Cold Hands, Warm Heart ✧ Minsung ✧

#37

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Chan was nervously tapping his feet, looking around the coffee shop 'why am I nervous?'. He checked his watch since he was waiting for a few minutes. He sighed 'I should have canceled-', suddenly, he saw a girl approaching him, and he felt his heart beating faster. She was stunning, a slim silhouette, long brown hair, big round eyes, but especially a really beautiful smile.

"Hi!" Chan said, smiling and waving to the girl coming at him.

"Oh, hi," She said, smiling back at him. She stopped by his side and looked at him "sorry, am I late?"

"No, no, no, you're just on the right time," He smiled and that made his eyes almost disappear, on the other side his dimples could be seen "you look pretty!" He complimented her.

She blushed "thanks, you too" she shyly said looking down.

"We should go inside," Chan said.

"Yeah," she agreed, and they walked into the coffee shop together.

-

A few days before...

Chan and Changbin were at the company, working on some music together.

"So, have you decided about Yuna?" Changbin asked while lying on the couch, taking a break.

"Yeah, I don't think it's a good idea," Chan replied, still working on his computer.

"Come on, man!" Changbin sat up and looked at Chan from behind "She's cool, cute, and pretty like a princess. I think she's your type. You'll definitely like her."

"Yeah, I know, but I feel like I'll just be using her to get Felix out of my mind," Chan replied, shaking his head, not convinced that dating someone else would help him at this moment.

"Who knows? Maybe you'll end up liking her," Changbin replied, grabbing his phone to message someone. "Or maybe you'll just go home and write songs about Felix until late at night, while he's out there dating someone else."

"I don't write ALL my songs about him," Chan retorted. "And how do you even know if this is going to work?" He asked while rolling his eyes tired.

"I'm just trying to be more open-minded," Changbin said, his face glued to his phone.

Chan stopped everything he was doing and turned to see Changbin's face glued on his phone "Hey, how did you get over me?" he asked, moving closer to Changbin's face. "Are you dating someone? Is it working?" He narrowed his eyes looking at him.

Changbin blushed hard and took a step back, moving his hands erratically. "No, no, no, I'm definitely not... I'm just saying..." he sighed and shrugged "at least you should try to see someone else. That's it."

"Okay, okay, you win," Chan laughed at the flustered boy. "Just give me Yuna's number."

"Yes!" Changbin grabbed his phone and started typing quickly. "And if you don't like her, I have another friend to introduce you to. He's your type, a really cute boy."

"Changbin, stop! Just give me Yuna's number," Chan said, closing his eyes and shaking his head, he was so done with him.

-

It was Monday morning and Chan was woken up by some keys jingling, followed by a door opening and closing.

He groaned, his head was pounding after drinking too much with 'Yuna' the night before. He looked over and saw that they were both naked and in bed together. Panic set in, he didn't want Felix to see them like this 'fuck, fuck, FUCK!'.

Chan moved a little bit and the girl woke up looking at him "good morning", he whispered.

"Good morning" Yuna said, smiling and hugging his waist.

As Yuna woke up and smiled at him, Chan struggled to find the right words, he didn't want to be rude. "Um, Yuna, I think it's probably best if you go," he said softly. "My roommate didn't know I was bringing someone over, we never agreed about this and he might not be too happy if he sees you here."

Yuna nodded and began to get dressed. "Sure, I understand. I should go anyway," she said, not seeming bothered by the situation. Chan quickly opened his bedroom door to check if Felix was around, but he wasn't there. He breathed a sigh of relief and took Yuna's hand, leading her towards the door. "I think he is in his room, let me walk you out," he said.

She just smiled and followed after him.

-

On Monday morning Felix went home after spending the night partying at Hyunjin's house with Jisung. The blond walked into the kitchen, the boy's body was craving for water after everything they drank last night.

While drinking his water he heard some whispering coming from Chan's room, he saw Chan and some girl sneaking out of his room, hand in hand, tiptoeing to the exit door. She left the house but not before leaving a kiss on Chan's lips while cupping his face.

Felix saw them and immediately froze in silence, hoping Chan couldn't see him - at this point I think he also forgot how to breathe.

Chan turned around and saw Felix standing there, he realized Felix was in the kitchen and he froze looking at him 'fuck! He totally saw me, us'.

"Felix, oh, hi, good morning," Chan said, trying to smile. He looked around, trying to sound as natural as he could but he thought that was the worst day of his life.

Felix could only manage a weak "hi." He couldn't find any words to what he saw, a hole opened in his chest that moment, he felt like throwing up, but dryly swallowed, he just wanted to leave the room right now.

"Felix, I, I-" Chan tried to explain, but Felix couldn't listen, every single word leaving his mouth hurted him and he didn't understand why. He just wanted to get away from Chan and the situation.

"I'm going to go to sleep," Felix said, rushing off to his room.

"But you just got home-" Chan followed him and tried to talk, but Felix slammed the door in his face.

Felix leaned on the door, holding his chest feeling his heart racing, tears forming in his eyes 'why it hurt so much?'.

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