Prequel: Making the Black Cross | BTS GANG AU

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Clary felt extreme fatigue and drowsiness wash over her. She squinted a little at the light which hit her eyes as she slowly stirred and opened them. The fuck? She thought. She felt legs underneath her, and a hand was in her hair gently massaging her head as if she were a fragile baby.

"Yah what the fuck Yoongi I thought you gave her enough dosage to knock her out for at least five hours?" Namjoon spoke, his voice sounded hoarse as if he had been crying.

Yoongi fumbled around in his pocket and checked the anaesthesia dosage he had given Clary, he furrowed his eyebrows, "uh I did?" He mumbled. "She shouldn't be awake this early."

Namjoon chuckled. "She's so stubborn." He knew her body must have fought against the drug hard in order to wake her up only an hour and a half after such a strong dosage. He wasn't even entirely sure himself how it could be possible yet he watched as Clary stirred further awake and became aware of her surroundings.

Clary shot up into a seated position and pushed herself off of Namjoon in a panic. She instantly noted her surroundings and the fact she appeared to be in the back of a moving van. "What the fuck?" She cursed, looking at the three boys who sat in the back of the van with her. It was Namjoon, Yoongi and Jimin.

Clary backed away from the guys as far as the little space in the van would allow her, she tucked herself into the corner and hugged her knees into her chest for comfort. "What are you gonna do with me?" She was too scared to hear the answer to her question yet she had to ask.

"We can't let you roam around freely after what you witnessed surely you should know that," it was Jimin who spoke, he spoke in a way in which it seemed like the answer was obvious.

"So your kidnapping me? What about Katie? Where is Katie?" Clary demanded becoming suddenly defensive at the idea of Katie being in the way of harm.

"Technically yes and Katie is already waiting at home with Taehyung she doesn't know yet that she won't be able to leave." Namjoon did not even look at Clary as he spoke. "You are good at fighting, a lot better than expected, in fact, you are such a natural fighter that it's near enough impossible that someone of your height and build right now is even awake after the dosage of anaesthesia you were given." He looked proud in an odd way.

Clary raised an eyebrow, that's right, they drugged her. They drugged her and he's acting casual. Well they did just murder someone Clary. That's a good point. She slumped her back against the wall in despair, she decided to sit in silence. Clary knew there was no way she could ultimately escape from a moving van with three guards, besides even if she did manage to jump out from the moving van for all she was aware they could be on the highway.

Clary sighed. She wasn't ready to say goodbye to her life, all she could think about was her bed back at home and how she so badly wanted to lay in it with her cigarettes and her music by her side as her source of comfort. Upon looking around the small space around her she noticed how Yoongi refused to look her in the eyes, through his stern, hardened facial features, Clary could sense a sort of sympathy. Namjoon was doing the opposite, he was staring right at Clary, his eyes felt like they would soon burn a hole through her, watching her every move. She felt like he was watching her so carefully that he would hear her thoughts.

Clary was too burnt out to cry any tears, she felt like crying badly yet no tears would come out at all. Her body felt like it had been rolled over with a tractor, she had never felt so achey or exhausted to the point that if Namjoon opened the van door and let her go she was certain she wouldn't even be able to muster up a light jog nevermimd run.

The vehicle came to a sudden stop and the doors opened up revealing Jimin and Hoseok. It was pitch dark outside and Clary refused to move from her spot in the corner first. "Clary please just come out I don't want to hurt or force you." Namjoon spoke, his voice was soft.