BEFOREMATH (SJSM fanfic)

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Ringu:

" Stop resisting "
I clawed, I scratched, I bit, but nothing was working, these weird humans had me trapped, I don't know how they did it but.. they did..
I tried phasing through them but their coats are ghost-proof !! I can't get through them
Technology has advanced so much in the past centuries, but sometimes I sure don't fucking like it, but I guess I have no choice, I'll have to let them take me, all my methods and spells have failed, they're always a step ahead of me and I don't know how

Are they even human ??? They look human but that's about it..

They threw me into a room and shut the door, I took a look around to see my surroundings.. I'm in a school.. within a mansion ?? It looks similar to the last school I was in.. is this really it ??? Did they somehow replecate that school I was just in before they fucking kidnapped me ?!
This-
What-
Have they been stalking me ?! What's the meaning behind all of this ?!
I've been on this earth for many years but never has anything like this happened to me..

I nervously moved around, all the lockers, chairs, chalkboards, desks, the hallways, the posters, the books, it's all exactly the same.. was i just having a nightmare and I woke back up in the school ??? It had to be-

"Experimentation will begin shortly, we will give you a moment to observe your surroundings "

Ok- nope- this isn't a dream, I've actually been kidnapped, I've actually been taken into some mansion.. and could it be that same mansion.. that same haunted and cursed mansion ???
I hadn't put much thought or care to it, the amount of silly haunted mansion stories I've heard is ridiculous and only s very few of them actually turn out to be true... The way people talked about this mansion.. I genuinely thought it was another bluff.. but it isn't- it's real- and I can feel a strange, dark energy in here, there's something here that's much bigger and much more powerful than I am, I've felt this sort of presence, I've felt this aura before.. I'm definitely in danger, doesn't matter what spells and tricks I know, I'm absolutely not safe here..

And

And if I'm not alone

That means there's others here who are in danger

They
They need

They need someone to save them they need it they need a savior they need it

I can help

I can help them

I'll protect them, I'll protect my children forever

I can feel my chest tightening, I could feel myself starting to cry a little.
I heard the door shut, I turned around immediately, and there was a woman in a dirty outfit, she looked pale.. she looks so miserable and defeated, now's my chance

I rushed towards the woman, ignoring the voice on the speaker and the two other people in the room, I bit into her and she screamed
Some people don't understand
But they will soon
They don't understand that this is good for them that I can keep them safe

Soon enough, I was able to swallow them whole, I could feel them in my womb.. they're safe now..
I won't bother with those other two, they're likely not in danger but
They are the danger
They're the ones who sent me here in the first place ! They could be the reason why this place is terrible

" SPECIMEN 4 !! Listen to the instructions!!! Do not attack the- "
I don't care what they want to say, I'm doing what's best, I know what's best, and what's best is IF THEY DIE
THEY'RE THE ONES RNDANGERING MY CHILDREN !!

I attempted to rush towards the lab person who was next to the woman before, the other one tackled me before I could do anything

I bit

I kicked

I punched

I scratched

I clawed

But they wouldn't budge, it's like they're wearing some sort of armor
No wonder that woman looked terrible, they're super strong, they must have done something to her

" Ringu, any further attempts at harming the lab assistants will result in punishment "
" WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO, HUH ?! " I screeched as loud as I could, my stomach started to hurt, getting slammed to the floor while carrying your child is, by common sense, not ideal
" You care a lot for children.. so I reccomend you listen to us or we'll kill the baby "

... They
They wouldn't-
No not again
I can't lose my child once more-

The other lab person held a tazer and pointed to my womb, I stared at them, and then at me womb

I stopped resisting.. I stopped fighting
I can't... I can't handle this
How dare they threaten my child.. why.. no no I don't wanna lose another baby, I CAN'T !! I won't allow it..
I can't bear to see my baby die before me again..

The tackler let go and got off of me, I laid there and started to sob, burying my face into the floor..
Children dying.. threatening a child.. it brings back so many awful memories, even after almost 700 years.. that pain will never leave me.. and how did they know to use that against me anyway ?! How do they know so much about me.. how could they know that was such a weak point for me.. and what kind of monster would dare to even do such a thing.. a child is a precious being who must be protected at all costs and I will not stand for child harm of any kind

Obviously I support abortion, but I don't support forced abortions, those are two different things

" Hm.. Specimen 4 is, so far, our most impulsive one, shockingly enough, is the second least violent out of all the other specimen we have "
Ringu- my name is Ringu-
Why are they calling me that ?! Why are they saying I'm a specimen ?! I'm RINGU !!!

I would fight back and speak up for myself but.. right now.. I just don't feel so well..

I heard the door closr, those lab people are gone...
I looked at my womb and I.. realize what I've done...
Please, if anyone is out there.. send help.. please..