The Angry Swan ~ Carlisle Cullen x Reader

Ch.29 ~ Y/n's Birthday

A/n: Hey guys Merry Christmas here's a long awaited update. This chapter contained some of my research notes from the questions I ask and is also a little full in Chapter.

Also as I was editing I noticed I messed up some dates. I said February 13 in ch.26 (after Bella's months of depression) when I meant January 13 sooo uh yeah sorry about that, it's fixed now.

Y/n's POV

Intrusive thoughts are such pains in the arse, constantly popping up out of nowhere only fuelling the anger which began to boil and spill over the side of my bottled emotions. It's been a week since the theatre, neither myself or Bella have been able to get ahold of Jacob.

It's also been a week since I discovered my missing artefacts which connected me to the Cullens. Since then my emotions and actions have gone off the rails.

I hadn't been taking my medication again giving into the anger directed towards the vampire coven. 'Why! Why did they try so hard to make it seem like they were never a part of our lives!'

I had questioned Bella about the missing items only igniting my rage which grew ten folds over.

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Flashback:

I yanked a box from under my bed and pulled out my sketchbook, jumping on my bed as I began flipping through the pages to find my drawing of the man I had loved.

But...

It wasn't there. All that remained of that page was the thin line of paper from where the page was torn from. Aside from that it was like the drawing never existed.

And as I glanced upon my room I became awfully aware of the lack of reminders that I had once scattered around my room of the Cullens.

Hell even the dresses Alice had given me that I had stuffed away in the back of my wardrobe were gone.

'What the fuck?!'

I heard Bella pull up outside rushing to my floor to ceiling window and glancing out at the orange pick up truck. The brunette owner jumped out and approached the house.

Seconds later the front door opened and I heard my dad and Bella greet each other. I ran to my bedroom door bashing my hip on the side of my desk as I tripped over a stray bag on the floor. I crashed into my door attempting to open it but slamming it shut as I collided with it.

Regaining my composure I swung it open lunging out the door and tumbling in a rushed run down my stair case. I ran along the landing jumping down the first three steps before crashing into another wall.

I started my run down the stairs again and fell down the last thre steps, hurriedly scrambling back to my feet as I ran into the kitchen startling Bella and my dad.

I huffed out of breath as I stood starfishes in the kitchen doorway catching the lost oxygen from my lungs.

"Did...things...Cullens...missing?" I said, forming an incoherent sentence directed to Bella.

Dad and her looked at me silly. "What?" She asks. I hold a finger up as I take a deep breath.

"Did anything they gave you go missing?" I asked once more.

"Uh... yeah a few things, why?" She asked.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I asked again.

"Wait, have you only just noticed?" I nodded at her question. She laughed hysterically. "Oh Y/n you idiot."

Pissed, I flipped her off stomping back to my room. I sat grumpy on my bed starring at the missing page in my sketchbook till I heard a knock on my door. Bella let herself in.