BEFOREMATH (SJSM fanfic)

Doodles ?

Specimen 5:

I grabbed the art supplies the nice blue hair lady gave me and started drawing, most of what I've been doing since I got here is drawing
I've been here 7 months now according to the weird small green thing with a face
There's also other people here
A green goopy funny man
Spiderpedes ?
A ghost
And a puppet !
I... Don't know if I want to meet them, I'm kind of scared to
Well.. I've seen one of those spiderpedes once, they came in through the top part of my room, they scared me a lot and then they ran away

I feel bad.. but I don't know what to do if I saw them again
I'm scared of everyone here ! I don't even know some of those other people I just described ! But I'm still scared ! I'm even still a little scared of 1313.. she apologized, she made it clear she didn't want any part of this, and she loves being nice and hugging me.. but I'm still afraid.. I don't like humans, except for 1313, humans did bad things to me.. they're still doing bad things, 1313 is the only good one here.. 77 is really mean.. nya's one of the worst if not the worst human I've ever met

I just wanna draw right now to clear my head.. I'm tired.. I'm stressed.. I just wanna leave or maybe have 1313 hug and hold me.. she gives very good hugs.. I love her hugs, they feel really nice and warm and comforting and soft.. maybe because humans are soft and warm.

Doodling time... But what do I draw ? Should I draw the nice lady ? She likes my drawings.. I should make her something nice ! Yeah ! She deserves it !!!
Over the years, I've been drawing a lot, I've been practicing as much as I can, it's a good coping mechanism and it makes me happy and it's fun.. so I've naturally gotten better and better
I've drawn humans only a few times so.. maybe I can try-

The door slammed open, I yelped, nearly tearing up the paper in my "hand", the sounds of footsteps got louder as they came closer, I grabbed my sword and stumbled upwards, it was 77..
Nya looked at me and then at the paper and art supplies on the floor, nya raised an eyebrow and looked at me, expecting me to respond.. but respond to what ??? What do I say ??
I stood still, holding my sword out, shaking a bit, 77 rolled nyas eyes after a bit and pointed to the mess, " where did you get this ? "
" Rrrr...rrrrRRRAAAH !!! " yea right, like I'll ever tell nyan anything
77 looked angry now, crossing nyas arms " answer me !!! "
" RRRRRRAAAAAAHHH !!!! " I yelled, trying to get nyan to go away, nya huffed and pulled out a tazer, " last chance.. "

I thought about it.. I've been electrocuted before, and it really does hurt a lot.. but I don't want them to hurt 1313 !! She's too good for them !! I won't allow them to do anything
I shook my head and growled, gripping my sword tightly, 77 immediately jabbed the tazer at my sword, shocking the sword and me
Ow ow ow--
I fell onto the floor, dropping my blade, occasionally twitching from the literal shock, 77 tapped nyas foot and tisked, shaking nyas head, looking dissapointed, but slowly, a smile crept onto nyas face, " such a simple order and you wouldn't follow it.. now.. I wasn't going to take any of that as much as I'd like to.. but it's still good to know how you got it, and if you're not willing to answer me then I hope the next experiments will be endurable for you "
77 crouched down, looking at me through the gate, " if a GLA gave it to you, we wouldn't haem them.., simply give them a harsh warning as to not give unauthorized items to specimen, now.. " nya clicked the tazer again " was it one of us ? "

I don't know if nya's telling the truth.. I'm too scared to fess up
I shook my head
" Did you steal it ? "
I shook my head
" Did you find it ? "
I nodded
" Where ? "
I panicked- this is where my lie has taken me, but what do I do now ?? I didn't think this through.. no I didn't even think at all !!
I pointed towards the floor, it has holes and there's a latch to go down into the floor.. uhh-
" You found it in there ? "
I nodded
" Tch.. must be another case of useless items dropped from wanderers appearing randomly again.. whatever.. " and so, 77 got up and left, slamming the door on nyas way out

I sighed in relief and laid there
It's uh
Going to be a while before I can get up again but that's ok ! 1313 is safe and okay and that's all I care about !! Ow-