Cold Hands, Warm Heart ✧ Minsung ✧

#16

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On Monday morning, Jisung woke up early with a burning desire to pursue his dream of becoming a songwriter. However, he had been struggling for months and felt trapped in a creative rut. As he sat down to write, memories of the weekend flooded his mind, and his fingers flew across the keyboard. His thoughts drifted from kissing Minho to cuddling Felix, as if trying to balance the weight of these two moments. The contrast between the fiery passion he felt with Minho and the serene comfort he found with Felix left him puzzled and wanting to decipher his own feelings more deeply.

He had always been able to write about his sadness, anxiety, and loneliness, but since he met Felix, everything changed. He didn't understand what Felix did, but being around him made him feel calm. Getting to know him made him feel like he wasn't alone anymore, almost like he was with family

On the other hand, being with Minho was like riding a roller coaster of sensations. He felt his chest burning up, like something was going to explode inside him. It was like a sweet, addictive drug that tasted so good. Maybe this was what he needed to break out of the hole he had buried himself in, the one that had kept his emotions numb for the past few months.

As the workweek began anew, Jisung checked the time and realized he needed to head to the coffee shop before midday. The breeze was mild and the sun cast a bright light on the street. Jisung arrived earlier than expected, not anticipating anyone else to be there, but he was pleasantly surprised to find Felix had also arrived early that day.

"Felix? Oh, hi!" Jisung saw Felix at the counter and waved to him.

Felix saw his coworker and smiled wide that his eyes almost closed "Jisung! Hi!", the freckled boy went from the counter to hug Jisung in the middle of the corridor, that got Jisung surprised "Mmh? What?"

"Oh, nothing, I'm just miss- ahn, how was your sunday? Did you rest? You only waited for me to wake up and left really early in the morning" Felix said, releasing Jisung from the embrace.

"Yeah, but I did rest, I didn't do much the rest of the day, just a few things and watched anime" Jisung replied.

"You could have called me. I would have kept you company," Felix suggested.

"Thanks, but it's fine, I just needed to figure out a few things for my work and stuff"

"Eh, are you writing again?" Felix asked, surprised that Jisung had been able to overcome his writer's block.

"Yeah, kinda..." Jisung trailed off.

"Wow, that's great you really should show it to Chan!" Felix exclaimed before falling silent.

Jisung saw a sad Felix "so, are you two still not talking?" he worried for his friend and Chan's friendship.

"Mmh, it's complicated" Felix was sad and didn't want to talk about whatever happened between them, and so Jisung noticed.

"Whatever happened between you two you'll figure it out soon, he's your friend, everything is going to be alright, okay?"

"Yeah, maybe..." Felix said in a sad tone.

"So, mmh, I had a few ideas after this weekend" Jisung looked at the ceiling resting his chin on his hand "I think that maybe, being with you all helped me" he then smiled to his friend nodding.

"Really? YES!!" Felix was really happy that maybe he helped Jisung somehow, he grabbed the elder's both hands "That's it, I'd go out with you everyday if that helps you" He was smiling so, so happy that all his face shone.