Phantom Queen Book one

Chapter Twenty-five

“Which one first?” Satan asks me.
“Both.” I say as I release the rage, I look over at Emnos as they release their power, he frowns as he watches me and Dhuna appears beside him, Dhuna grins at me as he watches me, he remembers this. I look back at Satan and Lucifer as swords appear in my hands, Satan looks at me with the demented grin with the fangs, Lucifer holds his rapier in his hands as creatures appear around them, I look back at Emnos as he looks at the two with anger in his eyes. I run towards the creatures as the feathers fall around me to kill the creatures, I cut through the hounds and Baobhan, I set the skeletal soldiers on fire I kill them all. I start fighting Lucifer and Satan going into the Dance of War, I glance at Emnos every chance I get to see him smiling as he watches me. I recognize the smile is from my Emnos, I slice Satan and Lucifer at the same time across their faces making a thin line of blood appear. They let the power go as they watch me, I let the swords vanish as I walk to Emnos, he watches me as I walk to him.
“Do you think I should be free?” My voices echoes around the arena. “Or controlled?” My voice echoes again as he watches me.
“Free.” He says as he looks into my eyes, I feel tears run down my face as I let the power go, I feel my legs collapse under me and I feel hands catch me, I look up to see Emnos smiling at me. “I could never cage or control you again.” He says to me. “Why are you upset?” He asks me with a frown.
“You have been gone too long.” I say to him and he grins at me.
“We can always make up for lost time.” He says to me and I laugh.
“Promise me something.” I say quietly and he nods to me.
“Never be unfaithful to me, or I will leave you and never come back.” I say to him, he frowns at me.
“That is all you want?” He asks me, and I nod. “That I can do, because I have fallen in love with you.” He says with a smile and kisses me.
“You are telling me that him watching her fight me last time is what changed him?” Lucifer asks angrily.
“Something about the way she fights you Lucifer, it shows how she can be if she is free.” Dhuna says with a laugh. “I felt the change in him as she fought the two of you, he realized that free she is completely perfect.” Dhuna says to them.
“Because she is perfect.” Emnos says as he grins at me.
“Only to you.” I say with a smile, we vanish and our room appears around us the bed underneath us. “I miss you.” I say to him.
“Why does it feel like this has happened before?” He asks me with a frown.
“Because it has, love.” I say with a laugh, and he grins at me. “You once told me that you would not do anything with any living thing while I was dead because you believed it would be an insult to the sacrifice I made for them. Then you went twelve hundred years without regaining power.” I say to him and he looks down at me in surprise.
“These are memories I would have to see.” He says with a frown, I touch his forehead and show him. The memory of me finding out I may not reincarnate, him standing over the fireplace glaring at it, all the times I woke up to him in the bed beside me during the war. I showed him the entire war, and him saying those words to me, and then my fight with Indech and him picking me off the ground with the sword in me him trying to heal me and my last words to him, I see tears in his eyes as he watches all of it and then I drop my hand.
“I sacrificed my life, knowing I would die and that I may not reincarnate. To save all the Gods and all the humans, it took me twelve hundred years to reincarnate and you waited for me.” I say with a smile, he looks down at me as he processes all the memories with pain in his eyes, Dhuna appears in the room and pulls Emnos’ face to look at him and I watch their eyes glow.
When Dhuna lets go of his face and their eyes stop glowing he frowns at Dhuna. “That all happened?” He asks Dhuna.
“Yes that is what your life was like without her.” Dhuna says to him, Emnos looks down at me.
“Do not die again.” He says with a sad smile.
“I promise.” I say with a grin and he laughs.
“Do not mess this up Emnos, I will not protect you from her.” Dhuna says to him, Emnos looks up at him and nods with a grin.
“Nothing outside this room is worth it.” Emnos says to him as he looks back down at me and kisses me.
“Morrigan, show him what he said to you after Frenzy.” Dhuna says to me, I look over at him.
“Why?” I whisper.
“Because he needs to know how much pain he can cause you. It will make him trust you more.” Dhuna says to me, I look up at Emnos hesitantly.
“I can take it, it will remind me to stay true to that promise I made to you.” He says with a smile as he lifts my hand to his head, I touch his temple and show him everything. I watch him grimace in pain as tears run down his face, I drop my hand and he looks down at me with pain in his eyes. “I said I do not love you?” He asks me quietly.
“Someone made you think I was the enemy with magic.” I say with a sad smile.
