Crowley/Lucifer FanFiction

I'm ok

I sat in my car as the realisation hit me that this was Bobby's scrap yard, my dad's scrap yard. 

Why would Sam come here?

Dean's Impala screeched to a stop beside me and he climbed out, followed by Castiel......and Crowley.

"What's he doing here?" I asked at the same time as Crowley said,

"Grace you're ok?" 

Dean looked from me to Crowley with an eyebrow raised and then back at me, his hand reaching to stroke my bruised eye, 

"Ok?" Dean exclaimed looking back at Crowley "Look at the state of her, what the hell happened" he grabbed my wrists and turned them over in his hands, examining the bandages. 

"I'm ok" I told him, pulling away "I'll tell you later, we need to focus on Sam"

"I'm not sensing any demons" Crowley told us, 

"Why is he here?" I asked Dean

"This is where we saved him last time" Dean sighed "Bobby always knew what to do, hopefully being here is a sign he wants help"

Dean went in first, then Castiel, then me, then Crowley.

"Grace.." Crowley whispered

"Now is not the time" I hissed,

We eventually found him locked in the devils trap bunker that Bobby had built. He was screaming and banging on the walls, begging us to let him out. 

"Who locked him in here?" Dean asked, I shrugged, he raised an eyebrow at me "Grace who gave you his coordinates?" 

"Does it matter" I snapped "We've found him"

"Grace what did you do?" he asked

"What's he talking about?" Crowley asked, but I ignored him. 

"Can we just focus on saving Sam?" I groaned 

"He's safe, he needs to detox and let the blood work its way out of his system" Dean explained "Right now there's nothing else we can do except wait"

"But he sounds in pain" I replied "Is there nothing we can do?" Dean shook his head, we followed him back upstairs to the kitchen.

"Now start talking" he demanded, so I told him what had happened 2 nights ago, up until the point Ruby left. 

"You left her!" Dean yelled at Crowley,

"It wasn't that simple" he exclaimed, 

"You refused to turn the crown over in exchange for her" Dean yelled

"If I agreed to those terms they would have taken Hell and killed us both anyway" he yelled, which was the conclusion I had come to. 

"You still saved yourself and left me" I glared at him,

"Sweetheart I couldn't well save you if I was dead could I" he sighed

"Like you said, I'm just some human you've gone soft on" I laughed sarcastically,

"I came back with 10 times more men and made a bargain with a witch to ensure I wouldn't be killed" he yelled "but you were already gone"

"I think you two should talk" Dean interrupted, "I'll go on Sam watch" and he disappeared back down the stairs. 

"You came back for me?" I asked surprised,

"Of course love" he smiled "you didn't actually believe I would leave you"

"You did leave me" I told him "and the things you said really hurt"

"Grace I couldn't let them know how much you really mean to me" he sighed

"Crowley you said you were incapable of love" I reply 

"I thought I was" he said "until you"

"They tried to force themselves on me Crowley" I whispered, his eyes grew wide "Even if you came back, it would have been to late to stop that"

"I'll kill them" he growled

"I got away before they could" I interrupted,

"How?" he asked "when we returned and you had gone, I went to your apartment, but you weren't there either"

"It doesn't matter" I sighed "I'm ok"

"Grace what did Dean mean when he asked what you had done to get those coordinates?" Crowley asked, suspicion and accusation lacing his tone. 

"I don't know" I lied "They were on a note that had been pushed under my apartment door" I could tell he knew I was lying, but he didn't push it in this moment. He stepped towards me and pulled me against him,

"I'm glad you're ok" he whispered, kissing the side of my head. 

I headed down the stairs and joined Dean on the bench next to Sam's cell door. 

"How's he holding up?" I asked

"Not good" sighed Dean "It's worse than last time and that nearly killed him"

I sighed

"How're you holding up?" he asked, taking my hand "I know it must be hard for you being here"

"I've not actually had chance to think about it" I try to laugh but it sounds pathetic "Too much going on in my head"

"It was Lucifer wasn't it?" he asked, my eyes meet his "Lucifer saved you, Lucifer gave you the coordinates" I nodded "Grace what did he make you do?"

"He didn't make me do anything" I reassured him, he raised an eyebrow at me, 

"He wanted a kiss Dean" I told him, not actually lying "After saving my ass it didn't seem much of a price for saving Sam too"

"You shouldn't have had to do that" he groaned "I should have found another way, I shouldn't have even asked you to go to him, I'm supposed to protect you both"

"Dean" I whispered "It's ok, we're both ok, it's going to be ok" He didn't seem convinced but hugged me anyway. 

I decided to go back upstairs to have a look around my dads home, Crowley was leaning against the door frame at the top of the stairs. 

"You kissed him?" Crowley asked, he'd been listening

"You weren't supposed to hear that" I sighed, carrying on walking into the living room.

"So what you just weren't going to tell me?" he asked, following me. "Just carry on like nothing happened"

"Carry on?" I asked "Crowley after the other night, there is no carrying on for us"

"What are you talking about?" he exclaimed

"You think we can just go back to normal after all those things you said, after putting hell before me" I continued

"We've just talked about this" he replied confused

"You were worried about letting them know how you really feel about that human you've gone sodt" I told him "You don't need to worry anymore, I'm sorry for being such an inconvenience" 

"So you cheat on me and I'm the bad guy?" he yells

"I didn't cheat on you" I snapped "as far as I was concerned, as soon as you left me there, we were done"

"So that's it?" he asked

"Go back to your precious hell Crowley!" I yelled.

And he did.