"What are you talking about?" I ask, confusion and worry rushing though me.
"I'm dead Grace" he snaps, eyes finally meeting mine "I can't reproduce!"
I'm stepping backwards as his words sink in, my back hits the wall and I slide down it.
"No, no, no" I say over and over "it's yours Crowley, it has to be yours" I pull my knees up to my chest and hold my head in my hands as I begin to cry.
"I can't have children Grace!" He yells
"Then it's a miracle" I say panic setting in, "it has to be, you're in a human body, maybe there's a way for you to..."
"It can't be mine" he hisses interrupting my ramblings "you're carrying the devil's child"
I sob. He doesn't comfort me. He doesn't speak. But he doesn't leave either.
"What am I going to do?" I sob, wiping away tears as I look up at him.
"How could you Grace?" He whispers "how could you do that to me again"
"You'd left me" I babble "he rescued me, I needed comfort, he was there"
"How can you find comfort in him" he asked hurting "you said you didn't feel like that for him anymore"
"I don't" I told him, and I meant it, I might have when I slept with him, but that was before I realised he was lying to me. "I mean I didn't think I did, and then I did, and now I dont"
"You're not making sense" he groaned
"None of this makes sense" I cried
"Are you saying you've had feelings for him this whole time?" He yells
"Not this whole time" I whimper
"Did breaking the bond make any difference?" He asks, sounding hurt.
"I thought it had" I sigh "but seeing him again, I realised they were just below the surface, I'd been ignoring them, convincing myself the bond had severed all ties to him" I continued "and then when he rescued me, the damb broke and everything I felt came flooding out"
"Wait a minute, You mean you've seen him before that night?" Crowley snapped, I nodded
"He came to me in a dream a couple times and then turned up here, that's why I got Dean to ward it against angels, to keep him out" I confessed,
"Why didn't you tell me?" He whispered "we were still together then"
"I'm sorry Crowley" I sobbed "we weren't in a good place"
"So everytime we have a row you're going to run off to the devil?" He yells
"Please stop yelling" I cry
"I'm angry" he yells, but then lowers his tone "you've been lying to me and sneaking around behind my back, how the hell do you expect me to react"
"As soon as I found out it was him leading the demons against you I left" I told him "he lied to me, he took advantage of me whilst I was vulnerable and hurting"
"But you let him" he snapped
"I had to help Sam" I sobbed, trying to justify my actions
"You said he asked for a kiss" he shot back "kisses don't make babies Grace"
"Please don't hate me" I whisper
"I can't even look at you" he sighs "you're growing part of him inside you"
"It doesn't have to be his" I tell him "he doesn't have to know"
"But I know" he yells
Charlie rushes in at the sound of shouting. She must have just got back.
She rushes to me, grabbing my dressing gown to wrap round my shoulder since I'm not wearing a shirt.
"What the hell have you done to her?" She yells at Crowley
"Who the hell are you?" He shouts back,
"Stop shouting" I cry "Crowley please understand"
"What do you want me to say Grace" he sighs "you can't expect me to be okay with this"
"But I love you" I sob,
"That obviously isn't enough" he replies and I hear the break in his voice "I love you Grace, and I would never do what you have done"
"Crowley please" I beg,
"Cant you see you're upsetting her!" Charlie exclaims
"Upsetting her!?" Crowley snaps "she is not the victim in this"
"I'm sorry Crowley" I sob
"I can't do this" he tells me and storms out of the room.
"You need to calm down" Charlie whispers as I hyperventilate "it's not good for the baby"
"Charlie this is such a mess" I cry
"He's not worth your tears" she tells me "you don't need him"
"I do" I whisper
"If he can't step up and be a father, you're better off without him" he tells me, clearly missing the point.
"You don't understand" I tell her "It's not his" I sob, clinging on to her,
"What?" She asks shocked "You said you only slept with one person"
"I know" I reply "I only slept with him once, it was a mistake, how can this have happened" I wine
"Shhhh it's okay" she soothes "these things happen all the time, he'll forgive you, he'll come around"
"You don't understand" I whispered "this is bad Charlie really bad"
"You're overreacting Grace, how bad can it be?" She laughs "was he that much of a bad one night stand? Was he ugly?" I shook my head,
"He was the devil" I manage to say
She laughs, not realising I'm being serious.
"No Charlie" I say seriously "the actual devil" her eyes widen "I am having Lucifer's baby" she falls away from me, taking it in.
"Shit" is all she says
We both sit there in silence for a while, when I finally stop crying she speaks.
"Grace" she whispers, I look at her "I think we need to call Sam and Dean.
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Crowley/Lucifer FanFiction
Fanfiction"Well hello" he grinned in his smooth english accent. The sound of which sent shivers down my spine for all the right reasons. "Boys aren't you going to introduce me?" he asked Sam and Dean. Grace might think Crowley is the man for her, but what wi...