“Are they dead?” He asks me with a frown.
“I ran them down in a forest and shoved my sword through them.” I say with a grin and he laughs.
“We also brought our own Frenzy to torture them once they return.” Dhuna says with a laugh, Emnos laughs as he watches me.
“If you do mind, Dhuna. I would like to spend time with her alone.” Emnos says as he smiles down at me.
“I do not mind at all, I have spent a long time to make this happen again.” Dhuna says with a laugh and vanishes. Emnos lays down with me on the bed, we spend an unknown amount of time talking to each other, enjoying being close to each other.
“Dhuna told me about the two you fought, about all the bad things they did, as you were fighting them. Are they safe now?” He asks me as he looks into my eyes.
“Satan is completely safe, I do not trust Lucifer completely.” I say with a frown.
“I noticed you fought Satan differently, Lucifer it seemed you were telling a message to.” Emnos says to me with a frown.
“Lucifer enjoys taking advantage of my weaknesses, Satan finds ways to help me through them to make me feel safe.” I say to him, I touch his forehead and show him everything Lucifer has done, and then Satan.
“I really do not like Lucifer.” He says with anger in his eyes, and I laugh.
“Yes, I do not either. But there is someone in this world you are also trying to keep me safe from him, he is like the you before you changed.” I say with a smile.
“Who is it?” He asks me.
“Tiras, God of Lust.” I say to him as I touch his head and show him Tiras.
“Thank you for showing me his face, now I can rip it off when I see it again.” He says with a grin and I laugh. I feel him roll me onto my back he gets on top of me and kisses me, I wrap my arms around his neck as I kiss him back, I feel my dress vanish as I feel him push against me, he grins against my lips at the sounds I make as I feel him inside me.
I lay on my back feeling him lay on top of me as he traces circles on my chest with a smile on his face as he watches his finger. “I love you.” I say to him he looks at me and grins.
“I love you too.” He says to me. “Is this scar from the sword that went through you?” He asks me.
“Yes, Indech’s sword.” I say to him with a small smile.
“I must have been desperate to try to heal that.” He says quietly as he traces the scar with his finger.
“You thought I might not reincarnate.” I say quietly as I watch him.
“I am glad you did.” He says quietly as he kisses the scar and he smiles at me.
“So, am I. If I had not I would have disappeared forever and I would have not get to spend time with you.” I say to him with a grin, he looks up at me with a frown.
“Why? Gods typically go deep into the void.” He asks me.
“There is already one of me in there, there cannot be two.” I say to him.
“A demigod has been created, he is ready for ascension. When you are ready I will take you to him.”
“There is a demigod ready for ascension, want to come with me?” I ask him, he nods with a smile as I feel my dress appear on my body and I watch his clothes appear.
Ready, Creation.
We vanish, a man appears in front of us with silver eyes and brown hair. I touch his forehead, the world falls away from us and the void takes its place. I offer him my hand, he takes it hesitantly as my eyes glow.
“Welcome to the world Demigod Boleslaw.” I say with a smile, he grins at me as the world appears around us again.
“I wish to serve you Goddess, claim me.” He says to me as he looks down at me, he has a noble presence around him.
“I offer you this hand, if you want to serve me take it. I will not force you to do anything you would not want to do, my job in this world is to protect the humans and make their lives happy.” I say as I offer my hand to him, his smile grows as he grabs my hand tightly. “I, Morrigan, Goddess of War claim you Boleslaw as my demigod.” I say to him and I feel the link form between us.
“I will gladly serve you Goddess.” He says to me as he bows to me, we vanish and the throne room appears around us.
“He is created from the soul of a King, he was a great King. He can run the kingdom when you do not want to, he is also a great warrior.”
Thank you, Creation.
“Why does he seem like he should be a king?” Emnos asks me as he frowns at him.
“Because when he was a human before she reincarnated him as a demigod, he was a king.” I say with a smile as I look up at him.
“I did not know that was possible.” He says as he looks down at me.
“She found a way, he can also run the kingdom when I don’t want to.” I say with a grin, and he laughs.
“I will keep the kingdom running in perfect shape.” Boleslaw says to me with a smile as I look over at him.
“I trust you, Boleslaw.” I say with a grin and he bows to me, Cu Chulainn walks over to us watching Boleslaw.
