Crowley/Lucifer FanFiction

Reality Check

Tears were streaming down my face the pain was unbearable. The name I cried while I was hurting wasn't that of the man beside me though, 

"Crowley" I cried out, he appeared within seconds, scooped me up into his arms,

"Gracie wait" Lucifer called as he tried to reach for me, but Crowley had already transported me home. 

"Grace what's wrong?" he asked as he lay me on the bed, stroking my face,

"It's breaking" I gasped "The bond is breaking" 21 years of feelings, dreams, and god knows what else was being ripped out of me, I had no idea it would hurt this much. I soon passed out from the intense pain.

"Hey" I croaked, as I looked up through bleary eyes, as Crowley ran a cold sponge across my forehead. He threw it to one side once he realised I was awake and ran his hand over my cheek.

"Hello darling" he smiled "god I don't ever want to see you go through pain like that again" I placed my hand over his,

"I'm glad you came" I whispered

"Sweetheart I will always come when you call" he promised, kissing my forehead. "How do you feel?" he asked,

"fine" I told him "at the minute I don't feel any different, not about you anyway"

"That's because what we have is real" he smiled and kissed me softly. 

"I love you" I whispered.

"I love you too Grace" he replied, laying down beside me so I could snuggle into him.

"What if nothing has changed?" I whispered

"Shhhh my sweet you need to rest" he whispered bath stroking my hair, he didn't have an answer and I knew he was just as scared as me of the possibility that I really did care for the devil. 

Just as I was finally drifting off, Crowley's phone rang. We both let out a sleepy groan. 

"Tell them you're busy" I groaned annoyed as I shifted further on top of my man, pinning him to the bed. I felt the vibration beneath me as he chuckled, putting the phone to his ear.

"What?!" he answered sounding annoyed, I could hear Dean's voice on the other end of the phone. 

"What do you mean you lost him?!" he yelled "MORONS!" and hung up. I began kissing his neck to calm him, he closed his eyes and sighed at my touch. 

"What's wrong?" I whispered seductively 

"Absolutely nothing" he gasped, melting into my embrace.

"No really?" I giggled,

"Lucifer is gone" he sighed "the boys were waiting for me to tell them you were here and then they were supposed to capture him to continue with the plan of putting him back in his cage"

"We'll find him" I replied, feeling slightly concerned about him, which unnerved me. 

"Why do I feel like you hope we don't" he asked, lifting my chin to look at him. 

"Crowley I want him back in that cage just as much as you do" I smiled, feeling like I might be lying a little. But I convinced Crowley and he kissed me softly, the sensation sent tingles all over my body, I guess now that my body wasn't conflicted by the bond, I would feel things with him that I hadn't before. It made me growl in the back of my throat.

"Sweetheart" he smirked, I silenced him by kissing him back, there were fireworks and my whole body craved him. I ripped open his shirt and his eyes glazed over in lust as I left a trail of wet kissed down his torso. "I'm not going to sleep with you after you just fucked the devil" he sighed, pushing me away. I sat up in shock, slightly hurt. 

"I'm going to shower" I exclaimed storming into the bathroom.

"Grace please" Crowley called after me "I didn't mean to upset you, please understand" 

"I'm not upset" I called through the bathroom door, I didn't get a response. I wasn't upset, I understood where he was coming from, but he had made me realise how dirty I felt. 

"talk to me" he pleaded, I could tell he was leaning against the door,

"The sex with Lucifer was good because I wanted him, because of the bond, now that, that is gone, even though I still care for him and I'm sorry Crowley but I do, not in the same way I care for you but enough that I don't want him to get hurt, he's just not at the back of my mind all the time like he was before and the aching inside me to be with him is gone" I explained, "But the realisation of what I've done, sleeping with someone other than you, makes me feel sick, used and dirty" I jumped at the sound of water falling behind me, turning to see Crowley starting the shower. What was it with him and appearing in my showers unannounced.

"Well then let's get you cleaned up" he smiled, I did too and ran into his arms. 

"I'm sorry" I whispered, 

"It's not your fault honey" he replied kissing the top of my head, "you did what you had to, to be free" Since I was already naked, I climbed in the shower. The hot water washed over me and I instantly felt more relaxed. I bit my lip as I watched Crowley remove his clothes, this would be the first time we showered with him being naked. He gazed at me seductively, eyebrow raised in amusement at the effect he had on me. As soon as he stepped into the shower, my hands found his body, as I explored like I'd never touched him before. He closed his eyes and my touch as his strong arms found my shoulders and he pulled me into him, holding me like I might fall away as the water ran over us. He placed a finger under my chin making me look at him, he pressed his lips to mine and I melted into him, letting him take control. He reached for the soap and began massaging it into my skin, making sure every inch of me received some attention. 

I decided to return the favour, I took the soap from him, receiving a smirk as I filled my hands with the cool liquid. I kissed him softly as I ran my hands over his back and torso, lathering him up, he bit my lip as I massaged the soap onto him now very hard erection, just because he wasn't going to sleep with me, didn't mean I couldn't pleasure him in other ways. I slid my hand around to his pert bottom, massaging the soap in there too, before falling to my knees and running my hands up and down his legs, I knew I was making them weak, my face level with his throbbing cock, hot breath teasing it. 

"Grace" he whined, I bit my lip pleased with myself, "Please" I didn't need telling twice, I immediately took his full length in my mouth and he gasped, grabbing my hair to steady himself as I started with fast motions, making him moan loud, as I felt him close I slowed my rhythm, teasing him, flicking my tongue against the tip, making him twitch more, he giggled, knowing what I was doing. "come here" he whispered, I slowly pulled my lips from his cock and stood to face him. "bend over" he whispered seductively, the command in his voice making my already wet core, pool. 

"I thought you said you wouldn't sleep with me" I giggled, placing my hands against the wall to brace myself as I bent over. 

"I'm not" he whispered, running his fingers across my arse cheeks, "I'm going to remind you who you belong to" I gulped, incredibly turned on. He spanked my arse hard, making me moan loud, I reached between my legs and began pumping his cock as his hand connected with my arse again.

"Fuck Crowley" I yelled out in pleasure

"You do you belong too?" demanded, voice shaking slightly as my hand continued to work on his shaft. 

"You Crowley" I moaned as he spanked me again, 

"Tell me" he groaned, I knew he was close

"I'm yours!" I screamed, as his hand connected harder than before, and he came in my hand, moaning in pleasure, stroking what I imagined to be a very red mark on my arse. I stood and turned to face him, wincing in pain as the water hit my raw butt cheek. I wrapped my arms around his neck and his lips crashed into mine, pinning me to the wall, the kiss became more urgent and passionate until he bit my lip and pulled away, resting his forehead against mine. 

"God I love you" he smiled breathlessly

"I love you Crowley" I giggled, kissing the tip of his nose.