FelixAs i get ready for bed, i start hearing loud noises outside, oh no, my doorbell repeatedly rings and i instantly knows who it is, as soon as i open the door they barge in, "yooo felix long time" bang chan walks past me, "i literally saw you-" i begin to say but i'm interrupted by lee know's finger on my mouth, he shushes me and holds up a bottle of my favorite wine, i find myself immediately shutting up, taking the bottle of wine from his hands and holding it tight. "good boy" he pats my head.
lee know pours me a cup of wine as we sit on the couch, lee know and bang chan are sitting on a couch next to my chair, "why do you guys look like you're going to tell me that you're getting divorced?" i say, breaking the silence, lee know shoves the cup of wine to my direction, "just shut up and drink up" he threatens, i take a few sips and look out of my window, this is so random... "oh yes- the weather-yes it looks so nice outside" lee know begins to say as he gets up and pulls me off the couch, "wait let me just get my phone" i say, moving away from him. "NO no you can get your phone later" lee know grabs me again, "it'll only take a second-" i move away from him again and head towards the room, why are they acting like this? as soon as i grab the door handle, bang chan runs up to me, tripping and spilling his wine glass all over me, "oh my god felix, i'm so sorry let me clean you up" he drags me away from the room, "chan- i-" i try to speak as he aggressively wipes my shirt with a cloth, "just change your shirt and go to the balcony with lee know, i'll clean up the mess." chan assures me, "but- you-" i stutter, he shoves a random shirt in my face, "go." he mouthes, i huff, grabbing the shirt and putting it on on my way to the balcony, if he doesn't get the wine stain off-Hyunjin
i stand outside of felix's apartment, waiting patiently for lee know and chan to come out, i try to eavesdrop but i'm unable to hear anything, i suddenly hear the elevator ding open, footsteps start getting closer to my direction, i freak out and pull out my keys, pretending to open the door, "hello, is this lee yongbok felix?" he says as he comes up to me, "uh..uh- yes, this is him. felix. i am- yeah" i freak out. "i'm the new mailman, you only have one envelope, have a nice day" he says, handing me the letter and walking away. i look at the letter and scan it, it seems...odd, i try to eavesdrop again but im unable to hear anything, i look back at the letter and gulp, feeling my curiosity engulf me. i slowly rip it open, taking take out a blank piece of paper between many smaller ones, as i take it out, one of the small papers inside falls, i kneel down, reaching to pick it up, as i get closer and closer to it, the letter falls from my hand, i shakingly pick up the picture. shit. shit. SHIT. i feel tears start to fall down my cheeks, i drop whatever is left in the envelope, and spread the pictures on the floor, i grab my hair, "fuck. fuck. fuck." i whisper to myself, i grab the white paper and unfold it, revealing red ink on the paper:
your weekly reminder to not mess with me. love, D.
i hear footsteps from inside felix's apartment, i grab all of the pictures and stuff them in the envelope again. I run towards the stairs as i hear the door unlock, covering my mouth with my hand to hide my sniffling, "it was great seeing you felix" lee know says, while chan looks around for me, "we'll get going then" lee know says as he walks away, "wait i'll go down with you guys" felix says, going inside to change his shoes, i catch myself from screaming no, "NO. no. there's no need" lee know shouts, felix ruffles his brows "bro it's no big deal..." he says, pressing the elevator button, i slowly take out my phone to text them to leave without me, but due to my shaky hands, it slips right off my grip and falls to the ground, causing a loud thud, i instantly drop to the floor, "yo what the fuck was that" i hear felix say, followed by footsteps coming near my way, i squint my eyes, hoping that that would make me invisible.Felix
i swear if it's who i'm thinking of- i walk towards the stairs, rolling my sleeves up, as soon as i'm about to reach, someone tugs me from my collar and drags me as the elevator door opens, "wait NO-" i try to leave but chan tugs me back, "hey it was probably a rat or something" chan scoffs, "...do not say that." i cuddle up closer to him. i drop lee know and chan to their cars and head back to my apartment, they've been acting so weird lately...
I wake up to my alarm blaring off, i make sure i have all my suitcases and bags ready...why is my flight earlier than the others'...i get dressed and head to the door, as soon as i open the door, i catch the mailman putting envelopes in front of my door, "hi sir sorry, turns out you had other envelopes-" he looks at me and then back at the envelopes, "is this lee yongbok felix's house?" he asks, "uh yes that's me" i reply back, his face is suddenly puzzled, "but...there was a guy...last night...he.." he points around, itching the back of his neck, "he...what?" i ask, "a guy said that he's you...that he's...felix and i- i- gave him an envelope-" he stutters, everything starts clicking into place, i take the envelopes from the floor and rummage through them, shit. shit. FUCKING SHIT. "what did he look like- the guy- what did he look like" i panic "he- uh- he's tall..." he begins, "almost looks like a ferret-" be rubs his temples, i feel my knees weaken as my heart drops to my stomach, i force myself to gather my senses and open my phone, "-is it him?" i pull out a picture, "y-YES-" as soon as he affirms, i storm away.
"hey siri, call hyunjin." i say, running to the elevator.
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