We could have a life, us two.. (Completed)

The storm

Nellie opened her eyes hearing the seagulls feeling over the moon as she felt her husbands warmth against her body once again. She closed her eyes in bliss for a second and blinked a few times feeling Sweeney wrap his strong arm around her petite body and started kissing her neck making her smile. "Morning" she cleared her throat to sound better as her voice came hoarse. He smirked hearing her, it was no wonder she sounded like that he'd made her cry his name god knows how many times last night, he shook his head thinking about how she begged him not to stop. The two enjoyed these past days every minute of passion they had before it would get more difficult to do so as her belly was growing. He closed his eyes nuzzling in her auburn curls that were a mess scatered on the pillow thanks to him. He took her scent in as his hand traveled over her alabastar skin, he placed his hand under his shirt he made her put on last nigt and stroke her hip. He loved her wanting his affection, one thing he never would've thought till he had fallen in love with her is he too is in need of her affection. Since they know she's pregnant he felt like sometimes her mind was in conflict with her body it was like she loves him and needs him but hates him at the same time. From everything, from every argument apart this felt so peaceful something he thought he never would feel too. They need to be like this it's what makes them happy. Of course it was beceause they were so different bu just so alike at the same time that they bekkired all the time.

"How do you feel?" he asks stroking her thigh. Seemed like she wasn't much nauseous lately, her feeling sick was like the baby tried to let them know it was there in her womb. She smiled turning her head thowards him he could see her biting her lip "I feel good, last night was really good" she smirked turning her body thowards him in his embrace and stroked his back that had endured so much pain. He kissed her forehead as she hugged his body pressing her breasts to his chest and wraped her leg over his hip. She pecked a kiss on his lips. God this felt so good having peace. "It's always good pet you know we are perfect together" that made her look at him in adoration as he too stroked her back resting his chin on her forehead. If they hadn't been trough all of this he never would've known what was in store for him with a woman like her. Now he could say he made the right decission.

She smiled feeling the same and suddenly the question that she wanted to ask for so long appeared on her mind. After she thought for a second wether to ask or not she couldn't help the urge to ask "How did you know about the lambs meat?" She looked up in question wanting to know how he knew, did he realy know more than she thought?

He cleared his throat finally deciding to tell her "One of the manny days I came down to eat in your shop, he came with lambs meat and the color of your face turned white, you looked so pale I couldn't forget how you're face changed in disgust" He remembers that? And the way he didn't mention Alberts name and reffered to him as he not wanting to take his name in his mouth showed of how he was disgusted by him.

Nellie looked down and took her leg from his hip and got out of bed throwing the sheet of of her without saying anything to him. "Nell?" Did he say anything wrong? He didn't know and got out of bed as well as she took her clothes that were scatered on the floor and tried to tie her corset. She was hurt he could see clearly, was it because he reminded her of him? He aproached her slowly he didn't mean to upset her.

"Fucking thing" she bursted in anger and threw the corset to the floor as she struglled to tie it under the shirt she had on. This having outbursts of anger or being tempered and lash out all of a sudden was new due to her pregnancy probably, she really turned into him at times like showing him this child would be like him, he would've be proud of it but the monster side of him he kept in cage made him scared the child would be like that as well "Nell" he finally hold her by her arms as she looked down.

"I don't want to think of him" Maybe it looked silly but for her it was more than that. He knew there was something else that lay under this it wasn't just about the meat otherwise she wouldn't have worked with meat all her life. He wasn't going to push her to make her tell right now. Someone who had a little bit of love and respect would never have done what he had done to her. What she had been trough with Albert was not a marriage it was torture, she was abused to that extend the only thing that kept her going was the hope of him returning and he got to know that thanks to her diaries. "Would you hurt me like he did?" She finally bursted in to tears as he embraced her and hold her to his chest wrapping his arms around her waist. He felt suddenly a weight on his chest seeing her like this. He didn't want to say anything bad it looked like she was reminded of all that bad that the man she was married to did to her. His blood boiled just at the thought of it he felt so guilty god knows how many times he could've made the bastard stop when he heard them downstair instead he just did nothing "I never would hurt you like that" he kissed her head running his hands over her body comforting her. He knew her trust was broken over and over again first Albert then him and god know how much men like the judge or that bastard he killed for her so much times ago he didn't want to think and he promised himself he never would remind her of their old lives again. She was betrayed and hurt beyond words and that was what made her scared she would relive this over and over again.