Red lights

flutter

Felix

I watch as Hyunjin takes his last sip of his peach soju bottle, it's always been his favorite flavor.
"Felix!" hyunjin looks at me, barely keeping his head still.
"hmm?" i raise my brow.
"lets DANCE" he says, he starts giggling as he tries to get up but could only merely crawl on the floor.
"no hyunjin we're going to sleep okay?" i go up to him and grab his arms to get him up, but that is not his plan.
he grabs my arms, sitting me down on his stomach.
"dance with me felix". he says, his tone more serious.
"o-okay" i nod without even thinking, his expression is just so sad.
"hehe okay" he pushes me off of him and runs to the speaker.
1:18am
We've been trying to get the red lights iconic "bang chan supporting hyunjin with his hands" thing for the past hour, at this point hyunjin's hand prints are definitely printed on my back....hehe.
"Okay hyunjin i think we're too drunk to be doing this right now" i say as i fall for the 3545 billionth time.
"felix, we should do this ESPECIALLY because we're drunk" he says "come on, one last try" he puts his arms up.
he pushes me up and this time, i don't fall.
"HYUNJIN WE DID IT" i start laughing so hard that i fall off next to him, i'm still laughing when i see him getting up, he crawls closer to me, putting his hand next to my head, supporting his weight on that arm.
As i stop laughing i notice his expression, it's....soft, as if he's admiring me...
it's probably just my drunken eyes...
i guess not because the second thing i see
or
let's say feel
is his lips on my mouth.

Hyunjin

Even though my eyes are closed, i can feel his eyes pop out of place, mine would too.
But i don't care anymore, this is why i've been avoiding him, i knew that if i spent too much time with him that this would happen, and i don't regret it one bit.
"H-hyunjin.." felix slowly pushes me off and looks at me like he's lost, his lips are red now, and all i want to do is make them even redder.
We look at each other for a few seconds, minutes, hours, i dont know at this point, all i know is that i can admire his face until the end of time, and it still wouldn't be enough.
"Felix if you don't want to-" i begin to say, he gets up and pulls me to him, our lips intertwining like they've been waiting to for decades, at least that's how i feel. He flips me to my back and holds me against the floor, pushing his hand into my shoulder, i groan and all that does is make him smirk, it's as if he knew that i liked pain when it came from him.
he's sitting directly on top of me at this point, moving his hips along my body, making my body turn to flames, where did he learn all of this...
i try to escape his grip but he pushes me back against the floor again, enclosing his mouth with mine as i let out grunt in surprise, i had no idea he had this in him....
i let him take control, well it's not like i let him, he just took the control away from my hands, and now he actually did grab my hands, slamming them on the cold floor, he shifts his mouth to my ear:
"i've been wanting to do this ever since i laid my eyes on you" he whispers and i feel a shiver crawl down my spine, he shifts his face on top of mine again and stares directly into my eyes, and then to my mouth again, licking his lips as he leans in, but he lowers his head into my neck as soon as his lips were close to reaching mine, that fucker..
he leaves a trail of kisses and bites down to my collarbone, my head rolling back the lower he goes, even though i cant see him, i can feel his fixed gaze on me. i feel his breath go down my torso, stopping at the rim of my shirt, he picks up the end of my shirt with his lips, not wanting to remove his grip from my arms, i arch my back as he slowly uncovers my torso, he lifts his head and i watch him admire every speck of me, he grazes his eyes from my chest to my lower stomach, mentally capturing every essence of this moment , his eyes hungry to taste every inch of me, he lowers his mouth in between my chest, grazing his lips down the line, kissing each one of my abs and going around them with his tongue, my breath hitching everytime he stops, my body aching for more, he starts kissing the end of my lower stomach, right where my pants hang, i moan as he sucks on my skin, leaving a trail of bruises above my hips, he places his knee between my inner thighs, pressing against me everytime he sucked, my moans get whinier as i feel myself getting hard,
he leaves my now bruised lower abdomen and slams his lips into mine, i run my fingers through his hair, pulling it, making grunts escape his mouth, he takes one of my hands and guides me through my own body, stopping at my pulsing bulge, he presses my hand into it, slowly moving up and down, i leach on to his back with my other arm as he gets faster, digging my nails on to his back, alluding him to go faster.
he covers my mouth, knowing that im about to release and smiles smugly at me as i do.
he kisses me "hyunjin, it's kind of inappropriate to feel yourself in front of other peop-" i grab his face before he finishes the sentence and press my lips against his.
"i'm gonna go get some water okay?" he says while stroking my hair behind my ear. I nod, still in awe of what he did to me, i stare up at the ceiling, tracing my fingers on my lips, i sheepishly smile as i recall the events that lead us here. before i even know it my eye lids begin to flutter and everything goes black.