"But I ain't the type to tell you that 'I miss you' shit." - August Alsina
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Can you go to hell for being a bad friend? It sounds like a dramatic ass question, but I'm being honest. I feel like a horrible friend right now.
That's something I've always prided myself on: being a good friend.
Am I a man whore? Yes. But never a liar. I'm always up front and honest with everyone, especially my friends. And the thought that I just broke one of my best friends trust is really eating at me.
Which right now has me not being able to look at Miguel in the eyes. My friends and I are currently down here in the living room, taking turns playing Call Of Duty—even though we should be getting ready for tonight's poker night event for the elementary schools fundraiser—but I just feel so fucking weird and I don't know how to act after what happened with Daisy.
"Are you even listening to me?" Dom asks louder, shaking me from my thoughts. This whole time he's been saying something but I haven't heard shit.
Oops.
I clear my throat. "Uh, yeah... sorry man, I was lost in thought." I answer.
Dom looks at me confused.
While Miguel chuckles on the other couch in the middle of his game match. "Seriously dude, what's up with you, you've been weird these days."
Johnny looks up at me from the floor. But I can't really read his expression. Not sure if I'm imagining it or if he actually looks concerned.
Now that I'm thinking about it, he's been weird these couple of days too. I wonder if something happened to him as well.
"Just been thinking about my sister." I lie. Well if I'm being completely honest, I'm not exactly lying. I have been thinking about Hannah too. "She's going through something and it left me concerned."
Again, it's not a total lie. Since Hannah confessed that she feels scared to come out completely, I've been so worried about her. I want nothing but happiness for my sister. And we've been texting nonstop since I came back.
The talk we had was so helpful for our relationship.
"Oh God, she didn't hookup with Jay did she?" Dom teases.
I can't help but laugh.
"No!" Johnny quickly answers, throwing an empty candy wrapper at Dom. "I'm not gonna hook up with anyone's sister!"
I stiffen. That sounded like a dig.
But it's not because Jay doesn't know anything. I'm just taking it that way because I'm a shitty ass friend and Daisy is like a little sister to Miguel.
"Well, whatever your sister is going through—I hope it's not cancer or anything like that—and that it gets all better for her." Miguel says with a sincere tone.
