I LOVE MY ARABO, YES I DO

Chapter 21

**ABDHUL JHAKUL'S POV***

Kaharap ko ngayon si Lance. Nandito kami sa rooftop ng mansion namin. Kanina pa siya 'di umiimik habang umiinom ng wine na inihanda ko.

"Are you happy?" I asked him bitterly. He's so lucky to hold and have her by his side. The f*ck it should me be me and no one else should be.

"W-what do you mean?" His shaking and I feel it.

"How do you feel?" I coldly ask him again . I can see in his eyes how nervous and scared he is with me. I can feel the tension and all I want this time is to burst out my anger. Gusto kong sumabog para mawala itong sakit na dala- dala ko. Gusto ko siyang suntokin o durugin dahil sa pag- agaw niya ng position ko sa buhay ni Stephanie.

"Look Kuya! I Dont know," Arrrrghhhh I hate him. Bakit ba galit na galit ako sa kanya? Eh I am the one who put him in this situation. I think the consequence of my plan is pain that will kill and hunt me forever.

"Stop calling me kuya okay!" I shouted.

"Aj, I'm sorry." He bow his head. Well the damage has done. His sorry can't payback my effort. He ruins everything pero hindi ko masisisi sa kanya ang lahat dahil plano ko ang lahat ng ito.

"Ang sabi ko bantayan mo I didn't said to take her away from me. She's my property and you know it." Ang ayaw ko sa lahat ang inaagawan ako sa pagmamay-ari ko. Kaya kong pumatay ng tao kung sino mang haharang sa dadaanan ko. Kahit kapatid ko pa. Yes you read it right Lance is my younger brother thats why I trust him to take care of my girl.

"I will fix it kuya," sabi niya sa akin. Halata na rin sa kanyang mukha na nasasaktan siya. I saw him wiping his tears but I stay firm I don't want him to destroy my plan again dahil ang minamahal ko ang nakakasalalay dito.

"You should be!"

"But not for now!" He added.

"Then when?"

"I dont know but please give me more time," sagot niya. Gaano ba karaming oras ang ibibigay ko sa kanya?

"For now lets just pretend that ako ay ikaw, ayaw mo naman siyang madamay 'di ba?" dagdag niya. Ayaw ko pero wala akong ibang magagawa.

"Kuya I am making you a favor, you know how in dangered Stephanie if they will know that you are interested with her. They will do everything para bumagsak ka at ayaw kong may madamay pang iba kuya."

Natauhan ako sa sinabi niya. Yeahh, I shouldn't let my heart controls my emotion. Alam kong nagbabantay lang sa mga kilos ko ang aking mga kalaban and they will do anything just to let me down. I won't let that happen!

"Okay, remember this Lance Stephanie is mine, only mine." I said it while looking in his eyes. 

"I know you love her." I added. I can feel it. The way he looks Steph and the way he care alam kong iba ang nararamdaman niya.

"No! Im not," diritso niyang sagot. Stop playing with me dude I'm better than you have think.

"Okay if that so, wag kang magkakamali na umibig sa kanya. Dont mess with me." I ended the conversation at nagtungo sa kwarto ko. Iniwan kong nakatulala sa roof top ng mansion namin si Lance. Sana napagnilanilayan niya lahat ng sinabi ko. Sana lang!

"Arghhhhh!" Napasigaw ako dahil sa inis. Bakit ba laging nasisira ang plano ko? Palagi nalang ba? I don't know what to do anymore. If I am given a chance to choose a life, then I will never choose my life now. I want a simple and peaceful life, no bad person to fight for. Hindi magulo!

Tumunog ang messenger but I don't have the courage to open it. I keep on staring at my phone and I ended up opening the message.

"Hi Lance thank you pala sa pagbabantay sa akin kanina," message ni Steph sa akin. Shittt kinain na siya sa isiping ako si Lance. Lalong sumakit ang puso at ulo ko. Inilapag ko ang aking phone at tinakpan ang aking mga mata. Gusto ko nang matulog.

Tumunog ulit ito kaya I open it again.

"Seen?" She added.

"No problem sweetie. Stop calling me Lance okay? I prefer calling me Abdhul or anything but not Lance,"  I replied. I'm pity  jealous.

"Okay I'm sorry. Kailan ka babalik dito?" Tanong niya. Shitt ito 'yong problema ko.

"You miss me already huh," reply ko sa kanya. I miss teasing her shittt.

"I miss you!" She replied. A sweet smile plastered on my lips.  This is one of the reason why I really love her, she turns everything to light and happy situation. I can't afford lossing this girl so as long as I can stop myself from being closer to her then I will but how?

"I miss you too sweetie," reply ko.

Biglang nagbago ang isip ko, gusto ko na siyang makilala. Gusto ko siyang makatabi , mahawakan at makasama. Nagpunta ako sa kwarto ni Lance and without knocking I entered. This is what I hated myself, my mind changes easily but I don't care gusto ko na siyang makilala.

"Lance ipakilala mo ako ngayon kay Stephanie," I'm not asking, its an order.

"But kuya---"

"No more buts," sinara ko ang pinto at bumalik ulit sa kwarto ko. Pumasok ako sa banyo at naligo. It takes 30 minutes before ako matapos sa aking routine.

Pagbaba ko pa lang nakita ko na si Lance na nakaupo sa sofa.

"Kuya!" Tawag niya sa akin. I never look at him at kinuha ang car key ko.

"Let's go,"

"Kuya please makinig ka sa akin," tumakbo siya para makahabol sa akin.

"Ano na naman?" Tumaas ang boses ko.

"Kuya I think it's not the right time para makilala ka niya," sabi niya sa akin.

"Then when? Wag mo 'kong pigilan Lance," sabi ko sa kanya.

"Okay fine, but please wag kang magpadalos dalos. You know your situation. Bawal kang mapalapit kahit kanino. Im just thinking of you." Sabi niya sa akin.

"Okay don't worry I can handle myself." Sumakay ako sa kotse ko at pinaharurot.

"Hi sweetie I'm coming be ready rawrrr," I texted Steph. Wish me luck everyone.