Spiderman's Sister

The end of a perfect date

I don't even know why, but as soon as we're back in the cabin, I'm kind of really nervous. Well, nervous is probably not the right word. I'm antsy - my heart is racing, the butterflies in my stomach have been excited all evening, but now they're frolicking around incessantly. When James closes the front door behind him, I've just put my purse down in the hallway. Not two seconds later, two strong arms - one metallically hard and one muscular and warm - wrap around me. I turn around to him in his arms and get weak knees again when I see his look - dreamy, loving and full of lust. I instinctively put my arms around his neck and kiss him gently.

Victoria: Thank you for this wonderful evening.

Bucky: The pleasure is all mine.

He presses me closer to him and at the same time we lean towards the other until our lips meet again. I claw his hair in my hands and slide my tongue into his mouth. We make out as we stumble into the bedroom. Even though I want him more than anything else, this time I want to take it slow, more consciously than we did after our night of partying. I break the kiss, taking a step away from him and capturing his gaze as I unzip my dress. I slowly slip the straps over my shoulders and let the fabric slide over my body until it gathers around my feet on the floor. As if hypnotized, James' gaze slides over my entire body. Wearing only my heels and underwear, I step back towards him and grab his shirt. I slowly undo the buttons and place a kiss on his skin as it emerges from beneath the fabric. 

Bucky: Vicky.....

He gasps as I plant a kiss just above his waistband before I straighten up and slide his shirt off. God, his body is an absolute dream. The whole man is an absolute dream. My gaze drifts to the scars on his left arm. I don't know if I actually didn't notice them last time or why they are so new to me - as drunk as we were that can be. Even when he was lying on the air mattress in the lake I didn't notice them. But at that moment I was pissed. Whatever. I want to show James that I want him and accept him for who he is. That not only am I falling madly in love with the human part of him, but that I also love what he doesn't like. He seems to notice me looking at his scars, but doesn't say anything.

Victoria: May I touch them?

Bucky: Why would you want to do that?

He sounds sad, which breaks my heart. Has he still not understood that his past doesn't scare me? And that I see more in him than his past? Even though I know he can't feel it, I grab his metal hand and bring it to my mouth and kiss it.

Victoria: Because they are a part of you.

That doesn't seem to have completely convinced him. Well, maybe one day he'll trust me enough to know that I'll fall in love with him no matter who he used to be. I take my eyes off his arm and kiss down his jaw. What comes next surprises me. He takes my head in both hands and makes me look at him. Without saying anything, he nods and rubs my cheek with the thumb of his metal hand. At first I'm not sure if that was actually his consent to touch the scars or not. When I do nothing, he brings my hand to his left shoulder and strokes the scars. When he lets go of my hand, I touch each one gently, like I'm going to hurt him if I'm less gentle. I kiss the larger scars and stop as he sucks in his breath. 

Victoria: Sorry.

Bucky: Don't apologize. It's just... I... I hate these scars so much. How... how can you be so gentle with them?

Victoria: As I said, they are a part of you. To me, they're just a part of James, a part that shows how strong you are.

In order not to torment him any further - not sure if torment is the right word here - I decide to divert my attention from the scars and look directly at him. I slowly push him over to the bed so that he has to sit down and straddle his lap. We kiss and touch, so much more conscious than last time. With every second we keep making out, I can feel the bulge in his pants getting bigger. As he runs his hands down my back, he opens my bra and slides it off. He places soft kisses on both breasts, sucking and nibbling on them.