Cold Hands, Warm Heart ✧ Minsung ✧

#38

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Since the next day was a holiday Jisung and Felix ended up staying up late at night drinking and singing. They went home early the next morning.

Jisung did his best to say goodbye to Felix and to assure the boy that he could go home alone after all that happened.

Felix looked at Jisung with pure concern and asked, "are you really sure you don't want me to come with you?".

"I'm pretty sure Felix. I'm sorry, but right now I just need to be alone, my head is so very much confused" Jisung said honestly.

Felix grabbed Jisung's hands and looked into his eyes "okay, just promise me you will call me if anything happens, anything, I swear I'll be there in a minute".

"Nothing is going to happen, don't worry" Jisung shook his head.

"Just promise me" Felix repeated.

"I promise" Jisung replied and nodded.

Felix held Jisung's hands and after a brief moment, they hugged, and before releasing Jisung, Felix kissed his cheek "bye, Ji".

Jisung blushed "bye, Felix".

-

As soon as Jisung got home, he collapsed onto his bed. His body and mind were exhausted, and the reality of the situation hit him hard.

He felt his world crumbling around him, the pain of his heart shattered breaking into pieces and tears falling down his cheeks. He just wanted to cry until there was nothing left of Minho inside of him.

Hours passed as Jisung lay there, staring at the ceiling and crying his eyes out. He tried to write, but the pen and paper were quickly discarded. "Why? Why? I didn't know that could hurt so much," he whispered to himself, his voice cracking.

As he lay there, his phone buzzed incessantly with missed calls and unread messages from Minho.

Jisung picked up his phone and scrolled through the messages.

"Jisung"

"Please, can we talk?"

"Why are you not answering me?"

"Is everything okay?"

"Please, answer me"

"Let's talk"

"I'm worried, please"

"Just let me know you're okay"

"Good night, Ji"

"Jisung"

"Please"

"Just answer me"

"I need to talk to you"

Jisung sighed and put his phone aside, feeling both sad and angry. "What was he thinking? I'm obviously not okay. He lied to me," Jisung thought bitterly.

Just as he was about to try and sleep, his phone rang again. It was Minho. His sadness became anger, it infuriated him, then he answered the call.

"..."

"Jisung" Minho tried to talk.

Jisung answered, his voice shaking with anger and sadness "why didn't you tell me you have a girlfriend!?" he yelled.

Minho was caught off guard by Jisung's anger. "I'm sorry..." he stammered, he never saw the boy like this, he didn't expect those words.

"And you cheated on her with me!" Jisung continued, his voice rising.