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loser

I dont deserve anything
I dont even deserve death
Cause it would bring me the peace
That i should not have
All i want is pain
Cause that's the thing you gain
When youre trying to get closer
Or to reach out for my hand
It's all a fucking mess
Im so goddamn stressed
About all the ways im able
To lose everything i have
And i know i will
It's destiny to fulfill
Im always losing
That's the way
That it has always been
So trust me you dont want
To play my game
Cause i dont want to
But i will fill your veins
With pain
I swear
It's all my fault
But i tried my best
Even thought my body
Fell apart when
My bones started to melt
Cause i love you and
And i don't want you to get hurt