Crowley/Lucifer FanFiction

Should have known better

I was right when I said I wouldn't be able to stop at a kiss, we made love right there by the fire. 

We lay on the rug under a blanket, I had my head on his chest as he played with my hair. 

"Why did you stay here?" I asked him, "after what happened here"

"You think that one terrible moment would overshadow what was the best night of my life" he replied, "This place reminds me of the best moments we spent together, not the worst"

I was glad he couldn't see my face because I was blushing. 

Next thing I knew, I was waking up alone in bed, a bed I didn't remember getting into, he must have carried me. But I was alone, the duvet was pulled back beside me, like someone had gotten out. I glanced around the room, it must have been Lucifer's, there were items dotted around that I recognised as his. I hadn't expected to wake up alone, so I pulled on one of his shirts and pushed open the door. I was about to call out to him when I heard hushed voices. I crept to the top of the stairs and could see light coming from the dining room. I was halfway down the stairs when I could make out what they were saying. 

"I told you never to come here" Lucifer hissed

"I know but things went south" I recognised the voice but couldn't place it,

"Damn straight they did" he replied "that stunt you pulled last night wasn't part of the plan"

Last night? what was he talking about, I felt sick. 

"The opportunity was too good to pass up" they replied 

"She was never supposed to get involved" he snapped

She?

"I didn't think it would be a problem" they said "she's just a human"

"You better get out of here before I really lose my temper" he growled

"Ok jesus" they scoffed "What is it about this girl that gets everyone so uptight"

"Keep her out of it!" he snarled

"Yes boss" they laughed, that laugh, I recognised that laugh "We'll find another way to take back your thrown"

My whole world crashed around me, they didn't notice me as they made for the front door. 

"It was you" I spoke softly, they were the only words I could force out, I squeezed my eyes shut in an attempt to clear the mist of tears. 

"Grace" Lucifer gasped "It's not what you think"

"well shit" she spoke, now that she was in front of me I didn't know how I hadn't recognised her voice straight away "You're screwing her too!"

"Get the fuck out Ruby" he hissed, she laughed and winked at me as he closed the door behind her. 

"It was you" I said again shouting this time, "They were your demons, you're trying to overthrow Crowley, you've had Sam this whole time"

He ran towards me and tried to reach for me,

"Don't fucking touch me" I cried "God I feel like such an idiot"

"Grace let me explain" he begged "you were never supposed to be collateral"

"How am I supposed to believe anything you say now!" I yelled "You're a fucking liar Lucifer"

"I haven't lied to you Grace" he pleaded

"You haven't told the fucking truth" I scoffed "I should have known better than to believe you actually cared about me"

"Gracie you know how I feel about you" he was crying now too,

"They tried to rape me Lucifer" I snapped "your demon tried to force themselves on me! You're all the same, all you care about is power and you don't care who you hurt to get there!"

"Don't you dare compare me to him!" he snarled

"Why not!" I yelled "You're worse than he is! He might have left me there, but I never would have been there if you hadn't been hell bent on getting rid of him"

"It's not like that and you know it!" he hissed "Lets calm down and talk about this"

"I'm not staying another minute in your company" I exclaimed "Take me home"

"Grace please" he sighed 

"Take me home!" I yelled

He clicked his fingers and we were outside my apartment block. 

"Grace wait" he whispered as I began walking away from him "Tonight was amazing...."

"Tonight was a mistake" I snapped, pulling at the hem of his shirt that only fell to my thighs, suddenly feeling very exposed.

"You don't mean that" he sighed

"You took advantage of me whilst I was vulnerable, knowing you were keeping things from me" I said voice breaking "I thought you'd changed, I should have known better" I closed my eyes to stop the tears flowing, and when I opened them, he was gone. 

I was a mess, I closed my apartment door and fell to the floor sobbing. I didn't think I had anymore tears left. 

I finally managed to drag myself onto the sofa, I didn't want to sleep in the bed where I had dreamt of Lucifer, I didn't want to sleep in the bed that I shared with Crowley. I didn't want to sleep for fear of either of them intruding. 

I must have fallen asleep at some point because I was woke up by the sun shining through the windows, I hadn't shut the blinds. My head throbbed and my eyes stung from all the crying, I trudged into the bathroom, gasping when I saw the face staring back at me, I looked awful. I had a black eye from where the demon had struck me, even without that my eyes were bloodshot and puffy. 

"Guess I'm wearing my hair down today" I sighed to myself, I grabbed some bandage from my cabinet and wrapped it around my wrists, the wounds from them being bound still weeping.

Once I'd finished getting ready, I headed back into the living room, stopping when I noticed an envelope by the front door, someone must have pushed it under. 

My heart grew heavy as I saw the name on the front of the envelope, 'Gracie' only Lucifer called me that. I lay it down on the kitchen table, not ready to open it. 

I made a pot of coffee and drank two mugs before I felt like I could function. 

I sat down on the sofa and opened the envelope, as soon as I read the contents I jumped up, grabbing my phone and keys and rushing out to my car. 

The note had read,

' Forgive me x ' 

followed by coordinates. 

I dialled Deans number,

"Hello" he groaned into the phone, I'd obviously woke him. 

"We've found him Dean" I spoke softly

"What?!" he exclaimed suddenly more awake, I relayed the coordinates.

"Can you and Cas meet me there?" 

"I'm leaving the bunker now" he said, and I could hear him fumbling around, obviously pulling on shoes and grabbing his things. "But Grace those coordinates....."

I'd already cut him off before he could finish. 

I passed the sign for Sioux falls. 

Why did that name sound familiar, I'd never been here. 

Then I pulled to a stop at a scrap yard. 

My dads scrap yard.