it. He hated it. But he couldn't help it. He had no help to get better with his boyfriend being so far away.

Karl ripped himself from his thoughts as he finished washing up and rinsing off. He turned off the water and opened the curtain, grabbing his towel from the sink counter. He dried himself off and grabbed his spandex from the top of the pile of clothes. He slipped them on, followed by his sweater so he could tuck it into his jeans.

Karl pulled on his socks, grabbing the wet towel and his dirty clothes. He tossed his clothes in the laundry bin, and hung the towel on his door.

Walking back to his bed, he picked up his phone and turned it on, seeing a text from Sapnap. Karl smiled widely and quickly opened his phone.