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Last night I figured it was best not to talk to my sister. But this morning, I'm thinking that I need to clear the air with her before I take off.
Tomorrow is Sunday already and both Johnny and I wanna be back over at our place just to get situated.
Jay and I both live in the city, and we started flying out together during holiday vacations. Sometimes we would also hang out and go out. Like we did this week.
He's been moping about Alice since they had that huge fight last week. When we got here to the city, we hung out and partied, got fucked up and needless to say that Jay hooked up.
But not just with anyone.
Nope.
He ended up hooking up with Jackie. That's actually how Olivia and I also ended up fucking around. Which now I'm guessing is also how Hannah found out. Jak must've told her or she saw some text messages.
The second night that we got here, Hannah brought Jackie and Olivia over. At that moment nothing was said or done. Later that night when the girls had left, I called Jack just to see if her brother was still working at the same nightclub and she took it upon herself to hook us up with an entrance. My sister wasn't able to go, she had an early morning.
Johnny and I did ended up going so that's how it all went down.
I stand outside of Hannah's room door, still not sure what to say to her. But I want to at least try.
Slowly, I bring my fist up and knock. It takes her a few seconds, until I hear her footsteps her closer. Hannah unlocks the door and lets out a sigh when she sees that it's me.
I smile. "Can we talk?"
Without answering me, she nods and steps to the side so I can go in, then she shuts it when I take a seat at the edge of her perfectly made bed.
"What's going on?" She asks warily, as she takes a seat on her desk chair. And I'm relieved to hear that she is now calm and doesn't appear to be mad anymore.
"I didn't wanna leave with you mad at me." I sigh. "I'm sorry Han's for being an asshole always messing with your friends."
Hannah sighs in defeat, looking down. "No, I'm sorry for being such a bitch. I shouldn't have went off on you like that. I mean it's not your fault that all the girls, I-" she stops herself from whatever she was gonna say.
"You what?" I ask calmly.
This time she meets my eyes. "That all the girls I bring over end up liking you." She says but something tells me that's not what she originally wanted to say.
Either way the hurt in her voice makes me hurt too.
I don't like knowing that my sister is struggling with shit like this. Because I've seen how guys gravitate to her. But her problem isn't getting men, it's finding women who also like women that way she feels brave enjoy to admit what she is.
