I'm back home. It's a weird feeling with none of them around anymore. I can't just get up and walk to someone's trailer to hang out. I have nothing to do it feels like. I decided to look at the pictures on my phone and smile, remembering our fun. I need to text Finn.
Finn <3
Y/N: Hey
Finn: Hey how's it going
Y/N: It's going okay just miss you guys and all the fun we had on set :(
Finn: Yeah I know what you mean It's weird being back home without everyone.
Y/N: What have you been up to?
Finn: Not much just trying to catch up on some sleep what about you
Y/N: Same here I've been looking through all the pictures we took on set and reminiscing about all the fun times we had
Finn: Yeah I miss everyone. I especially miss you.
Reading his last message makes my stomach do this weird flippy thing. My heart starts racing so fast I can practically hear it. Does he mean he misses me specifically? Like, more than everyone else? Or is he just being nice? I stare at the screen for what feels like forever, trying to decode every possible meaning behind those five words. But I don't want to make things weird or read too much into it, so I just send back a smiley face, even though my mind is spinning with all the things I wish I could say.
I'm still overthinking his message when my mom knocks and comes into my room. Her timing is kind of perfect, actually - I needed the distraction. "Hey sweetie, how are you doing?" she asks with that mom-smile that says she already knows something's up.
"I'm okay, just feeling a little sad," I admit with a heavy sigh, flopping back onto my bed.
"I know, it's hard to say goodbye to people you care about," my mom says, sitting down next to me. The bed dips slightly, and the familiar smell of her perfume is weirdly comforting.
"Yeah, it is," I say, trying to swallow past the lump that's forming in my throat. I hate how emotional I'm getting about this.
"But you know what? You'll always have the memories, and you'll always have the friendships you made," my mom says, wrapping an arm around me. Classic mom move - somehow knowing exactly what to say.
"I know, I just miss everyone already," I mumble, leaning into her hug. It's nice, but it doesn't completely fix the empty feeling in my chest.
"I understand, sweetie. But remember, this isn't the end. You'll see them again and make new memories," my mom says with a reassuring smile that makes me feel a little less lost.
"Thanks, mom," I say, managing a small smile back.
"Anytime, sweetie. I love you," she says, giving me a quick kiss on the forehead before standing up.
"I love you too," I reply, watching her head toward the door.
As soon as she leaves, though, all those confused feelings come rushing back. I keep staring at Finn's message, and the more I look at it, the more annoyed I get. Like, what's his game here? One minute he's being all sweet and saying he misses me, but then he just leaves it hanging there? Part of me wonders if he knows I like him and he's just playing with my feelings for fun. God, I probably seem so obvious and pathetic. I grab my headphones and blast some music, trying desperately to think about literally anything else. But his message keeps floating around in my head like an annoying popup that won't go away, no matter how many times I try to close it.
A/N- sorry for not updating for weeks. a lot has been going on in my life. also sorry that the chapter is short, there will be a time jump for the next chapter because I just want to keep writing about when all of the characters are together.

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