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season one premiere

A few months later, we all reunite for the premiere of the first season. It's great to see everyone again, I really missed this. The cast and crew all look stunning in their outfits, and I honestly can't help but feel out of place here. I get anxious but Millie comes over.

Millie comes over and gives me a comforting smile. "Hey, Y/N, are you okay?" she asks, sensing my discomfort.

"I don't know, I guess I'm just uncomfortable here with all the people and stuff," I say

"Hey, it's okay," Millie says, putting her arm around me. "Just remember, we're all in this together. And even though it might feel overwhelming, just take it one step at a time."

"Thanks, Millie," I say

"Sooo how's life back at home? Met anyone new?" Millie asks me

"Nope," I say with a shrug.

Millie gives me a sly smile. "What about Finn?" she asks, raising an eyebrow.

"What about him?" I ask, feeling my face heat up.

"Oh come on, Y/N, you two were practically attached at the hip on set. Everyone could see the chemistry between you," Millie says with a knowing look.

"I don't know what you're talking about," I say, feeling defensive.

"Sure you don't," Millie says, rolling her eyes. "But seriously, have you talked to him since we wrapped?"

"Yeah, we've texted a few times," I admit.

"And?" Millie presses.

"And nothing," I say with a shrug.

"Y/N, you have to tell him how you feel," Millie says, her voice serious. "You'll never know if he feels the same way unless you take a chance."

"I don't know, Millie," I say, feeling nervous. "I just don't think I'm ready for a relationship?"

"You don't have to rush into anything," Millie says, giving me a reassuring smile.

Caleb and Gaten come running over to see us and we start talking. As we catch up, I can't help but feel a little overwhelmed. I missed these people so much, and being here with them again feels like coming home. But at the same time, I can't shake the feeling that something is different. Maybe it's just me.

As I'm mingling with the crowd, I suddenly feel a tap on my shoulder. When I turn around, I see Finn standing there, looking as handsome as ever. 

"Hey, Y/N," he says with a smile. "You look amazing." 

"Thanks, Finn," I say, feeling my cheeks flush. 

"You look pretty good yourself." We spend the rest of the night catching up and reminiscing about our time on set.

As the night comes to a close, Finn and I stand outside, taking in the city lights. We've been talking for hours, and I feel like I could talk to him forever. Suddenly, he turns to me and takes my hand.

"Y/N, there's something I need to tell you," he says, his voice serious.

"What is it?" I ask, my heart racing.

"I know we've been friends for a while now, but I can't help but feel like there's something more between us," Finn says, his eyes searching mine.

My heart skips a beat as I look back at him, feeling a surge of hope and excitement. "What are you trying to say?" I ask, barely above a whisper.

"I'm saying that I really like you, Y/N," Finn says, his voice soft. "And I want to be more than just friends."

I feel a rush of emotion wash over me, and I know without a doubt that I feel the same way. but I just can't do this. "I'm sorry Finn"

"I appreciate your honesty, Finn. But I just can't do this," I say, my voice shaking.

"Are your SERIOUS" Finn almost yells. he's mad.

"I'm sorry, Finn. I didn't mean to lead you on, but I just don't see you that way," I say, feeling tears prickling at the corners of my eyes. "I value our friendship too much to risk it."

"I know Y/N, but I feel like you've been giving me all of these signals," he says

"I'm sorry Finn, but I don't think I have been giving you any signals," I say,

Finn looks at me, a mix of hurt and anger in his eyes. "Fine," he says, his voice cold. "If that's how you feel, then I guess we're just friends."

I feel a lump form in my throat as Finn walks away, and I know that things between us will never be the same. But as I watch him go, I wonder if I should've just said yes. I sit down on the step and just start crying. I hear the door behind me open and I quickly wipe the tears off my face.

As I sit there, lost in my thoughts, Millie comes over to me. "Hey, Y/N, are you okay?" she asks, noticing my tears.

"I'm fine," I say, trying to compose myself.

"Are you sure?" Millie presses, looking concerned.

"I just had a talk with Finn," I say, my voice shaking. "He told me he has feelings for me, but I told him I wasn't ready for a relationship"

"Oh no," Millie says, putting her arm around me. "I'm so sorry, Y/N. That must be really hard for you."

"I just feel like I've ruined everything," I say, feeling a lump form in my throat.

"You haven't ruined anything," Millie says, giving me a reassuring smile. "Finn is a great guy, but if you don't feel the same way, that's okay. You can still be friends."

"I know but he seemed so mad," I say, feeling guilty. "I didn't mean to hurt him."

"I know," Millie says, giving me a sympathetic smile. "But you did the right thing by being honest with him. It's better to be upfront about your feelings than to lead someone on."

"I just hope he can forgive me," I say, wiping away my tears.

"Give him some time," Millie says, patting my back. "Things might be a little awkward between you two for a while, but I'm sure he'll come around eventually."

I nod, grateful for Millie's support. Even though things with Finn are complicated, I know that I have my friends by my side. And with their help, I'll get through this.

After finishing talking to Millie I go back to the hotel. I see Finn in the lobby but I walk very fast past him.

Once in my room, I try to distract myself by scrolling through my phone, but my mind keeps going back to Finn. I know I did the right thing by being honest with him, but I still feel guilty for hurting him.

I decide to take a shower and try to clear my head. As I let the warm water wash over me, I can't help but think about what could have been if I had just said yes. But then I remind myself that I'm not ready for a relationship and that it's okay to take things slow.

After my shower, I crawl into bed and try to get some sleep. But as I lay there in the dark, I can't shake the feeling that things between Finn and me will never be the same. I just hope that with time, we can move past this and still be friends.

The next morning, I woke up to find no text from Finn.

I get dressed and head down to the lobby for breakfast. As I'm eating, I see Finn walk in. He looks up and sees me, but quickly looks away and walks over to the other side of the room. I feel a twinge of sadness in my chest, but I try to ignore it and focus on my food. After breakfast, we all head to the airport to fly home. The flight is long and uneventful, and I spend most of it sleeping and trying to forget about everything that happened the night before.

Once I'm home, I try to focus on work and my daily routine. But no matter what I do, I can't seem to shake the feeling that something is missing. I miss Finn and our friendship, but I know that I made the right decision. I just hope that in time, things between us can go back to the way they were before.