love me until i love myself / l.s

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''Your mother clearly doesn't want us sleeping together.'' Harry said looking at the sleeping arrangement.

''You think?'' Louis asked, pointing at the two beds and Harry chuckles.

''Her house, her rules.'' the younger man shrugged and Louis rolled his eyes, slipping under the covers and Harry took off his shirt, putting on a T-Shirt. He climbed on the other bed and let out a sigh.

''This is weird.''

''Very.'' Harry agreed, turning off the light.

''Goodnight.'' Harry said.

''Night.''

''Wanna push them together?'' Louis asked.

''The beds?''

''Nope.''

''Fuck yeah.'' Harry breathed out. Louis literally jumped into Harry's bed and the younger man giggled at his excitement. He looked like a child, opening his fucking Christmas presents.

''We have to be really quiet. And by 'we', I mean you. We both know how loud you can get.'' Louis said and Harry smirked.

''What? Are you gonna tie me down and boss me around?'' Harry asked.

''That doesn't sound like a bad idea. Maybe when we get back to London.'' Louis said, his hands slipping under Harry's shirt and pulled it over his head, letting it gently drop on the floor. Harry back, arched up because of the soft touch of Louis' cold hands on his skin and shivered a little. Louis leaned in, capturing his lips with Harry's and nibbled a bit at them, as his hands wondered to Harry's hips.

''Oh God.'' they heard a moan from the other side of the wall and looked at each other with their mouths hung open.

''That's Lottie.'' Harry said.

''Ew, ew, ew. I do not need to hear this.'' Louis said, getting off Harry covered his ears with his hands.

''She must have known that these are the only two rooms next to each other and no one else in the house can hear them, except for us. She probably think we're asleep.'' Harry said and laughed a bit at that, while Louis paced around, his hands still on his ears.

''That's my little sister in there. She is doing disgusting things in there. My sister!'' Louis whisper-yelled.

''Disgusting things we should have been doing.'' Harry rolled his eyes, sitting on the bed, a leg crossed over the other.

''There is no way I am fucking you while my sister is doing...that! next to us.''

''Oh come on! You had be all warmed up and now you just dump me? Louis Tomlinson, you are a cruel, shitty, idiotic man.'' Harry scoffed and Louis sighed.

''Harry, my little sister is doing the deed there. I can't do the deed here and have her listen to us. It's weird.'' Louis made a disgusted and Harry laid back on the bed, rolling his eyes and covered his body with the duvet, and turned so he wouldn't have to see Louis.

''Harry, stop acting like a baby. You're being ridiculous.''

''Whatever. Goodnight, Louis.''

''Goodnight.'' Louis scoffed, laying on the bed on his own.

*

''Harry, aren't you even going to talk to me?'' Louis asked, when he saw Harry coming out of the bathroom, one towel around his waist and the other on his hair and walked towards his suitcase to take out his underwear and clothes for the day.

''Are you still upset over what happened last night? Really?'' he asked and Harry scoffed.

''When you get a man half hard, it's common courtesy to let him finish. That was our agreement.'' Harry said and Louis rolled his eyes, walking towards the younger man and hooked a finger on his towel, pulling him closer.

''I can make it up to you, if you want?'' Louis asked, smirking and their lips met, Louis grinning into the kiss and Harry whined against his lips, taking a few steps back and his legs hit the bed and Harry sat down on bed, Louis cupping his cheeks in order to deepen the kiss and Harry moaned, opening his lips wider, allowing the older man to lick into his mouth.

''What?'' Louis groaned, when they heard a knock on the door.

''Mum said breakfast is ready.'' Lottie said and Louis pulled himself up and rolled his eyes, yelling an 'Okay'.

''She gets to have sex and I don't? That's so unfair.'' Louis whined and Harry quickly put on his clothes, smiling.

''We can plan it better tonight.''

''Yeah, if the couple next to us doesn't act like crazy, lovey-dovey rabbits.'' Louis said and Harry giggled, opening the door for them and Louis mumbled something under his breath and headed towards the kitchen, when everyone was gathered.

''I made chocolate chip pancakes!'' Dan said and everyone beamed.

Dan and Johanna got married a couple of years ago and Louis still hadn't gotten used to Dan. He seemed lovely and his other sisters loved him and of course the younger twins did too, since he was their father. However, he really missed his younger sisters and brother too, because with all that travelling and meetings and he was busy in general, so he didn't see them that much. He felt guilty, when his mother would tell him about something new the babies did that day and he wasn't there, but that was just life. Louis took his job very seriously and he liked how hectic and crazy it was.

Until now.

Louis liked how it felt being back home and feeling relaxed for once in his life.

''Coffee?'' Harry asked, but Louis shook his head.

''I'll have some tea.'' he said and Harry looked at him confused.

Louis never had tea. He breathed coffee.

''Are you okay?'' Harry asked, actually sounding concerned and Louis rolled his eyes.

''It's just tea.'' Louis shrugged, as Harry poured him some hot water in his cup and placed the small tea bag in. Louis smiled, thanking him and added a splash of milk, stirring his drink. He raised an eyebrow at Harry, while taking a sip, because the younger boy was just staring intensely at him.

''So?'' Harry asked.

''What? It's just tea. I've drunk tea a million times. Why are you waiting for me to say something?''

''I've been begging you to drink tea for months and you say that you don't like it.'' Harry pouted and Louis chuckled at how cute Harry was acting.

''Must be Doncaster. It makes me love tea.'' Louis simply said.

Maybe being back home did make him feel weird.