“You know there is a legend in our world I was made from the soul of a man named Lugh.” Cu Chulainn says to us. “Emnos do not laugh when I say this, Morrigu would love it when I would change forms. I can turn into a rabbit like the legend of Lugh says he would.” Cu Chulainn says to us, Emnos vanishes. “He is probably laughing.” Cu Chulainn says annoyed.
“Change into a bunny!” I yell excitedly with a grin, I watch him turn into a small brown rabbit, I pick him and hug him tightly. Emnos reappears beside me and looks at the rabbit in my arms and laughs hysterically, I feel him communicating with Dhuna. Dhuna appears and looks at the small rabbit in my arms and laughs.
“Not funny.” The rabbit says in my arms.
“You are adorable, Cu Chulainn.” I say as I hold him up to look at his cute fluffy nose, I kiss it and hug him again.
“I have to say I enjoy this treatment.” Cu Chulainn says with a laugh.
“No kisses, Morrigan.” Emnos says with a frown.
“How can you say that to me? He is cute and fluffy and soft, not kissing that would be a crime against everything good.” I ask him with a glare.
“That is still Cu Chulainn.” He says with a frown as he points at the rabbit.
“I do not care, he is cute.” I say with a grin as I hug him.
“I would not argue with her Emnos, Morrigu was easily angered about this form. I think she will be no different.” Cu Chulainn says to him, as I lift him up and kiss the belly. “Morrigan not there!” Cu Chulainn yells at me, Emnos and Dhuna laugh.
“I think he might have a ticklish spot.” Dhuna says with a laugh, as I hug him to my chest again.
“You are never allowed to change back into a human.” I say as I walk out of the throne room with him in my arms.
“That is not funny, Morrigan. The magic will keep me from changing.” Cu Chulainn says angrily as Emnos and Dhuna follow laughing.
“You are too cute in this form for me to allow you to be a man.” I say as I kiss him on the head, I walk into one of the sitting rooms and sit down on the large plush arm chair. I play with his ears as Emnos and Dhuna sit in the chairs opposite me with grins on their faces as they watch him.
“You two are going to do nothing to save me, are you?” Cu Chulainn asks them.
“Why would we? She is having fun.” Emnos says with a laugh.
“So, are we.” Dhuna says with a laugh.
“After a certain point this is just cruel.” Cu Chulainn says angrily.
“The bunny is not allowed to be angry.” I say to him as I pet him, Emnos and Dhuna laugh. “Why did you never show me this before?” I ask him angrily.
“For this reason!” He yells angrily at me, Emnos and Dhuna laugh harder.
“You do not like cuddles?” I ask him with a frown.
“You know I do, but not letting me change is mean.” He says annoyed.
“I will let you change when I get done enjoying your fluffy body.” I say with a grin and Cu Chulainn laughs.
“Fair enough, enjoy it as much as you want. Though keep in mind, remember how it feels when people touch your crow body, it is the same for me.” He says with a laugh.
“How does that feel Morrigan?” Emnos asks me with a frown.
“Like I am being touched like that while naked in human form.” I say with a grin, Emnos stands up and takes Cu Chulainn off me I glare at him as my eyes glow. I get off the chair and glare at him. “Give me the bunny.” I say angrily, Emnos frowns at me.
“You are petting a naked man.” He says angrily.
“I am petting a bunny.” I say angrily as I grab Cu Chulainn and pull him out of Emnos’ hands. “Do not take the bunny.” I say as I turn my back to Emnos and glare at him over my shoulder as I pet him.
“I think maybe you should get her a real rabbit, Emnos. I think this could turn into a deadly situation for you.” Dhuna says as he walks up beside him as he frowns down at me.
“Those things have short lifespans, she would cry every time one died of old age.” Emnos says with a frown.
“We could see if Clay could make one immortal.” Dhuna says with a laugh.
“I just had a funny picture in my mind, her pissed off with a rabbit in her hands threatening to kill Clay if he doesn’t make a rabbit immortal.” Emnos says with a laugh.
“He is terrified of her.” Dhuna says as he laughs with Emnos.
“Can I change back now, Morrigan?” Cu Chulainn asks me, I raise him to face and kiss him on the head repeatedly and then I gently place him down on the chair.
“Yes you may.” I say with a grin, and he change back into human form in front of me.
“I am going to regret that, right?” He asks me with a smirk.
“You have no idea, I love rabbits.” I say as I grin down at him, he laughs.
“At least I will get hugs and kisses.” He says with a wink.
“Do not make it dirty.” I say as I glare down at him.
