A multi narration special !! Hope ya enjoy it
Specimen 2 / Goop:
It's.. almost Christmas according to the specimen 1s..
It's been so long since I've celebrated Christmas again, thankfully they let us have a sort of free day where they won't conduct experiments on us and seem to just leave us all alone...
I.. wish I could celebrate Christmas normally again... But..
Yea.. no.. I'm too tired to think of a good joke, haha !
Oh ! Maybe the GLAs are trying to make a santa specimen or turn one of us into Santa claus, maybe that's what they've been doing for the past couple of years.
Maybe those substances are metaphors for gifts, and me coming to this mansion shows the consequences of not realizing that your family is more important, haha !!
Haaa... Hah...
Comedy is the only reason my mind hasn't completely been broken and fucked up, having an audience and being able to do the thing I love very much has kept me somewhat stable, but I still feel disturbed and uneasy about the fact that I'm so desensitized to what the GLAs have done to us, murdering someone doesn't bother me so much... and I've also somewhat started to like the brick work here, but maybe it's just because I'm so used to it.. I've been here for so long I've almost forgotten what the outside world looks like, I barely see the sunlight anymore, these bricks are my new and only home..
This place is so.. normal to me, yet so plain, yet so torturous.. all I can think about is the past, there's very little to look forward to here
I've tried to celebrate christmas with the specimen 1 but they're not up for it, that's alright, at least some of them don't mind keeping me company..
I heard a knock on my door, I flew over and tiredly opened it, 1313 was right there before me, carrying a bag much like santa himself, I gave him a weird look and raised a brow, " uh.. ? Is this some fucked up experiment ? " " Nope ! Just thought I'd go around and give everyone one of you some gifts, I hope you don't mind "
A gift for me ? When it's nearing Christmas time ? Well.. it's makes sense, I suppose, but it's still a surprise.
" Oh ? Interesting.. ? "
He dug through his bag and pulled out a notebook, pencils and pens and handed them over to me, I couldn't believe my eyes... I may seem a bit weird but.. I'm genuinely so happy, I've not felt this happy in so long !!
I know it's just some writing material, but it's still a gift, and I love it, too !! It's perfect for writing down ideas and how I feel ! It's perfect !!!! And it's also the type of notebook I love using, I've used that brand before.
I placed them on the table and immediately hugged 1313 tightly, he chuckled and patted my back, I feel so happy that I would bounce if I could
" I'm.. glad ya like it ! "
" Yes- yes of course ! Thank you so much !!!! "
He let go of me and gave me a thumbs up before walking away while wishing me a good day
I can't believe it... I never thought something like this would happen ever again but now it has !!! I don't care if it's just a notebook and writing instruments, they make me happy.
And I guess my experience here has made me sort of more.. prone to being really happy when something good happens ?? I'm not sure if there's a word for it, but that's who I've become now
Hmm.. I wonder what the others got ?
Whatever
Right now, I feel perhaps it's best to write down how I feel, maybe use this as a diary ?
I can write down what I feel just like how Specimen 4 does from what I know.. at last.. another way to express myself !!!
Specimen 3s:
I can smell her.. it's 1313.. oh one who smells like the sea.. what does he want ??
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BEFOREMATH (SJSM fanfic)
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