Crowley/Lucifer FanFiction

Questions

Lucifer could tell by my facial expression that I was confused as hell. 

"We will explain everything Gracie" he whispered "But you need to focus on getting better first"

I nodded, my eyes once again landing on the girl who had called me Mom. She had my eyes and Lucifer's smile. They was no denying this was my daughter. But I definitely had questions. 

"We should leave her to rest" Sam said, him and Dean standing. Lucifer nodded but I reached out and grabbed his hand, eyes pleading with him. I didn't want to be alone. 

"You boys go home and sleep" he told them "you look like shit, we'll stay with her"

"Like hell" Dean growled "We might have put out differences aside for Grace but I will not leave you alone with her again"

"They aren't alone" Lily spoke

"Dean this isn't the time or place" Sam sighed

"Sammy" Dean groaned 

"I know" Sam sighed "But can't you see Grace wants him here? Look what happened the last time we tried to tell her what to do"

Dean looked defeated, but he leant down and kissed my forehead and reluctantly left with Sam. 

"You should try and sleep too" Lucifer told me, that gave me an idea. I guided his hand to my head and held it there, hoping he understood what I was trying to say. 

"I'll try" he whispered. 

I drifter off and Lucifer found me in my dreams. 

"Luci!" I exclaimed, rushing into his arms. He held me tight, like I might slip away. 

"Grace I'm so happy you're ok" he gasped "I was so worried we were going to lose you, it was touch and go for a while"

"A While?" I asked "Exactly how long have I been out?" 

"Just over a week" he told me 

"A week!" I exclaimed "and we have a teenager?"

"We were shocked too" he chuckled "turns out Nephilim's growth rate is more accelerated than we thought, the reason she didn't grown as fast in your womb was because she was using her powers to keep you alive, that slowed down the process"

"Tell me about her?" I asked 

"Gracie she's incredible" he swooned, "She is so much like you, sweet, funny...." I could tell he was holding something back. 

"But?" I asked concerned 

"She' struggling to control her powers" he sighed

"She's just a baby" I defended "surely that takes time and teaching"

"Yeah of course" he agreed, I could tell there was something bothering him,

"What is it Lucifer?" I asked 

"What if she's like me?" he whispered, not meeting my gaze. 

"What do you mean?" I asked

"Bad, evil, cruel....broken" he replied

"Lucifer that's not who you are" I reassured him, taking his hand "Not really"

"But part of me is" he sighed "What if that's the part of me she got"

"Has something happened?" I asked, not sure I had the full picture.

"She killed someone Grace" he confessed, my face must have spoke a thousand words because he quickly added "It was an accident! she didn't know her own strength and was just trying to protect Sam and Dean, she didn't mean to kill them....it's tearing her apart"