Red lights

taste

Hyunjin

my head hits the pillow and his arm stays on top of my stomach, grabbing the side of my waist. shit. at this point i am in panic mode, i look around the room, trying to find a way out of his grip but he doesn't seem to budge, i lay defeated and decide to wait for him to move again so i can squeeze my way out and leave.

I don't know how long its been but it feels like i've been fighting back sleep for the past 20 hours, why is he not budging i try to move one last time, felix still refuses to move and i give up, letting sleep take over me.

i slowly open my eyes, i cant feel the weight of his arm around me anymore, i force my eyes to open and i see that he isn't on the bed, i shoot my head up "felix??" i call out his name. i look at the time 3:33am i jump off the bed "felix?!?" i check the rooms, "FELIX!!!" i shout as i enter the balcony, shit it's raining where can he be? i go back inside and grab my phone, i shakingly search for his name, i spam text him and it doesn't deliver this man is bound to give me a heart attack one day, i try calling him but that doesn't work either.
i swear i'm going to kill him this time.

Felix

I open my door to see hyunjin sitting on the edge of my bed, his arms resting on top of his knees. he slowly looks up, this time, his expression isn't worried, it's plain angry. "where. have. you. been" he grits his teeth, his hair is messy and his eyes are bloodshot red, i dont know if it's because of his lack of sleep or if it's because he's mad but i am kind of getting scared, i get walk closer to him and he gets up from the bed "felix...you drive me insane" he growls as he looks down at me, his breath is unsteady and hesitant, i put my hand on his chest, dragging my hand to where his heart is, "hyunjin i'm okay, i'm here" i nod, looking up at his face, his features suddenly soften, he looks at my hand on his chest and then looks at me, he puts his hand on top of mine and i feel his breathing quicken, his mouth slightly opens as he looks at me, "see what you do to me felix?" his voice cracks and whines, he grips my hand and puts it against his face. "felix..." he sighs as a tear drop falls on his shirt, i wipe his tear away and come closer, close enough to feel his breath on my lips, i look into his glistening eyes and i feel the butterflies in my stomach drop to my knees. I feel a lump form in my throat and i swallow it
not backing out this time.
"kiss me hyunjin." i sigh defeatedly, i feel as if i lifted a huge weight off my shoulder, i bat out the tears of relief in my eyes as i watch him not waste a single second as he drops my hand and holds my face with his, i close my eyes, waiting for his lips to meet mine, and as soon as they do, all the butterflies rush back to my stomach, hyunjin slowly caresses my body while maintaining the growing rhythm of our lips, he stops at my hips and bends down to carry me, wrapping my legs around his hips, he backs up to the edge of the bed and sits down, pulling my legs closer to him, i let out a breath as i feel him against me, he puts a hand on my lower back and the other gently wraps around my neck, i grind my hips to the pulse of our lips, his breathing gets heavier as mine does, he suddenly gets up, adjusting my legs around him and flips me over on the bed, his warm body directly floats over mine, his eyes stare right into mine, he licks his lips as he looks me up and down, his necklace dangling over my neck, the coldness of the metal making my breath hitch, he digs his head into my neck, kissing every inch of me, my legs tighten around him as he nibbles on my skin, i bite my lips as i throw my head back and grip my hands on the bedsheet, it's taking everything in me not to let out a scream. he gets up and takes his shirt off, he looks at my legs as they tighten more around him, his body is.... i reach my hands and i go over his abs, one by one, his head tilts as he watches my hands trail down his body, i can feel his breathing slightly hitching, i like knowing that i have an effect on him. he scoffs, throwing his head back, his hair is all over the place but he's never looked so good. he abruptly grabs my wrists and slams them next to my head, he snails his way back to my neck, placing tiny kisses up to my ear, "open up for me." he whispers into my ear with a slight grunt and a lot of teasing of course, my legs automatically open on their own, i feel him grinning against my ear "i meant your arms felix i'm trying to take your shirt off" my legs immediately close on his again and i feel a blush creep into my cheeks, he raises his head on top of mine and huffs the hair away from his face, unveiling a large smirk, "but you know..." he starts shifting down my body, lowering his hands to my thighs, slowly pushing them apart, "....i was going to make you spread your legs for me anyways" he winks as he unbuckles my pants.