Shower Sex

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As soon as he was naked, he lifted me into his arms and thrust inside me hard. I had to bite his shoulder to stop myself crying out in both pain and pleasure.

He pulled fully out of me and thrust in again and again and again.

"Turn around and bend over" he whispered, setting me on my feet. I wasn't sure my legs would hold me but I did as I was told, holding onto the edge of the bath for support.

Every thrust made me moan, it felt so deep, I thought my legs were going to buckle.

"Crowley" I moaned, he looped his arm under my stomach to hold me up, his other hand on the wall above me.

"Fuck Grace I've missed you" he moaned,

"Show me" I wined, making him thrust harder and faster until we both had to bit our lips to muffle our cries of pleasure as the wave of euphoria hit us.

I sat under the running water, my legs too much like jelly to stand. Crowley crouched above me, tilting my head up and planting a soft kiss on my lips.

"Just sex" he smirked

"Just sex" I smiled

And that happened everytime I had a shower for the next week.

By then Sam had made peace with his demons and was ready to go home.

I followed the boys to the bunker,

"You don't have to come in Grace" Sam told me "I'm sure you're ready to get home"

"I'm in no rush" I told him "I'm just enjoying having you back.....unless you want me to leave?"

"No please stay" Dean interrupted

"Are you just saying that because you want me to cook" I quizzed

"Yes" Dean said, at the same time Sam said no. We all laughed.

"I'll cook enough to last a few days" I promised, it was no trouble, I liked cooking and at least I would know they were fed.

"Thanks Grace" Sam laughed as Dean carried their bags to their rooms.

Sam was still pretty weak from going cold turkey on the demon blood.

He was also still very vulnerable so the bunker had to be a demon free zone, Crowley was officially barred.

Castile had been on a demon killing spree trying to find Ruby, which didn't displease Crowley as it meant all the demons conspiring against him were being slaughtered by someone else's hand and he could plead ignorance.

I prepped several different meals for the boys and froze/refrigerated them. Seeing their fridge and freezer stocked pleased me.

I watched a film with them before I made my excuses and gave them both the biggest hugs.

"I'm heading to bed anyway" Sam yawned "Call us tomorrow" I nodded and kissed his cheek, watching him disappear down the hall like he might break.

"I hate leaving him" I sighed "I'm so scared that I'll wake up tomorrow and he'll still be gone"

Dean hugged me in response.

"Hey can we talk" he asked as I was about to leave.

"Sure" I smiled and he followed me outside.

"I haven't actually properly thanked you for whatever you did to get Sam back" Dean started

"You don't have to thank me Dean" I interrupted "You guys are family I'd do anything for you"

He sighed in relief avoiding one awkward conversation before diving into another.

"So are you going home for a shower or was that just while we were at Bobby's"

"Oh my god you heard us?" I groaned mortified that he knew what was going on in the shower.

"Of course" he laughed "I mean noone showers for that long and you weren't quiet"

"Dean I'm so sorry" I told him, "it's not what you think"

"That's what I was worried you'd say" he sighed "I just don't want to see you get hurt"

"I'm a big girl" I told him "I know what I'm doing"

"Do you?" He asked accusingly "because it seems you always want whichever one of them you don't have"

"It's not like that" I groaned, hating how what he said had some truth to it "I'll be ok"

"If you say so" he laughed

I have him a hug and climbed into my car, I could see him in my rear view mirror watching me drive away until he blended in with the road in the distance.

I was ready to get back in my own bed.

"You're home" Crowley spoke as I stepped out of the bathroom and into my bedroom.

"I am" I smiled "Would have been polite of you to knock before appearing in my bedroom"

"Don't pretend you didn't miss me in that shower of yours" he teased, I bit my lip.

"What are you doing here?" I asked

"Like you need to ask" he smirked, "I thought it be nice to be able to have sex in a bed without worrying about being too loud"

"Hmmm" I smiled, walking over to the bed. "I think I'd like that" I dropped my towel and crawled on top of him.

"You know I've seen a lot more of you this last week than I did when we were dating" I whispered

"That's because it's just sex" he replied "I don't have to feel bad about leaving straight after"

My heart betrayed me in that moment, his words stung. It was me who had said I just wanted sex, so I couldn't be mad. But my feelings for him hadn't gone away.

"Maybe we shouldn't tonight" he suggested, as if he heard my thoughts

"No I want to" I whispered, kissing him.

"I'm going a way for a while" he told me inbetween kisses

"You don't have to tell me" I replied "We aren't dating remember"

"I know" he nodded, rolling me over so he was on top "I just wanted you to let you know"

"When?" I asked unbuttoning his shirt,

"Tomorrow" he replied, I wanted to ask where, but that would be too many questions for someone who didn't care.

"Enough talking then" I told him, ripping the last few buttons of his shirt open.

I'd like to say it was just sex, just like the other times, but I think because we both knew we wouldn't see each other for a while, we took more time and care. We didn't fuck, we made love.

Shit.

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