BEFOREMATH (SJSM fanfic)

What ?

Specimen 3s:

Who the hell was that ?? I saw them through a window but as soon as they saw me, they started running.
They don't look like a GLA, or a test subject, I think that might be a new wanderer ? Haven't seen one of those things in a while.
I hope that means we can get out of this here room and run after them, I'm getting bored and my energy levels aren't satisfied by this room alone

God, if only 1313 was still here, she'd know what to do, she'd know how to help us, but NOOOO as soon as we have something we like and feel comfortable with, it gets ripped away from us just like that !! Unbelievable !!
Tch.. whatever, I should've expected something like this to happen anyway, they don't care for us and they hate it whenever we have fun, so of course they'd take away one of the things we love, they hate us more than anything..

Whatever, maybe I should try to get out and check out whoever that was, I'm getting rrreeeeaaally hungry and these dumb experiments only made my thirst for food worse, I NEED something goddamnit !!
I " clawed " at the door for what felt like forever, my little legs haven't done much to the steel door, and ramming into it only gave me a headache, but I'm not giving up ! I want my food !! Come OOOON why won't any of these stupid assistants notice me already ?!
Three sighed and looked at me, clearly annoyed and judging me, " fhgghcjjkkllarrrrrr ? [ You know that won't work, right ? ] "
I scoffed and kept attacking the door, I'm not going to respond to someone as prissy as her, I've got more important things to do and that's to bring us the lunch we rightfully deserve

Two slowly came up next to me and watched worryingly, everytime he tried to get one of his legs close he'd end up flinching and cowering instead, he whimpered and backed up a bit, checking the window " lllllarrfffsgrchjjn... [ This is a bad idea.. ] "
Nope, not going to respond, I've got a mission and if these two won't help me then so be it, I've already been banned from traveling between rooms to see the other specimen, I won't let myself be barred from food ! No way !! Never Ever !!

Two gasped and scuttled away, Three perked up and started to slowly back up, I guess that means they must've heard or saw someone, so that means my plan is working, I just gotta keep being agressive and I'll get the attention I need !! And maybe I can sneak past them and run off..
I saw the door open, but just as I was about to bulldoze past the guy, Three held me back, I squirmed and tried to kick and scratch her but she's oddly strong. The lab assistant looked down and glared at me, he crossed his arms and shook his head, I growled and glared back, " what do you want ?! Are you hungry ?! ", I just nodded, he thought for a bit and then looked down the hall, " there's a new wanderer, go fetch, but you better come back or you're joining the other failed Specimen 3s !! "
And just like that, I was free from Three's grasp and ran off down the hall )- One

They broke off from me and ran away, I rolled my eyes and started to shuttle away, the lab assistant slammed the door shut and left, the sudden sound of the door slamming startled Two.
I was about to go to sleep and just wait for One to get into trouble again, but I felt Two tap me, I perked up and stared at him, feeling annoyed and bothered, I sighed heavily, " hhhhlllllrrrarrrrr... [ What do you want ] ? "
Two tapped his legs together nervously, " ffffrrrrrfffffffggraaerr [ do you miss 1313 ? ] ? "
I raised a brow, ugh.. he's asked me this before, it's so annoying
" Rrrrrafff. Hhhhhllllllarrrrrrrr [ yes. Now let me sleep ]. "
" Rrrr.. rrrrrruuuuuuuurrrfff [ yea.. I just want some comfort ] "
I sighed again, even more annoyed, fiiiiine..

I held him gently and patted him, he snuggled into the embrace, but I honestly just need some rest, I don't need to be a therapist, as if dealing with One everyday wasn't bad enough..
I don't want Two to be sad but jesus, he's not my responsibility, and I do care for him, I just don't want to be bothered right now.
" Ffffrah. Ffffrrrrrrrrrrrr.... [ There. Now let me sleeeeep.... ] "
Two nodded and scuttled away quickly, I can tell he was close with 1313, but I'm not going to be replacing her anytime soon, besides, it's not like we knew her that long anyway, I'm sure we'll all get over it eventually, especially since she's been dead for so long now )- Three

.. maybe I annoyed her ?
Yea, I most definitely did.
I'm sorry, I needed someone to hold me like how she would but maybe I shouldn't keep rellying on her and One to do that, they weren't as close with her so they don't really understand why I feel the way I do, they probably think I'm really weird for wanting cuddles.. and maybe I am.
And I'm a little scared for One, they're really reckless and I'm scared they'll hurt themself, I know they don't care for me much but I care for them... They and Three are basically my siblings, of course I want them to be okay, even if they do get angry at me

Maybe I should just sleep it off or chew on something to pass the time, I am starting to get really hungry, too..
I hope One leaves some food for us, I won't be surprised if they don't but they did go after that human without any help so I won't be mad.. I hope they eat well.
I just
Want to rest, I want everything to be okay, but I've been wanting this for so long and it's never happened so I don't know why I'm still holding out for something.. maybe I should adapt and learn my siblings' behavior ? But I don't think I'm brave enough to be like them.. )- Two