Red lights

give me your tmi

Felix

my nerves creep in more and more as the elevator dings at each floor, i feel hyunjin's gaze at me and my instinct is to look down, he comes up closer tilting his head down to meet my eyes, "yongbokiee" he smiles and i feel my cheeks heating up, he leans in and kisses my hand that's covering my mouth, it takes everything in me not to let out a squeal. i take my hand off of my face, i plead for another one with my eyes, he smirks and leans in, suddenly stopping to look up at the ceiling, he reaches his hand up and covers the camera, he leans in again "be quiet." he whispers before tucking his hands inside my pants, he senses me almost hitching my breath so he slams his lips into mine, i close my eyes as he swallows my grunts, "look at me felix" he whispers into my lips, "i want you to see what you do to me" it gets harder for me to hold in my moans as his hand gets faster, "we're almost there" he says out of breath "....3...." the elevator dings "....2...." *ding* "hyunjin please-" i hum, unable to take in his orders, "...1..." he pulls his hand out and fixes my pants, tucking my shirt back inside, he straightens his demeanor and removes his hand from the camera, he adjusts his glasses and casually puts his hand in his pocket, "shall we go?" he says as the elevator door opens, "....give me a second" i say as i wait for my legs to decide to start working.

Hyunjin

i stand over his bed, his room looks the same since i last saw it, "i haven't used the room since...well..." he comes in, how did he- he hands me a cup of tea, i set it on the dresser and i notice the note, it's still where bang chan left it. "i have something to tell you" he clears his throat, he comes up closer, sits me on the edge of the bed and settles down on my lap, he starts stroking my face, "i'm gonna tell them hyunjin. tomorrow." he assures me, "felix..." i let out a breath of relief, "...i- we, hyunjin, we're gonna tell them together." he holds my face with his hands "we can't expect love without a little risk, and i'm ready to risk it all" he says, his eyes filled with emotion, i hug him tightly, digging my face into the crevasse of his neck, his smell, his touch, his words, i'll never get enough of him. ever. "kiss me hyunjin" i especially won't get enough of him saying that. i grab his waist and slide on top of him on the bed, i take my shirt off and unbutton his blouse, our tongues intertwine as our lips meet, "felix..." i pause "once i start...i'm.." i stop for a moment to take in how graceful he looks "-i'm not going to stop." i scan his body up and down, i've always been praised for having self-control, but the second i get a taste of him, i cant get myself to stop. felix nods, he studies my eyes "i'm yours hyunjin" he hitches his breath, my knees suddenly lose their balance. i dig my lips into his neck, his hands find their way to my back, digging his nails harder as i bite into his skin, i hum as he scratches lower, reaching my belt, he pulls me from the hem of my pants and i lean back, watching him unbuckle my pants, his face painted with maddening hunger, i grab my belt from his hand, "put your hands up." i assert, he doesn't stall for a second. i tie his hands together with my belt, tightening it as much as possible.

Felix

"hands over your head" hyunjin demands, he starts to loosen my belt, i suddenly start feeling nervous as he keeps looking up and down at me, meeting my eyes everytime, he lowers himself "your first time?" he tucks at my underwear, his eyes aren't even blinking, i nod, "what should i- um- do?" i ask, unable to look him in the eyes, he grins "just look pretty." he puts his teeth between the edge of my underwear, and slowly takes it off, his gaze doesn't leave mine for a second, i immediately feel the urge to cover my body with my arms, but he grips my hands midway and knocks them over my head again, "what did i say?" he faces me, "don't make me tie up your ankles too." he smirks. what if i do want you to- "wait- is it your first time?" i remember that i didnt ask him, he grabs a condom from his wallet, he smirks "would you get jealous if i said yes?" he rips it open with his teeth, god i hate it when he smirks like that "no" i say, "okay then shut up and turn around." he licks the corner of his lip, "make me" i purse my lips, realizing what i just said, he picks me up out of nowhere and pushes me onto the wall, he turns me around so that my back is against his chest, he brushes his fingers into my hair, pulling my head back so that i can look at him, "you wanna say that again?" he pulls my hair again, making me let out a grunt, he caresses my body with his other hand, he stops at my hip and pulls me towards him, i let out a breath as i feel him against me, he slowly pushes himself in, "bite" he puts his fingers near my mouth, my breathing starts getting faster as he thrusts himself in more and more, "i- i cant-" i mouth, he presses my head into the wall in an instant, his grip stays on my hair, "you can take it." he announces, he presses into me again and i let out a whine. I bite into the belt around my wrists to muffle my screams as he repeatedly shoves into me, he presses my head into the wall as he fastens, he grabs my waist, steadying me as my sweltering body shakes to its core, "god felix..." he hums and both our bodies drop as we release, hyunjin falls on the bed first and i lay on his chest. "i liked submissive felix" he says, caressing my waist, i pop my head up and frown at him "savor it since it's not gonna happen again for a while" i say, plopping my head again on his chest "ha we'll see" hyunjin scoffs, i pop my head up again "what is that supposed to mean" he pushes my head back on his chest "in the elevator, the camera doesn't detect sounds, but you did what i wanted you to do anyways" my face starts heating up and hyunjin laughs. "i'm gonna clean up" i say as i get up. he unwraps the belt from my wrists, "ow" i clench my teeth "oh oh i'm sorry did it hurt" he rubs my hands and kisses them "no i just knew you'd react like that hehe" he smacks my head.
after cleaning me up he brings me my clothes "hyunjin that's your hoodie" i say, "i know. wear it." he says as he wears his sweatpants, "b-but it's okay i can just wear mine-" "-yongbok you dumbass i want it to smell like you" he says as he puts his arms around me, making us lay down and covering him and i with the blanket. "but- but isn't that...a boyfriend thing?" i look up as he strokes my hair, he smiles and pecks my nose "i guess it is".