“As you wish, Morrigan.” He says with a grin as he stands up and looks down at me.
“Emnos can you change into anything?” I ask him as I turn to look at him.
“No, I cannot. I am happy I do not have that ability.” He says as he smiles down at me.
“You wouldn’t want to feel me pet you?” I ask him with a frown, he grins at me.
“You can pet me as I am, love.” He says as he winks at me and I laugh. I walk back out of the room towards the entrance of the castle, I feel them follow me. “Where are you going?” Emnos asks me.
“There was a time you did not like that I did not fly, I am going to make sure you never complain about it again.” I say as I smile back at him as I walk.
“She keeps talking about conversations I don’t remember.” Emnos says with a frown.
“It happened, you said you wanted her to be free, she said she didn’t want to fly because she couldn’t take you with her.” Dhuna says to him.
“Why do you want to do it now?” Emnos asks me.
“So, you will never have a reason to complain. I prefer you happy.” I say as I change and fly out the door, I glide around the city seeing how much it has grown. The streets are full of people, I see shops open and customers coming in and out of them, I see children playing in the streets as well. The humans look happy, well fed, and clothed in new clothes. I glide down and land on Emnos’ arm, he smiles down at me. “The city has grown quite a bit, I had not realized.” I say to them.
“Even in the state you were in, you still made humans happy, Morrigan.” Cu Chulainn says with a smile.
“State she was in?” Emnos asks him with a frown as he turns to face Dhuna and Cu Chulainn.
“While you were gone, she never slept, never ate, never moved from the throne. She sat there taking care of the kingdom as the pain of not having you ate away at her.” Cu Chulainn says to him with a frown. “Which is why I have no issue with her being with you, now. But if you hurt her, I look forward to the order to kill you.” Cu Chulainn says with a grin.
“You do not have to worry about that at all, there is nothing I want more than her happiness.” Emnos says as he smiles at him.
“Then we have the same goal.” Cu Chulainn says to him with a laugh.
“Then you both should have no problems with me cuddling with fluffy bunny.” I say angrily, Dhuna laughs.
“That is different you are cuddling with a naked man in a bunny form.” Emnos says as frowns down at me.
“But I am only cuddling, petting, kissing and hugging him.” I say to him, Cu Chulainn laughs. “It is not like I am doing it while he is human form.” I say angrily.
“I would not object to that.” Cu Chulainn says with a laugh, and Dhuna laughs harder. Emnos grabs me off his arm and kisses my stomach, I flap my wings at him.
“Emnos stop that, you are tickling me!” I yell at him, Emnos laughs as he lets me go.
“Thank you, Emnos.” Cu Chulainn says with a grin as I change, I glare at Emnos.
“No kissing in bird form.” I say as I cross my arms.
“Deal.” Emnos says with a grin as he grabs me and we vanish as I feel my dress vanish, we land on the bed and he kisses my stomach rubbing the scruff on his face against my skin, I giggle as I grab his head to stop him.
“Emnos, stop!” I yell as he continues with a laugh, he works his way up my body to my lips and I wrap my arms around his neck, he pulls away from the kiss as he looks down at me with a smile.
“I love you.” He whispers to me.
“I love you too.” I whisper back to him, as I pull him back down to kiss him more.
We spend the next three hundred years taking care of the kingdom, making it expand even more, it soon becomes the largest city in the world. I spend my days with Emnos and chasing the rabbit version of Cu Chulainn through the castle, every summer we go to Theros’ mansion for his summer festival, and every winter at Ark’s for his gathering. I make sure to fly once everyday, on one of my flights I see a large statue being carted to the city, covered with several large white canvas’ to protect it. Once they have it moved into position in the center of the city, they uncover it and I see a large statue of a woman with wings on her back with swords crossing her chest. The statue is a dedication to the Goddess who brought the city back to life, she is left unnamed.
I run through the castle after Cu Chulainn, he is quick as a rabbit. “Cu Chulainn if you do not come here I will order you to!” I yell at him with a laugh as I chase after him.
“That would be mean!” He yells back at me as he runs under the arm chairs, I lay on the floor and grin at him.
“Come on you used to love cuddles.” I say with a laugh.
“You have already cuddled with me ten times today, no more woman!” He yells at me.
“Come to me.” I say to him with a grin.
“This is cruel, Morrigan.” He says as I watch him hop to me, I giggle as I snatch him up and hug him as I roll over onto my back, I see Emnos walk into the room and laugh.
