So Close Yet So Far (ON HOLD)

Chapter 16

I've been thinking for quite some time. Hugo and I are back on sleeping together but it stayed there. I need to level up our relationship.

That's the original plan after all.

It's been a month since I had a talk with Aurora

Walang nagbago hindi kami umaastang mag-asawa. Habang dumadaan ang maraming araw walang nag-iiba sa relasyon namin.

Lagi kong sinusubukan na halikan siya ng mariin pero lagi itong umiiwas I don't know what's his problem and what's stopping him but that won't stop me.

I've decided that I should start my bold move now before it's too late.

I know it won't be easy but there's nothing wrong with trying.

This relationship of ours should lit up.

I looked at my reflection in the mirror. I am wearing a white night dress. It's not too short, it looks modest I didn't wanna look so eager on my first try.

The nightdress is above the knee, it is long sleeved and has a ribbon on the chest, the wrist of the dress also has ruffles. The night dress is thin and loose.

I usually wear pajama set or a long night gown when I sleep  specially whenever I am  sleeping in Hugo's room.

I used to wear nightgown way back when I was not yet married.

Pero noong kinasal ako kay Hugo I stopped wearing it. Nahihiya ako sa kanya and I was not comfortable way back then but now everything has changed.

It's already 11 PM, I know Hugo is already in his room. 

I checked myself for the last time at dumeretso ako sa kwarto nito. Pagkapasok ko ay nakita ko siyang nakahiga at nakapikit pero alam kong gising pa ito.

Tumabi ako sa kanya tsaka umunan sa braso nito. I hugged his waist like what I usually do.

Nag dadalawang isip ako kong gagawin ko ba talaga ito. But I have to.

"Hugo?" Tawag ko sa kanya tsaka ko itinaas ang kamay kong nakayakap sa kanya patungo sa diddib nito.

I have never took advances on him, just a kiss. This is the first time that I am seriously being bold on expressing what I want.

Ginapangan ako ng kaba pero nilakasan ko ang loob ko. I could feel my heart race because of nervousness.

He stilled na para bang nagulat sa paraan ng pagtawag ko sa kanya. I myself couldn't even recognize my own voice.

I lifted my head from his shoulder tsaka ko siya hinalikan sa panga nito. Naramdaman ko ang pag igting ng kanyang panga dahil sa ginawa ko.

Whenever I try to kiss him, I know he knows that I only wanted a kiss but this time it's different, I want more than just a kiss.

I started moving my hands from his chest sensually. He is wearing his shirt, I was about to lift it with my right hand to feel him bare when he captured my hands stopping me with what I'm doing.

"Priscilla Innana, what are you doing?." Mariin at maawtoridad nitong sabi.

Naramdaman ko ang pagbigat ng hininga nito.

But I didn't stop, instead hinila ko ang kamay ko pabalik na hawak nito tsaka ito nilipat sa mukha niya upang iharap siya sa akin.

I stared directly in his eyes and he looked at me back with confused look, nakita ko ang paglunok nito na para bang hirap na hirap siya.

Dahan dahan kong nilapit ang mukha ko sakanya.

I kissed him with different intensity from what I have been giving him for the past month.