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Y/n breaks the fourth wall in this chapter btw

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Y/n POV

Throbbing pain shoots through my entire body as I wake up to a pitch black room, once again. Ahh the rat hole, such a beautiful place. Unmatched darkness. I think to myself, causing me to chuckle. I internally scream with every breath and laugh. Ribs, definitely still broken. Tattoo, not healed. Still hanging from the fucking ceiling. Typical day in the rat hole.

Tattoo is a nicer way to put it. On day five, she decided to christen this joyous occasion by carving an ace of spades symbol into my ribs, the ribs she had previously broken the day before. Or at least that what she said when I woke up the next day. I passed out from the pain, and probably blood loss.

Today is day 21. I keep track of the days so I don't lose my mind in here. I was blindfolded for the first 20 days. Yesterday, Spade decided to finally remove my blindfold. When I looked around, I realized I was in the original rat hole she put me in all those years ago. In typical Y/n fashion, I taunted her as best I could until she taped my mouth shut. I overheard her talking to someone saying she'll let me out soon. I think she's doing it to taunt me back. She's been saying it for the past 21 days. I'm trying to stay strong mentally and physically. The first two weeks here consisted of her and her lackies taking turns beating me, electrocuting me, and leaving me to pass out in the corner. Did I mention this all happened in the pitch black darkness? This past week she gave it a rest with the active torture and decided to hang me from my wrists, which is more passive torture seeing that my ribs are shattered and my weight is pulling down on my arms and body day in and day out. The pain is almost numb at this point. But, what can I do? Think about her.

Normani. I think of her beautiful smile, her infectious laugh, and her embrace to motivate me. Some days were harder than others. The first few all I did was cry when I was alone. Once, Spade caught me crying and beat me twice as hard for 'crying about another woman in her presence'. So I learned quickly that I couldn't show any emotion around this lunatic. Hopefully today will be a promising day.

If I remember from my days as her lackey, she should be dropping me from these chains soon. She's been lowering the height of them slowly over night thinking I'm asleep when she does. I've been awake every time. Last night I also caught the code to the door from the beeps. Her dumbass made it 0022. 

God I really want a burger right now. I hope Mani's eating... maybe she can make me some mac and cheese when I get-

"Baby boooo!" Spade sings as she breaks me from my thoughts.

I mentally roll my eyes at the nickname she called me way back when. Trying not to be visibly annoyed and disgusted  by this bitch becomes harder and harder everyday. I want to stay as neutral as possible so I can go back home to my girlfriend.

She saunters up to me and snatches the tape off of my mouth with a chuckle. I grimace and stretch put my mouth and jaw. She then laughs at my pain. I stare at her as she does.

"What? You're not gonna say good morning?" She knows damn well she flipped my sleep schedule. It's most likely 10pm.

"Why good morning Spade? What wonderful darkness we've been experiencing lately!" I reply with my best Disney Princess voice, and a touch of sarcasm.

"Don't get smart with me, I was just about to feed you." She pouts.  "And I told you, call me baby. It sounds good when you say it." She winks at me

"And I told YOU, not in a million years. I'd rather sleep on hot coals."