“She caught you again?” Emnos asks as he looks down at us.
“She ordered me.” Cu Chulainn says angrily, I feel someone appear in the castle and I ignore it as I hug and kiss Cu Chulainn. “Morrigan please let me change.” Cu Chulainn says to me.
“No, I want to cuddle.” I say as I stand up and lay on the plush couch, cuddled up to him and I feel myself fall asleep.
“Interesting, a rabbit that can talk.” I look over to see Alcmene watching me.
“Change.” I say angrily, Cu Chulainn appears on top of me, he grins at me as he gets up, and helps me stand. “What do you want?” I ask Alcmene angrily as I glare at him, I feel the wings come out on their own.
“A demigod that can change forms?” He asks with a laugh.
“What do you want? I lose patience very fast, Alcmene.” I say as I glare at him.
“I came to congratulate you on your kingdom doing so well, I noticed the statue they made in your honor.” He says with a smirk.
“I wonder, have you ever had a statue made in your honor, Alcmene?” I ask him with a frown. “In my old world there are statues of me every where, there are even shrines and temples.” I say to him with a smirk.
“Who needs the appreciation of the fly?” He asks me with a glare.
“That kind of thinking is what irritates me, you think that just because you are a God that you are better. Creation made Gods to guide and protect the humans, you have failed in the duty you were created for.” I say as I glare at him.
“Creation is a misguided woman, though because of your efforts she has gotten strong enough to create demigods. You have one she has made, and I request that you give him over.” He says as he glares at me.
“Or what? I have killed you once, I can do it again.” I ask him with a smile, I see Cu Chulainn’s eyes glow as he senses intent. “My demigod seems to be sensing what you are thinking.” I say with a grin as Boleslaw appears with his eyes glowing. “They will kill you if you try to attack, it would save me the effort of having to go after something so weak.” I say as I sit down in the arm chair and watch him, I see rage in his eyes as he glares at me.
“I will destroy this city, if you do not give him up, I will turn the whole thing to ash!” He yells angrily at me.
Kill him, and make it quick.
I watch as both demigods summon swords and stab him through the chest. “No you will not, I protect this place.” I say to him with a smile as I watch him die. “Dispose of the body before it ruins the rugs.” I say to them.
“Yes, Goddess Morrigan.” They both say with a grin as they drag him out, Emnos laughs.
“You have gotten vicious, love.” Emnos says as he picks me up and sits down on the chair sitting me down on his lap.
“He threatened my humans.” I say with a grin as I turn on his lap and wrap my arms around his neck, he laughs as he leans to me and kisses me.
“The other Gods are angry that you killed him and they are turning to Carnage for help.”
I will kill them and whatever she sends my way.
“Carnage is stronger in this world, because of the chaos that was allowed to reign for so long, what you and the other Gods have done has taken some of her power. This is a threat that needs to be taken seriously.”
I never take a threat lightly.
“What is she saying?” Emnos asks me.
“That the other Gods are turning to Carnage for help.” I say to him with a frown.
“I say we need to go kill them then.” Emnos says with a glare at the door.
“We will once the two get back.” I say with a smile, and he nods with a grin, I feel them return. “Touch me.” I say to them, I feel them touch my back.
Lets go.
We vanish, a large stone circle appears around us, everything around it is dead except the Gods gathered around the stone slab. They turn to glare at me, as I watch black smoke rise out of the slab absorbing into the Gods. “I killed Carnage and her Gods in my world. You are no different.” I say to them, a woman rises out of the stone and look over at me, her long black hair lays on the ground around her as her red eyes watch me, time seems to stop for everyone but her and I.
“Morrigan, Goddess of Death. I have wanted to meet you, ever since I heard of the chaos you spread in an earlier life. I do not think you ever met the version of me from your world, I am Carnage.” She says as she smiles at me, her voice sounds just like Creation’s.
“I will destroy you just like I did the other one, meeting you just makes it easier.” I say as I glare at her, she laughs.
“What war did you fight in your world?” She asks me.
“Fomorian war.” I say as I watch her walk towards me.
“Here it is called War of the Gods. The ones behind me are cheap imitations of the real thing, this is a fight you will not win, Morrigu.” She says quietly as she walks up to me and touches my dress over the scar. “This will make your war seem like a game, I cannot wait to see you on the ground bleeding.” She whispers in my ear after moving her face next to mine, I feel the sword in my hand as she leans back slightly to smile at me, the sword moves quickly I make sure to give her no warning signs, she vanishes in front of me as the sword moves to cut through her. I feel arms wrap around my waist. “You truly are a naught one.” She says with a smile in her voice.
