We could have a life, us two.. (Completed)

Left behind

Eleanor wakes up from her sleep at the sound of her barber making noise, she was so tired she opened her eyes with difficulty, once she get them open she looked around to see him on the edge of the bed in his naked form he was putting his undergarment on the bastard could perfectly sleep with it last night but he wanted to tease her she knew it like she knows him like the back of her hand. As she looked intently at his back she thought of how his scars didn't take anything from him, he was so handsome, she wanted to touch him and actualy she realized she had missed him even though he is right beside her she had missed feeling his body against hers. She felt a sudden feeling of arousal coursing trough her body but soon the feeling faded as she throw her head back groaning tiredly onto the pillow.

That's when he realized she was awake and turned around to look at her. "You're awake, morning" he says stepping closer to her.

"Morning" she uttered tiredly looking at him "Why are you getting ready?" Jawning when he came closer to put a hand on her forehead wich she frowned not knowing why he did that. "Are you feeling well?" He asked instead like avoiding her question
"I feel alright" she answered her eyes looking questioningly. What was he avoiding?

"I'm going out, have things to." He answered when she thought he wouldn't answer. "What things to do?" She asked frowning even more, what was the bloody man up to?

"We're not going to stay for all our life in a inn, we need a place to stay." He finally explained putting his troussers on.

"Oh let me get ready it won't take long I'll dress quickly" Coming out of bed so fast she loose her balans her head spinning like crazy "Nellie!" he was just in time to catch her so she wouldn't fall. "For god sake Nell you might fall and hit you're head!" he breathed out, she had scared him she could see clearly.

"I shouldn't get out of bed so quickly" she says her hand on her forehead still feeling dizzy. "You certainly shouldn't have" he says sternly raising one eyebrow up at her while helping her to sit on the bed.

Crouching down before her he wanted to make sure it was over and she felt alright.
"I'm alright let me dress quickly."

"No" he protested immediately motioning with his hand and she froze in her tracks "You tired you have to rest let me go alone, no need for you to come." He only wanted her to be alright and safe he took her once on a long road and it almost cost her life he wasn't going to do that a second time.

She looked at him feeling like a burden, unwanted, making everything slow down, if he hadn't taken her with him, he would have gone to another country long ago.

He saw the sad look on her face and came closer "I don't know yet how far I would go I don't want you to get ill again, it's beceause I think of you I want you to stay, just don't go outside stay in the inn, you're safe here." She was tired he knew she almost slept till midday and she never did besides when she is sick. He didn't want to be away from her beceause when he is beside her he keeps an eye out and protect her but he couldn't take her with him afraid of she would become sick again so he had to leave her.

"What do you mean how far? Let just stay here." Hadn't they go far enough yet why going on the road again when they where so far?

"No" he answered shortly what made her face drop, he started to unbotton his shirt she had on "It's just.. Johanna would never been able to find us, if she ever wants to.."

"Johanna knows where we're going?" She looked shocked her eyes wide. The bloody barber had told Johanna while she didn't know about anything and when had he find the opportunity to do that?

"Yes, I writed her." he says unbuttoning the shirt further and looked at her.
"When? All this time Johanna knows where we're going and you didn't say anything to me?" Now she felt worse..