“I will kill you and your Gods.” I say to her, she appears in front of me with a grin revealing the fangs.
“You think you will.” She says quietly and vanishes, time seems to start moving again as the Gods move towards us. I back away from the Gods as I watch them walk toward us, black lines start to form on their skin as they come towards us. The magic I feel inside them increases and I feel it start corrupting, we back up as a group from them. I feel Gods appear behind us, I glance back to see Satan, Lucifer, Ark, Theros, Dhuna, and Aiwass they watch the Gods with a frown.
“Satan and Lucifer I have met Carnage.” I say with an uneasy smile as I glance back at them, they look at me with unease. I see the Gods freeze in place again ahead of us.
“I feel two of my others creations.” Her voice whispers through the air around us, I glance back to see the Gods behind me still moving.
“Are you going to come out?” I ask her, her face appears in front of me with a smile.
“Of course, I would not miss the opportunity to meet them.” She says as she looks past me at Satan and Lucifer, I glance back to see fear in their eyes as they watch her.
“As long as you deal with me personally.” I say as I look back at her.
“You are the only one I truly want.” She says quietly as her hand grazes across my face sending pain through me. “You are Chaos, Death, War. You are perfect.” She whispers as I back up a step.
“Morrigan, I think we should get out of here.” Satan says to me.
“Satan, Sin of Destruction.” She whispers in my ear as she watches him.
“I want nothing to do with you Carnage.” Satan says quietly.
“You had fun under the other one, bringing War to her knees. It was a beautiful fight, when you sunk your claws and fangs into her flesh. How did she taste?” Carnage asks him with a grin.
“I am not answering that.” Satan says angrily.
“I could make you answer.” She says quietly and kisses my neck where he bit me. I take a few steps back to get away from her.
“I prefer you not make him do anything.” I say angrily and she laughs as she watches me.
“Lucifer, Sin of Pride.” She says excitedly as she watches him. “You are the one that is closest to me, you still have Chaos inside you.” She says quietly.
“I prefer not to be under your rule again.” Lucifer says to her.
“Why not? I gave you what you wanted, you enjoyed feeling her.” Carnage says with a grin, I glance back to see Lucifer grinning at me.
“Satan take him away.” I say to him, he looks over at Lucifer and grabs him they vanish.
“He enjoys what I give him.” Carnage says with a laugh as she watches me turn back to her.
“He will not get it again.” I say as I glare at her.
“He will if he lets me in. I can feel him wanting it, wanting you. Seeing you beg, seeing you cry, seeing you in pain.” She whispers as she smiles at me.
“He will never get it, I am stronger than I was before.” I say angrily.
“The beautiful angel needs to fall.” She says as she raises a hand to my face, I flinch back from her and she laughs. “Pain has always been a weakness of yours, everyone thought it was fear. But pain is your weakness.” She says as she grabs my arms, pain shoots through me as I collapse to my knees I hear a scream come out of me as the pain shoots through my entire body.
“Let go of her!” Emnos yells at her angrily.
“Or what?” She says with a laugh as she watches me suffer, I feed the rage with anger to try to nullify the pain, I feel the world fading around me as my consciousness starts to fall away from me. I see swords swing at her and she vanishes, I feel hands on me and we vanish. We appear in the throne room as they sit me down in the throne, I look down at my arms to see two black hand prints on my skin where she touched me.
“Are you okay?” Emnos asks me as I look up at the concern on his face, I nod to him.
“Carnage has not really escaped the slab, you can still destroy it and her.”
Pain felt real.
“She is capable of doing that, without being out of it.”
“What did she say?” Satan asks me.
“Carnage is still in the slab.” I say quietly. “I prefer to be alone for the moment, I want to talk to Creation.” I say to them and vanish. I land on the bed; I close my eyes as I talk to Creation.
What about the Gods?
“They have been corrupted by her; they are stronger.”
Can I kill them?
“Yes, though it will be difficult.”
Can she turn Satan and Lucifer?
“Yes, she can. If what she offers them is what they want.”
Lucifer is a danger then.
“Yes, he is. If he joins this Carnage, he will be stronger.”
Will I be able to defeat him again?
“Probably not.”
How will I know if he has joined her?
“He will show some of the same signs as the others.”
I feel someone touch me, I open my eyes to see silver glowing eyes looking down at me. “Lucifer, it is not worth it.” I say quietly as I examine his face for any signs of her corruptions.
“You are worth anything, love.” He says with a grin, I see no signs of corruption.
“Lucifer, think of all the fun you have had with us.” I say to him.
“The most fun I have had is when we are like this.” He says quietly as he leans down to me, I see him staring at my lips.
“Are you afraid I am going to hurt you?” I ask him, he looks back to my eyes.
“You do enjoy doing that, as much as I enjoy doing it to you.” He says with a grin.
“I do not enjoy hurting you, I do it out of necessity. You always give me pain of one kind or another.” I say quietly.
“Then let me kiss you, I will not give you pain.” He says with a smile.
“If I do, will you resist her call?” I ask him.
“I will do my best.” He says with a smirk.
“I allow you.” I say to him, he leans down and kisses me, I feel him lowering his body down on mine as he continues kissing me. I feel him pull my legs apart as his body lays down in between them, I feel one hand slide down my thigh I feel it start to go in between my legs. I squeeze my legs together around him as he continues kissing me, I feel him pull my leg away from him, as he moves and starts kissing my neck. “Lucifer, just a kiss.” I say quietly as I feel the hand start sliding in between my legs again.
“I am not very good at keeping promises.” He whispers, and bites my neck.
“Lucifer please do not do this.” I whisper as I feel his hand move my underwear out of the way.
“Give it to me one time, willingly and I will resist her.” He says as I feel a hand under my neck, I hear the latch click to the collar on my dress. I feel magic spread from him into the room around us as he locks it down, he pulls down the top of my dress as his kisses trail down from my neck to my chest. I feel him bite me and I flinch from the pain, he laughs as he comes back to look me in the eye. “Going to let me?” He asks me as he leans back down towards me.
“How do I know you will not give in to her?” I ask him as I watch him.
“If I get you one time willingly, I would do anything you ask of me.” He says quietly. “You are all I have wanted since I laid eyes on you.” He says with a grin, I feel his fingers slip inside me, he leans towards my neck and I feel him bite down as his fingers move around inside me. I feel the fingers slide out of me and his hand slide up my body as he starts to kiss me on neck, I feel his hand on my chest he squeezes tightly causing pain, he laughs at the noise I make. “I love the sounds you make, let me inside you.” He whispers against my neck. “What are you afraid of?” He whispers and kisses my neck.
“Emnos.” I whisper as he squeezes tighter.
“He will not know, I promise.” He whispers in my ear.
“How do I know that is true?” I ask him quietly.
“Only you and I will know, if he finds out he will do everything in his power to kill me.” He whispers in my ear. “Which will force you to defend him, and you will kill me.” He whispers, I feel his tongue on my neck.
“I will let you.” I say as I feel sick inside me, I feel my skin crawl and dread rise in me. I feel his hand in between my legs as he unties his pants, as he kisses my neck, I feel him push against me.
“Raise your legs, to show me you are willing.” He says to me, I raise my legs off the bed around him, I feel him push against me as pain shoots through me as I feel him push inside me. “Good girl.” He whispers as he groans against my neck, I feel him bite my neck as he pushes it deeper inside me, he bites down harder and I hear him make a noise against my neck at the sound I make from the pain. I feel his hand leave my chest and him grab my hips, I feel him pull back and shove against me repeatedly, he groans against my neck as he bites down harder. I put my hands on his hips to slow him down. “Remove your hands.” He says through the bite, I move my arms out to the sides of me, I grab the sheets as he shoves it back inside me harder. “I love those sounds you make when I shove it in you.” He says as he lets go of my neck. “Wrap your arms around me.” He whispers in my ear, I wrap my arms around his neck, he laughs and I feel him pick up speed as he shoves into me each time. I feel his muscles tighten up and he groans after what seems like months of this. I feel him pull out of me; he looks down at me with a grin. “Now I will not listen to Carnage, thank you for the feeling of you taking it willingly.” He says as he looks down into my eyes, I feel the top of my dress pulled back up and he latches it closed. I feel him tying his pants in between my legs, as I feel the lock lift from the room and he vanishes.
I open my eyes and sit up on the bed, I see violet eyes watching me from the chair. “How long was I asleep?” I ask him.
“A day.” He says to me as I swing my legs off the side of the bed, I watch him as he watches me. “How are you feeling?” He asks me.